... Thanks For Telling Mi Dat ...

o... man... when can i ever b happy... pls... god... let mi b happy... i oni wanna b happy... is dat so diff??? thanks to js... ur one sentence... drop my whole heart... give up fa ba... juz tis sentence... n the reason of saying tis... sure no hope le... omg... my heart realli like bursting man... but aft i heard tis sentence... i realise it is realli time to give up le... even his fren oso liddat say liao... wats more can i do... hold on dere??? waiting for nth??? waiting for something which oredi dun hav hope le??? haiz... pray god... i juz wanna b happy... i dunno whether i still wanna love him... i dunno whether i wanna give up... but realli v xin ku nehz... realli dunno wat to do... pls let mi drop my tears for the v last day of loving him... sobx...

... It Was Like A Dream ...

It Was Like A Dream (The Story Of U n Mi)

It All Begin When I First Saw U
In Primary Skol
When I Was In Primary Three
You May Not Noe
But U r Oredi In My Heart

It Begin For The Second Time
When I Saw U In Secondary Skol
In Secondary One
The Familiar Look
The Familiar Feeling
I Noe U r The One

It Begin The Third N Mayb The Last Time
Aft A Long Missing Of U
In Secondary Two
When U Wanted To Quit Skol
In The First Two Weeks Of January
You Added Mi In Friendster N Msn
Aft A Long Search Of U
I Was Overjoyed

From Then On
We Chat Almost Everyday
Until The Day U r Finally Mine [230105]

I Tot We Will Nvr B Separated Again
I Tot Tis Is Wat We Call Fate
To Hav The Chance To Meet Again
And Noe Each Other Betta
I Tot We Will Last Forever

Am I Naive To Tink Dat Way
I Dun Tink So
Dun Ask Mi Whether I Hav Regretted
To Hav U In My Life
I Nvr Regret In Doing Anithing
I m Not Supposed To
N I Noe Wat U Hav Done For Mi
Is Enough To Heal Most Of My Wound
U Gave To Mi

It All Ended On Dat Day [180405]
Aft Contacting For One Week
Aft We Stop Meeting For One Month
Finally U Call Mi One Day
I Tot We Could At Least Meet
But We Didnt
The Nxt Day Was The Day
U Told Mi U Love Someone Else
I Hav No Choice But To Let U Go

One Day When I Pluck Out My Courage
N c Ur Profile
I Noe U r Wif Her
Juz The Nxt Day Of Our Ending
U Noe How Hurt It Is

The Days Without U r Meaningless
N The Tot Of U n Her
Makes My Heart Aches
I Hav No Choice
But To Drop My Tears
At Dat Time
I Juz Hope Someone Will B By My Side
But Dere Wasnt

Finally One Day U Call Mi Again
Aft A Long Waiting For U
U Ask Mi Out
N Dat Day Was Wonderful [220505]

I Tot Everything Can B Back
But U Told Mi U Wanna B Alone
I Was Tinkin
R u Trying To Play Wif Mi
Again I Hav No Choice
But To Let U Go

Dat Nite I Cry Like Hell
I Lost U Again
N Mayb Forever

Frm The Day U End All Tis
N Stop Finding Mi
I Noe Wat U Wanted
I Will Juz Give U Wat U Want
As Long As U Happy
Or Shld I Say
Wat Else Can I Do

Life Is Still Sad As Usual
Tears R Still Rolling Down My Cheek
But I Nvr Regret

Whether I Still Love U
Doesnt Matter Anymore
As Long As I Noe U r Doing Fine
All My Tears R Worthwhile
Now I Juz Wanna B Someone
Who Brighten Up The Days Of Everyone
I Noe I m Fortunate Enough
To Get Wat I Hav Got
I Juz Hope U Can Find Mi
When Having Trouble
So Dat I Can At Least B The One
Who Can Stay By Ur Side
I Will Support U
No Matter Wat

Dun Worry
B Happy
My One N Oni
It Was Like A Dream

... Finally Can Post Le ...

tok abt yesterday ba... aft glazing my plate... acc lynette go buy things at serangoon central... aft dat meet meijun... go plaza sing eat... my favourite... LONG JOHN SILVER... lolx... then suddenly receive a msg... Guzheng Cancel!!! a bit sad la... actually... coz wanna realli work hard... gonna get gold in the nxt SYF... aft dat call pple out lo... Meijun call her primary skol mates... Edwin... my primary skol fren de fren... Marcus de fren lo... so we go out together... Sophia came aft dat... we watch batman... not i wan de... the guys wanna watch then watch lo... quite sianz... i was half aslp... b4 we watched the movie i get shocked... i tot i saw him... almost cry nehz... dunno y i will tink dat way lei... haiz... my mood changed aft dat lo... suddenly i keep tinkin... how i will react if i realli c him... i tink i will hide n cry aft dat ba... cant imagine... like i say... can soon forget him le... but whenever i tink of the special feelings... i dun tink i can hav dat feeling again le... suan le ba... tink so much oso no use... abt shuyuan... hmm... sometimes i tink he treat mi realli like his own sis... sometimes i tink he totally forget mi as his sis liao... realli dunno wor... but then he treat mi good enough le ba... dun tink i shld ask for more... juz wanna everybody happy... back to today ba... guzheng cancel again... sad sad... then go do project... blehz... still quite ok de... some changes in tis holiday... pierce my second earhole on the right ear... new hairstyle... tinkin oso change le ba... sometimes even tink i got attitude prob lo... mood swing oso... quite sianz wif myself... k la... stop here for today...

... Our Cheer ...

E5 Cheer... We Rawks Man...

5 In The Air, Let's Do It Together
5 To The Side, We Muz B United
5 To The Floor, The Fun's At Our Place
5 To The Front, The Smile On Our Face
E E E E5 Together
A B C D E5
A B C D E5
A B C D E5
Oh...................
5 In The Air Let's Do It Together...
E5!!!

...Blehz...

So long nvr post liao wor... life is still the same... got time then tok more... Sec 2 camp... a nice one... not bad la... not realli dat fun... but betta than staying at home... sianz nehz... use tears to cele our second month of breaking... i wrote something... a touching story... a real life story... will update tis during the nxt post... n we hav our own E5 cheer... cool hor... skol reopening nehz... sianz... dunno how to do homework... who can help mi man... realli dun feel like doing lo... n i hav my new haircut... hmm... quite nice de... but nd alot of care ba... suddenlt dunno wat to say... too much le ba... cant say it all at once... will stop here ba.. nxt time will post our cheer n the touching story...