ok. LOLx. the feeling is weird.
i start posting again!
watever lame shit.
2007 is gonna end soon.
2008 is starting.
time realli flies.
everything happen so quickly.
LOLx. 24th dec was my last day of work.
aft dat hav been shopping.
BUT. its for JC ok.
not anyhow shop hor.
somehow im glad dat i actually save money =p
HAHA. i will take some pictures of the things i hav bought.
yesterday went out wif jy.
to novena n then her hse.
today went out wif ger.
to orchard far east then bugis.
SHOP SHOP SHOP. LOLx.
but im not a shopaholic ok. =)

im like the last to receive call frm ajc lo.
SIAN. =(
mayb bcoz im always not at home.
tml gonna wear zhss uniform.
bcoz of the bursary award.
so sian. wat if i canot fit in. LOLx.

ok. here r the photos.
on 26th dec...


mi n ger at billy bombers. daredevils gathering. LOLx.

christmas exchange. tis is wat clar bought for mi. a tube. LOLx.

ok. the rest r the things i bought.


my white heel.


my adidas shoe for JC.

elle Bag for JC.

a new shirt i bought today.

my lunch for today! LOLx.

one of the photos took today.

OK. dats it =)

yesterday got bio SSP in the morning.
aft bio SSP then got guzheng.
aft guzheng went amk hub wif jas.
then aft dat meet huimin n go orchard.
LOLx. yesterday's schedule.

anyway. i failed my bio test!!
sianz. i tink my results r dropping.
how can i let dat happen???
i muz buck up!!! arghh.
but im slacking everyday.
dats bad =(

anyway. went to orchard wif huimin.
aft walking ard heeren.
we went sakae sushi. LOLx.
she crazy one lo.
in one month can eat 5 times of sakae sushi.
nvm. she juz dunno how to save money.
but can say its the worse visit ever??
LOLx. i eat until i wan vomit oredi. =x
was forced to eat something which both of us tink its disgusting.
so imagine putting something disgusting into ur mouth.
yeah. n then was forced to eat wasabi.
OMG. its smelly n it taste sucky. eek.
n shes so 'gd' lo.
asking for her bdae present instead of giving mi mine =(
n the very first thing she say.
hey. i wan a gucci wallet for my bdae. LOLx.
dats her. wanting all those kinda thing.
then i told her.
she can wait for another 10 years.
yup. n shes counting down now.
she started laughing at mi yesterday.
bcoz i said im getting uglier each day.
arghh. how how. getting ugly oredi. sianz.
n i noe i realli look thin.
BUT. no matter how much i eat is the same.
n i wun eat alot unless i tink i hav saved enough money.
so. yup. i dunno. i shld continue being ugly ba. LOLx.
i guess dats the reason i dun take pics nowadays.
bcoz its so ugly!!

ok. anyway. im gonna cele my bdae early.
on monday. which is tml. LOLx.
cheesecake n steamboat. oo. yummy!
LOLx. i tink tis yr birthday will b quite fun.
wed going KBOX!!! yay. LOLx.
yeah. n dats my birthday plan oso.
unfortunately. i hav lit test on my birthday...
nvm. it will b ok =)

hmm. i shall make tis post short n sweet. LOLx.
tis few days was kinda depress la.
alot of reasons. but dun realli hav to mention ba.
but i dun tink i shld regret wat i hav done la.
it may b a bit wrong.
it may oni make mi even more depress.
but somehow i still tink its rit.
to many pple he dun care.
mayb he realli dun care.
the ans oni he noe ba.
but i dun wan make assumption.
i canot say he dun care.
but i cant say he care as well.
yup. so i shall not contradict myself.

sometimes when one is waiting for something.
for a v long period of time.
n he finally get wat he wan.
will he still cherish dat thing??
will he treasure dat thing as much??
mayb sometimes its betta to hope for something.
but dun get dat thing.
it may bring u some happiness.
n at least u will still treasure dat thing.

sometimes...
i prefer tinkin abt those happy memories.
missing all the happy moments.
to hav a future which will oni bring us sadness.
at least i noe i still can laugh n cry.
at least i still feel something.
at least im happy at times.

ok. i hav to study today.
so im gonna make it fast.
yeah man. LOLx.

