seriously. now nobody knows wat im tinkin.
i dunno who to tell. i dunno who will understand.
i dun even noe how i shld say.
or even how i shld type of the blog.
so i can do nth abt it.
keep it wif mi. tink n tink n tink.
last but not least. cry.
dats mi. dats juz mi.
i guess one day when im ready to open up.
to tell everybody how i feel.
i will juz say out ba.
but not now. i dunno how to.
feeling quite xin ku rit now.
but come to tink of it.
im oredi fortunate enough.
at least i hav boyfriends who treat mi gd.
but dats when they truly love mi.
mayb dats gd enough??
but i tink i still hav to thank them.
mayb bcoz i juz dun treat them gd enough.
in some ways or the other.
it may b my fault.
dat cause an ending to the relationship.
IM SORIE.

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ANYTHING.