yesterday went to raffles city wif jaryl n fiona.
accompany them to collect some sponsor stuff.
i totally hav no intention to realli go out.
its juz dat. i guess i nd a place to sit down tink n tok.
so aft collecting the stuff mi n fiona went to mac.
we ate ice cream. something dat can always brighten up her day.
we were sitting n chatting dere.
yes. jaryl too. gals can tok for hours.
as long as we hav the time.
n i guess we spend more than one hour tokin.
its nvr ending. girls talk.
so on the way home i decided to give myself more time.
to sit down n tink.
tis few days. i guess i realli tink a lot. a lot.

today had CCA. played captains ball for like more than an hour.
it was damn fun. sweat like mad.
juz like wat cass say. our cca is like.
gather n hav fun!
n i still dunno whether im going to the chalet.

tis sat 3108 having BBQ at sy hse.
n on sunday. i dunno whether to play overnite mahjong.
i realli realli wan to play mahjong.
but deres a lot to tink abt if i wan to stay over.
n rit now. i realli realli wan to work.
bcoz i hate staying at home doing nth except work.
n i will rather earn money than to go out n spend it.

aft cca mi n cass went to bishan n had my favourite!
alright. though its my fave, im still afraid dat i will get sick.
i tink i might get flu or fever anytime soon.
n we talked for v long. at least 2 hours i tink.
i suggested eating yami yoghurt. its damn nice.
its yummy. LOLx.
though its a short journey going home.
i will nvr forget to tink.

sometimes mayb life is realli too tiring.
if i were to tink every single day. every single min.

i wan to buy the DMK platform!

yes. nobody will ever believe it.
because its more than two years already.
i can't believe myself too.
but i seriously do not know what's the reason.
i think that this is like a blade.
the longer you hold it the more it hurts.
until finally you will feel numb.
and you will no longer feel anything.
i don't know whether i'm at the numb stage.
for a period of time i thought i am.
but recently i just realise it still hurt somehow.
and i don't want to feel the sharpness of the blade anymore.
i know i should let it go before it hurts even more.

believe me when i say its not going to happen.