SYF COMING LE!!!
ahhh.....
LOLx. but ok la.
tis few practices we make alot of improvement.
yeah. so was quite happy. JIAYOU!

i tink of something yesterday.
mayb i shld realli treat him as a fren.
frm now onwards.
i mean. nvr tink of being wif him again.
the memories r irreplacable.
but so wat.
its something i can tink of.
but not go back to.
mayb? i dunno.
i juz dun wanan tink.
n lead my happy life. yeah =)

yesterday went to jas hse.
played guzheng. HAHA.
we took some videos.
v funny. shall upload some time ltr.

i wanna change my blogskin!!

wa. finally got time to post le. LOLx.
actually dun hav de lo.
by rit i shld b studying lit now.
by left the test was postponed. WAHAHA.
i tink tis is the first n the last time.
ms ow will postponed our test. LOLx.
she said it will b more difficult.
but nvm. at least we got more time to prepare??
moreover. tml is chem SPA lo.
which one more impt.
tml is the real assignment lo. LOLx.
wan us dead?? i oredi got f9 for the 1st term lo. =x

anyway. yesterday was a bad day.
today was supposedly to b a bad day as well.
i was so depressed the whole day.
bcoz of someone. dat chio bu. LOLx.
almost cry out oredi lo.
*phew* luckily everything is over now.
n im happy again =p

band got silver for SYF.
all the band members were crying so badly la.
OMG. its bad to say im glad.
yet i cant say im sad for them as well la.
i mean. band let alot of CCA go under torture.
not oni CCAs. teachers too.
u can see how the band pple look at us.
ever since dat yr they got gold.
totally look down on us liddat lo. WTF.
tink le then angry.
but then i c them cry oso make mi v sad.
pple. pls cheer up.
juz accept it like how guzheng accept it dat yr.
tis yr i tink we gonna get something worst.
no confident to get gold at all.
so yup. we will try our best.
but we realli cant b complacent.
even the instructor dun hav the confident to say.
yes. tis is wat gold is all abt.
she juz say we still lack of something.
yeah. anyway. JIAYOU! ZHGZ! WE CAN DO IT DE!

alrite. today was the 2.4km run.
HAHA. was so scared n depressed at first lo.
but i hav made great improvement!!!
damn happy la. 15.48. not bad rit.
last yr fail lei.
come to tink of it.
i dunno how i fail last yr. LOLx.
i didnt stop for the first round.
2nd round stop a few times la. =p
nvm. tis shows dat its rit for mi to train.
HAHA. hav been training.
go to gym n hse downstair. run ok.
see. im so hardworking. =p

alot of things gonna happen tml.
first of all. tml guzheng is performing during assembly.
will miss both eng n lit lesson. LOLx.
then aft skol. got interclass netball.
im playing ok. everyone will b shocked.
yup. anyway. will juz do our best.
no matter wat the result is. juz JIAYOU ba. =)
hope tml's performance will b a success.

anyway. today is cuckoo's birthday.
shall wish him happy birthday here.
but not to forget.
im juz too nice to rmb his birthday.
bcoz he forget mine!!! LOLx.
im kind enough to forgive him =)

arghh. im gonna get out of tis.
i rather hav friendship than relationship.
i rather depend on frens than guys.
guys as in the pple i like??
not guy fren la. LOLx.
cherish friendship more than anithing else.

for now. deres no one i can depend on.
not tokin abt frens la. LOLx.
but life isnt dat bad.
although sometimes it seem meaningless.
y like pple when it oni hurt.
if the person dun like u.

no matter how sad one life is.
dere will b pple who r feeling more miserable.
nvr tink dat u got the worst life ever.
bcoz dere r realli pple.
who nd more help than u do.
so b contented wif wat u hav.
cherish watever u hav.
b truthful to ur frens.

its not easy to look at bright side of things.
yet try not to look at the dark side.
which oni make ur life miserable.

trying to b NEUTRAL.
trying to b INDEPENDENT.
trying to b STRONG.

ahh. im getting emo oredi.
hais. everyday is the same.
juz like wat ms ow says.
deres alwaz prob.
no matter how old u r.
no matter wat u r doing.

now i wan something badly.
but wat if i get dat something.
will i b realli happy??
will i b free of prob??
the ans is no.
bcoz no matter wat we do.
in order to get the thing i wan.
i hav to make sacrifices.
i hav to face a lot of prob.
juz to b happy.

ai qing bu neng mian qiang.
nobody knows who im waiting for.
nobody knows y im still waiting.
everybody tink dat its over.
wat if i realli realli wanan b wif him.
yet i cant.
wat if i realli wanna share my happiness.
as well as sadness wif him.
yet i cant.
wat if all i wan is him.
yet i cant get it.
wat if everything juz seem impossible.
i seem lost.

