Friday, July 29, 2005

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..Common Tests..

Kaoz... So damn sianz lo... Common tests... Common tests... went fine actually... except for history... stupid la... i dun hav enough time to do finish my last question... somemore is not i dunno lo... i can even rmb the evidence lo... then wasted so much time on the first SEQ... tink le then sianz... anyway.. recently make frens wif Jiayi,Valerie,Barbara,Eugene,Kelvin and many more la... nice to make frens man... n Jiayi ask mi b her mei... of coz i wun say no de rit... it makes no difference actually... Sometimes I realli dunno... wat for they keep mi as mei... nvr ask mi out... nvr tell mi abt their things... is like pple c le oso dun tink u all r close lo... wat for being their mei lo... but then of coz we can expect them to do anithing la... up to them lo... they wan liddat de mei oso can lo... i dun treat Shuyuan as my kor le... reason is... i oredi tell him so many time le... dun quit skol... he still go appeal... juz dun seem to b my kor... though last time he say so many times dat he treat mi as real mei... mayb juz bcoz i guai... he nvr tell mi abt anithing... nvr even ask mi out... suan le la... let it past man... they wan mi b their mei then b lo... seems no difference lo... dat day i almost cry le... i tell Huimin abt the past... as i say i wanna cry... but luckily i stop my tears from rolling down... till now actually i still cant get over it lo.. sianz... listen to the songs... go whenever we go b4... all the memories... it is good to hav memories... but i dun wanna cry when tink abt it lo... makes life so difficult... i nvr realli wanna forget him la... juz wanna b happy lo... i m actually still waiting... i dun tink our fate will end here nehz... coz is alwaz 2 yrs... every 2 yr we will stop contacting... but end up we will meet again... i m waiting for dat day... i dunno whether it will comes anot lo... mayb juz let mi sad for my whole life ba... i wanna find my true love...

Monday, July 18, 2005

wow... Terry get third n manage to get into the semi-final... cool hor... congrats nehz... hmm... kor... suddenly find dat u not my kor le... dunno y... seriously i scare one day i may lose u nehz... n i tok to u abt the smoking thing... realli... muz take care of urself... though u say so many times... u treat mi v gd.. coz mi ur mei.. but then when did u ever realli treat mi as ur mei... as in.. did u ever wan to tell mi ur v own thing??? did u ever tink of mi when things happen... i nvr say u nvr ask... haiz... i oredi nvr tell u abt him le.. i cant... i dun dare... dun smoke too much ba... will get cancer easily de... i dun wan any of my frens to get dat... realli...

Wo Shi Qu Le Qi Dai
Ye Bu Zai Deng Dai

Sunday, July 17, 2005

blehz... tml west zone competition nehz... cool wor... good luck to Terry... lolx... i msg Shuyuan... ask him help mi pass the msg to Terry... n is like he tink i wanna go liddat... first reply... u dun wan go meh??? lolx... then aft dat ask mi go... but luckily i realli got something on... dun he noe i will b sad... not i dun wanna go... but as their frenz... i dun used to it... go home alone aft dat... i dun used to it... cant possibly ask them send mi home de lo... they not my who... the most is my kor... cant do dat ma... anyway... i realli wish him good luck la...

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Cant Stop Tinkin Of The Past.. The Hard Work We Put In This Relationship... The Time We Spend... The Promise We Once Made... The Things We Once Said... Haiz...

Monday, July 11, 2005

I Decided To Continue Loving u... Not Bcoz I Tink Dere Is Still Hope... But Bcoz I Noe I Still Love U... When It Is Time... I Will Forget De...

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Suddenly I So Damn Scare Lo... Haiz... I Keep On Hearing Lion Dance... Cant Stop Tinkin Of Him... N Of Coz Cry Lo... My Love For Him Cant Go Off... So Sianz... Realli Wonder Y i M Alwaz Sad When Leaving A Relationship...

Friday, July 08, 2005

Got So Many Times I Tot I Like Someone Else... But I Will End Up Crying... Coz I Noe I Juz Cant Forget Him... Haiz... I Juz Hope I Wun End Up Finding A Replacement Lo...

Thursday, July 07, 2005

I Realli Dunno How I Feel... Whether I Still Love Him... Mind Without Him Is So Good... With Him Oso Not Bad La... Watever It Is... I Juz Wanna B Happy...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Lolx... I Create The Name Jerxy... Jerry+Xinyi... But Then End Up Everybody Says Mi... :( Stupid Enough La... Actually... Wannw Put On Class Jersay De Nehz... But End Up Put NaoKo.dD... Oso Not Bad Ba... Hmm... N I m Officially Bankrupt... Cry Today... I Lost My Ez-Link Card... Haiz... Suddenly Find Myself So Poor.. Is Not Dat I Wanna Lose It De Ma... My Mum Juz Dun Understand... Realised Dat Money Is Precious Man...

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Saturday, July 02, 2005

... Get Out Of My Life ...

i wonder how many times hav i mention... i wanna forget him!!! so sianz... dunno y liddat lei... got so diff meh... anyway forget abt him ba... tink of him oso no use... will oni b sad ma... how i wish i can b someone who dunno how to b jealous... who wun get angry... who nvr hate anyone... i dun wanna hate anyone... but it is so diff sometimes to control myself... learning carnival rawks man!!! i doubt we will hav anithing liddat again le... tuesday we hav to study again le... we take lots of pictures nehz... i tink if E5 wanna b united is can de lo... juz u all wan anot... E5!!! b unite okay... forever liddat then gd le... so sianz... stupid ms see... catch my hair n skirt... now i bcome so toot liao lo... anyway E5 get second for the bridge competition n first for cheer!!! congrats to us man... lolx... forever liddat then good le... i m tinkin abt performing during teachers' day... we muz ba... last yr together... somemore last yr oredi do banner le... hope to hav the whole class performing... but i doubt so lo... sometimes they v bad de lo... so sianz... o... ya... HAPPY BELATED YOUTH DAY to everybody... *LAME* tuesday gonna ask tangko for youthy day present le... he still owe us lunch oso... hmm... i fall in love wif henna!!! n making up oso... suddenly find myself so vain... honestly... i dun realli like myself for being who i m now.. i dun like my way of tinkin too... sometimes realli hate myself lo... i juz wanna b happy... mayb i shld concentrate on mystudies n of coz my class... n tink of nth else... seriously... i find dat ZHONGHUA SIMPLY RAWKS!!! lolx... forget the past n go towards the future... i wan a new mi... wanna u out of my mind... my life... my world... LEAVE MI ALONE!!!

i realise the reason i stop blogging is because i think i don't need to tell people what i do and what happens to me everyday. rather, i...