i cant deny im dumb. seriously dumb.
but its ok. i dun tink deres anithing wrong wif dat.
i tink i dunno how to live w/o u.
everyday im tinkin abt u n everything.
watever i do i will tink of u.
especially when im alone.
yesterday was 29 may.
nothing special.
the oni thing is dat its 29!
n its the day NARNIA came out.
n all i tink is u.
i dunno wat im tinkin of.
coz i shldnt even hope for anithing.
i dunno whether i shld watch wif my fren.
but i dunno wat im waiting for as well.
miracles dat will nvr happen??
its all lies isnt it.
like as if u will realli get something for mi??
asking mi to wait for ur present.
i guess dats juz to make mi happy ba.
i noe i dun hav to wait anymore.
WATEVER!
i juz hope dat i can live happily w/o u.
dats all.

im like super duper free compared to my frens.
though i actually hav alot of things to do.
but dats bcoz i dun wan to stay at home.
aft skol i feel like going out to eat.
dun feel like going home or anithing.
n anyway. my home got nth.
but i dunno.
the frens i had now r all v home sweet home.
haha. meaning they like to go home.
meaning. they hav lunch/ dinner at home for them.
mi?? nothing.
its not dat i feel anithing.
juz dat it is v sian lo. seriously.
mayb i shld realli lead my own independent life ba.
it seems difficult to even find someone to shop tgt.
prehaps i shall go shop alone one day?? LOLx.