LOLx. im kinda lazy to post actually.
nvm. i shall juz tok a bit ba.
hmm. today guzheng seniors came back!
oni some la. but betat than nth rit.
its been long since we last chat.
n tis been long since we last met too.
yup. so its v fun. LOLx.
we juz keep tokin n tokin.
non-stop man.
until ard 9 plus. bo bian.
muz go home liao. LOLx.
anyway. guzheng SYF is coming le.
24th april. dats the day.
CO got a gold. how abt us. hmm.
no matter wat. juz jiayou ba! yup.

anyway. i did well for my most recent amaths test.
but im gonna fail my bio.
so yup. nvm.
i will juz telling myself.
its juz a test. LOLx.
its not i will b super depress de.
tis few days i keep whining lo.
dats v bad.
muz change! muz change!
i dun like to whine.
but sometimes juz being too depress le.
aiya. dunno la. feeling kinda fan now.

actually i a bit dun feel like slping today.
but i doubt anybody is gonna pei mi.
i dun tink i shld ask anybody to stay up late.
juz bcoz i dun wan slp ba.
hmm. i dunno.
but i dun tink dere will anyone to pei mi ba.

anyway. i bring back alot of books today!
ready to study tis 3 days instead of going out.
LOLx. cool rit?
but i look like some nerd today =x
HAHA.

Bowling For Soup - When We Die

Well, I know that it's early and it's too hard to think
And the broken empty bottles are a reminder in the sink
But I thought that I should tell you, if it's not too late to say
I could put back all the pieces, they just might not fit the same

Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Well, I know it's been years now, and I don't look the same
And the hopes and dreams you had for me you thought went down the drain.
And the room feels so empty where my pictures used to be
And I can't say that I blame you, but you can't blame me

Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over
Come over

Cause I gotta know, if I am doing this all on my own

Come over
Come over

How can I show you if you're not here

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over
Come over

And we won't get it back when we die
And I know that it's early


thanks brother for sending mi tis song.
its realli nice.
n i realli like it =)

bad day was over.
it was realli a bad day.
not oni to mi. but some pple.
anyway. its over.
a brand new day has started.
wif all the troubles once again.
hais. when will tis ever end.

slept at 6.30am tis morning.
was chatting wif someone.
about 7 hours of chatting ba.
i cried. i laugh.
deres so many things in my mind.
i hav alot to say.
but i dunno how to say.
sometimes i wanna tell my frens.
abt wat happen n how i feel.
but i dunno where n how to start.

when i c pple walking pass mi.
laughing loudly.
though sometimes it seem rather irritating.
but now come to tink of it.
at least they can laugh out loud.
at least they r happy.
i envy them.
for being able to laugh.
like nobody's business.

alot of pple say.
whether u wan to laugh or cry.
its all up to u.
mayb its true??
i wan to laugh. i realli wan to.
but i dunno y i cant.
mayb i cause it to myself??
mayb i juz cant stop myself frm tinkin.
cant allow myself to do wat i wan.
which is to laugh out loud.

who will ever understand...
it feels so gd juz to laugh.

soph. get well soon =)
i believe they wun stop u frm joining SYF de.

yesterday was the last day ever.
30 MAR. i will rmb.
i dun tink i muz repeat wat realli happen la.
sianz oredi. no point saying oso.
its a day when everything goes wrong.
yet when everything seems wrong.
n i nd someone to b wif mi.
both of them ignore mi.
i dun hav to mention who.
u noe who u r.
or mayb they wun even c tis post.
but it hurts quite alot.
im not tired last nite.
but im forcing myself to slp.
juz to stop my mind frm tinkin.
juz to stop myself frm getting emo.
yes. i finally fell aslp.
hoping to c something when i wake up.
nothing...
nah. its ok.
i shld juz accept it.
though he say he wun do dat to mi.
but he still did it last nite.
i try to convince myself.
dat u r juz busy.
but how long can tis b true.

