I DUN ND EVERYBODY IN TIS WORLD TO LOVE MI...

NEITHER DO I ND TO LOVE EVRYBODY IN TIS WORLD...

I M WHO I M

YOU DUN LIKE YOU SHOO...

pple i love...

MY DARLING

huimin

limin

kimwei

liangping

jiayan

germaine

clarissa

mingli

zhilei

meijun

jeryl

sophia

wanchun

youwen

joel

i noe who r true to mi... i noe who r not... i love them doesnt mean they muz love mi... n dun misunderstand... is simply friendship except for my darling... i dun like pple who ask pple to b their godsis n end up dun even tok to them... a godsibling w/o even knowing wat happen to their godsis... b true to urself... b true to ur frens... b true to everybody... i myself dun like pple to forget mi... yet somehow pple do forget mi... dat makes mi sad... n i realise... i realli cant hav everybody in tis world to love mi... pple in teck ghee cc... i nvr meet them since last yr oct... somehow we lose contact... partially my fault... i change number n didnt tell them... but they change number oso nvr tell mi... is a bit confusing la... i oso dunno whether i shld contact them back... somehow i dun hav the time oso...

sometimes i dun even understand myself... i dun even noe how i wan myself to b... a person whom most pple love... or someone who oni allow a few pple into her world??? actually i m open in such a way dat i let almost everybody ard mi to noe abt my stuff... bcoz i simply juz treat everybody as my v gd frens... but perhaps i was wrong... not all the pple ard mi can b trusted... n some was here a few mins ago... n nowhere to b found a few mins ltr... although now i dun realli tell everybody wat is happening to mi... i love those frens who realli treat mi as one... dats all ba...

I LEARNT TO B CONTENTED WIF WATEVER I HAV...

I LEARNT TO TREASURE WATEVER I HAV...

I LEARNT TO ACCEPT WATEVER I HAV...

oh gosh... being a treasurer... i believe i didnt lose the money... i collected frm who i shld noe... mayb some i miss out... but i m v sure some did not... now i m short of 20+... i cant possibly lose it... if i noe who didnt pay n wanna cheat my money... dat person is going to b dead...

anyway... yesterday went out... wif darmeo of coz... lolx... watch the fogs... yesterday didnt buy anithing... then today go dere buy quite alot of things... lolx... bought mingli's present... oh no... if i buy dat thing for myself i wun use lo... i a bit xin tong nehz... i tink it is quite nice de... too ex for wat it is la... but special lo... lolx... anyway dats for her la... juz hope she like it lo...

haiz... sad for my sis...

valentines' day...



ice cream we eat at swensens.. hehe...



the rose...



gifts frm my darling... =)



first day of new yr... lolx... tis is not valentines' day hor...

lolx... tonpid mi... forget dat i change my username... anyway... now i noe le... =) valentines' day reaching!!! shld i b happy or wat lei... got my darling le ma... everyday oso valentines' day ma... hehe... tis is the first time i cele valentines' day wif bf lo... lolx... got once break juz b4 valentines' day lo... sad anot... anyway... it is over le... hehe... tis is my first time buying things for my frens oso... but dun expect much... although i dun tink it is realli v ex la... but i m xin tong to spend money on something which i dun tink i can even cele lo... kns... hav history test on valentines' day lo... no history test oso got eng SSP... kaoz... sianz lo... take awwy my valentines' day lo... wu gui... qi si wo le... then idiot la... tis weekend... nd to copy 100 times journal... then do chinese newspaper cutting... then lit essay... then study history test... siao lo... anyway... gonna stop now... ooo... post bcome so short... lolx... gonna do homework liao... =)

post aft a long time... hehe... no time... tis few days chiong finish my homework... study for tests... haiz... 'unlucky' mi... sick again... sianz... tis time is infection + fever + cough... so ke lian... then now ear still block... the doc say tis few days go let him check the ear... but my mum say ok le then dun go check... give mi eat anti-biotics which cost $18... lolx... lame la... then nvr go skol on friday... miss 2 tests... tink going to take the tests tml??? not sure... shld b la... lim mc still say i may b bcoz nvr study then dun dare go skol... kanasai... lolx... then he say the paper sure more difficult... i hope i can manage... sianz... then every day muz eat medicine... drop ear drop... go skol dunno how... then somemore lit test coming... but i didnt bring my joy luck club home... i m supposed to finish by now... but i didnt =x lolx... i m a slow reader... then is like... i tink the story is interesting... but i juz cant continue reading... dunno lei... c how ba... then saturday actuallt got alumni concert de... but nvr go... haiz... ear block liao... dun even noe whether i m playing the right thing anot... lolx... nvm... forget it... i tink i m alrite now le... oni scare tml de test... now sec 3 like miss one day of lesson will die liddat... sianz...

then dunno y... lolx... i dreamt abt alot of things last nite... one is abt alot alot of dogs n cats... hehe... then another thing is abt jasper... my ex... dotx... i dreamt dat we r still gd frens... then go his hse use comp... then tok tok tok... lolx... lame rit...

hmm... i tink sec 3 a bit stress... cant cope lei... but still ok la... then tis month got a lot of celebration... then got camp... so we miss quite a lot of lesson... many things cant finish... then come back frm CNY is tests le... sianz... quite rush la... cant sec 3 hav less tests??? once a term??? everything takes time ma...

anyway... nth much to say la... alot of things cant express in words... but i tot of something when i was bathing todat... lolx... i m going to 'forget my past, remove all my hatred n b a betta person' =)

things i wanna tell my darling aka darmeo aka niu niu... i love n miss u... thanks for taking care of mi when i m sick... it is a coincidence dat they r not in singapore dat u can take care of mi everyday... =)