whee. tml gonna start lesson again le.
LOLx. as u all can c. im still slacking =x
i did study ok. juz dat too relax.
study halfway will use comp. HAHA.

debate is on tuesday.
we muz win. how can tagore lose.
u noe we r tagore.
n juz like b4 the lit play.
we shouted serenity.
LOLx. u noe wat dat means??
for tis debate as well.
serenity!!!
we will win de.
gd luck to the debators.
JIAYOU!

yesterday i juz realise dat guzheng SYF is on 24th april.
as usual. its near to my birthday.
unfortunately. its the same day as dunman n ngee ann.
which both hav the ability to get gold of honours.
nah. its ok. all we wan is gold.
but when the judge compare.
its obvious dat they r far more betta than us.
yup. so its like. a bit hopeless oredi.
but nvm. we juz gonna do our best no matter wat.

yesterday went nanyang girls.
watch their performance.
their CO damn nice.
got the ability to get gold wif honours lo.
but. their guzheng ok oni la.
mayb betta than us?? mayb.
their action definitely betta.
but can c dat their juniors arent dat gd as well.
arghh. we juz gonna jiayou.
dats all i can say.

anyway. i promise myself not to mention his name again.
but obviously i still did at times.
seeing him appearing in my msn friendster.
kinda sad actually.
not bcoz i still feel for him.
i juz tink hes no longer the one i noe.
i tink i noe de him v nice. v gd.
even when treating his fren.
even when we r juz fren.
but hes no longer the same.
will anyone understand how i feel rit now.
his birthday is reaching.
but no. i wun buy him anithing.
wish him?? i dunno.
aiya. watever la.

actually the one i hav been tinkin of is not him.
i dun like him. i juz sad for him.
its somebody else.

here r some of the pics.



surprising yeah. we r eating durian. LOLx.

tis r the photos taken during the prize-giving ceremony.

HAHA. so happy rit now.
we won first for lit evening.
n fangying won the best actress.
so cool...
tis learning carnival is realli meaningful.
in the sense dat at least we work tgt.
for lit evening. cheer comp.
n we won for both.
its realli worth celebrating.
anyway. i hope n realli hope.
dat our class will continue tis spirit.
cooperating whenever its needed. =)

while watching the lit movie screening.
i get so emo lo.
i watch the movie b4 le.
but i still cry. LOLx.
n im the oni one crying.
others tink dats its kinda boring??
if not its not touching at all.
weird ah.

tis weekend i wanan stay at home.
tis few days nvr study.
nvr do homework n everything.
so tis few days muz do. LOLx.
but tonite still nd go nanyang girls.
to look at their performance.
sianz. actually dun feel like going de.

learning carnival.
we took some pics using chun's cam.
HAHA. will upload soon??

a few days nvr post liao wor. LOLx.
anyway. im so happy today.
firstly we won the class cheer.
though we nvr win for the catapult.
but i still tink we do a gd job.
mayb win or lose dun realli matter ba.
the second thing is dat.
i realise our class isnt dat bad.
still can cooperate at times.
the class spirit is still dere lo.
im glad dat im in tis class. seriously.
our class tees r nice. i realli tink so.
n today lost@serangoon.
my group consists of.
wanzhen,lisa,jaslin n mi.
LOLx. kinda fun. in fact v fun.
i tink tis is the first time.
im outside wif them.
but its realli a nice experience.
n i will nvr forget.
we all like durians! LOLx.
can u imagine.
we ate durians tgt. dats call fun.

anyway. tml is the days.
hais. sianz.
im kinda worry n scare ba.
toking abt lit evening tml.
wat if we lose.
sad to say tis la.
but i cant say its impossible.
but mayb win or lose doesnt realli matter ba.
at least we get into the finals??
n we hav different pple working tgt.
juz hope dat the class wun b disappointed bcoz of tis.
hope dat it doesnt affect us.
watever it is.
we will noe wats gonna happen tml.
lets all jiayou together! =)

wa. im tired. realli tired.
juz reach home not long ago.
today went out wif daredevils =p
tis time w/o ger. LOLx.
its like everytime someone is not dere de lo.
so sianz...

went to watch pursuit of happiness.
ok la. not as touching as i tot.
actually can say dat i didnt cry lo.
but its ok. its still a nice movie.
oni mi n clar. n we wear the same top.
LOLx. so funny. then we took neos. =p
dat was at orchard.

then aft dat go meet mingli at bugis.
shop a while.
then meet jy for dinner.
damn tired la.
shop i oso dun spend money.
tis week i tink spend alot =(
dun like spending money la.
sianz. tml sure spend again de.
i dun wan!!!
its scary la. spending money. =(
its not alot. but is till feel xin tong.
yup. i muz save money!! LOLx.
watever la. damn tired. arghh.

anyway. i tink i getting more n more san ba.
though everybody say im oredi am. LOLx.
dun like lei. like tok tok tok.
dun wan stop liddat. LOLx.
sometimes will gossip.
dun like liddat de mi.
like too free liddat.
no. im going to study when im free.
HAHA. nxt week onwards. STUDY!
i tink i noe y liao la.
no bf ma. dats y will alwaz tok abt other pple.
*shake head* dats bad. LOLx.
dats y sometimes i rather b alone.
i mean isolate myself frm my frens.
so dat i wun tok so much. hehe.
watever la. tml even more busy.
go skol in the morning for lit play.
then afternoon meet huimin n my sis de fren.
wa. busy. sianz. tired.

today aft guzheng went to town. LOLx.
tis few days alwaz go out in skol u.
nvm. tml wun b wearing skol u le =p
anyway. we rush all the way down to town juz to watch STOMP THE YARD.
then WTF. tickets sold out. sianz.
then nvm lo. we watch THE MESSENGER. LOLx.
u noe wat. watching PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS tml.
yay!! finally. LOLx. i wanna watch i wanna watch.
everybody say v touching. gonna prepare tissue paper.
make sure i cry man. HAHA.
when watching the movie. im like WTF WTH %#@!%&#
LOLx. not so much la actually.
but then its like. ok la. kinda scary??
not very la. juz kinda oni la. LOLx.
but tis 3 movies i muz watch. muz watch!
now i hav to find time for STOMP THE YARD.
canot miss. nvr. LOLx.

then tis few days kinda sad lo. hais.
until no mood study n do homework oso.
sianz. wats my prob man.
oso dunno y feel like crying.
w/o guys w/o worries. shld b happy de ma.
something is not right lo.
aiya. i dunno wat la.
then last few days i cant log in blogger =((
v sad. even worst. bcoz now nobody noe im sad.
my blog will b the first to noe.
the second will b the pple viewing my blog.
n im serious. no. i cant msg anyone.
bcoz i dun wan to depend on anyone.
n like wat i say.
i dun wan to care for those who dun care for mi.
even though i do care for them. i shldnt let them noe.
i dun wan them to noe.
bcoz i dun wan n dun like pple to care for mi juz bcoz i care for them.
but they realli do wan to care for mi.
unfortunately dere isnt anyone.
but its ok. i shall depend on my own.
n dats wat makes mi sad??
but so wat. sad then sad lo.
its not the first time im sad??
by rit i shld b happy de lo. hais.
oso dunno wat im doing la.
but seriously. no one knows. no one ever knows.

the unlucky thing dat happen today.
i hav been so blur. dunno tinkin abt wat.
my alarm clock rang at 6.30am tis morning.
i was like. y m i waking up so early.
i oni hav guzheng at 10am.
so i continue slping. guess wat.
i wake up at 7.35am n realise something.
i hav bio SSP at 8am =.=lll LOLx.
so u noe wat. im late for SSP.
aft preparing everything. chiong ah.
kinda untidy. but still manage to get out of the hse at 8am.
dats funny. pple going to start lesson man. im at yishun.
so i was still tinkin whether to go.
if go sure take taxi one. late mayb get scolded.
nvr go oso liddat. i dun tink she cares?? LOLx.
yup. so anyway i call my fren n they say my cher haven reach yet.
so ok. i rush down by taking taxi.
reaching skol at abt 8.30am.
guess wat. its $9.20 + $2 extra charge.
alrite. fine. then go into skol.
guess wat. my cher is not gonna come at all.
*faint* i wasted my money man.
i can probably buy some accessories.
go eat something or watch one movie.
WTH. $11.20 lo. realli wasted sia.
hais. anyway. it has been a bad day.

today aft guzheng went to bugis wif soph n ruey.
LOLx. v fun. soph made her fake nails.
damn nice. i wanna make oso.
but i feel like DIY lei.
dunno lei. saturday then say ba.
going out wif huimin =p
i still owe her valentines' day present.
i say she can choose one.
but i tink make fake nails she will like it ba??
dunno lei. then went to dashing dive.
ahh. i fell in love wif the accessories dere.
esp the necklace. HAHA. i tink i gonna buy it??
but i v scare of spending money one lo.
hais. dunno lei. deres alot of things i wanna buy.
clothing. shoes. accessories. make up. LOLx.
but its like wasting money lo.
dats y i alwaz end up nvr buy =p
anyway. i hav my 3rd piercing on my right ear on sunday.
yup. actually got one more at the top de.
but last december holiday i oredi let it close le.
ahh. spending money is so scary lo. LOLx.

BOA- winter love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahhU2T7g2eI

oh pple. im feeling so happy rit now.
not bcoz of anithing.
WE GET IN FOR LIT EVENING!!
ahhh. so happy so happy. LOLx.
we muz work even harder.
to win?? possible?? LOLx.

its realli time for mi to realise everything.
i wan all guys to b out of my mind.
at least dat 4 to 5 guys ba.
though it seem like its gd.
im fren to all my ex oredi.
im gonna stay neutral.
dun wanna like anyone again.
i dun wanna feel for pple who dun feel for mi.
yup. so if they dun care. i dun care too.
LOLx. yeah man. dats the way.
i dun wanna care =p
im juz gonna live my life liddat.

i feel so bad. =((
im like doing the wrong thing lei.
sometimes i juz dun feel like tokin n meeting him.
whenever he ask mi tok or meet.
i will nvr reply. OMG.
dats bad. im doing something which i dun like.
if today he msg mi again.
i shall reply. yup.

cuckoo. juz admit it.
u like her. no. u love her.
LOLx. do u still hav to lie at tis point of time.
but no matter wat.
if u truly love her. realli wanna b wif her.
JIAYOU ba. gd luck to u.
stop playing wif other gals.
time to b serious yeah.
im not giving u lecture.
its all ur choice. =)

ok. its time to upload photos. LOLx.

last holiday. went to sentose wif DD. w/o jy though.
actually took quite alot of photos.
but i oni hav this 2.





ok. nxt r the chingay photo.
i oni got 2 during the practise de.
but we took some using erika's camera oso.
i dun hav it.





lastly. the photos my family took.
when my sis is back. at KTV =p











finish. =)

LOLx. yesterday was lit evening audition.
thanks justin for helping mi.
bcoz i forget one of my lines. arghh.
so scary.
but then anyway. i dunno whether we will get in.
we oni rehearse twice.
which is yesterday itself.
nvm. pple. its doesnt matter whether we get in.
at least we tried. yup.
we noe we r still gd de. =)
pple. rmb our class spirit!!

yup. n yesterday had the lit test oso.
kns la. LOLx. sure fail one tis time round.
so many pple forget wat is foil la.
so we dun understand the whole question at all.
the essay bcome like crap.
i bet ms ow will feel lke dying when marking.

watever it is. i learnt my mistake.
i will nvr msg him again.
since he oredi show mi dat he dun care.
wtf la. watever guys say r untrue.
nvr trust guys again.
rather b alone.
wats the point of making myself so xin ku.
wat they do is juz lying n hurting gals rit.
but im not saying dat all the guys r liddat.
i hope at least some r not.
sad dat those i met r liddat.
but its ok. its over.

HAHA. actually tot of posting last few days de.
but busy busy busy. LOLx.
actually today oso busy de lo.
slack a while =x
firstly the amaths test.
sianz. sure do badly tis time.
let myself down lo. =(
now im like getting back all the bad results.

anyway. muz say.
i hope the class will b betta now.
aft hearing wat mr wong n ms leow say.
seriously. i tink everybody shld cooperate.
its realli not easy to bring us altogether.
w/o the cooperation of everybody.
spare a thought for each other.
if deres something u can do for the class.
y not do it.
its sad when our class hav the ability to do it.
juz dat pple arent doing it.
its kinda disappointing ya.
pple. its the last yr.
pls hav the class spirit!!!

ok. tml is prize-giving.
JIAYOU! to myself. LOLx.
competitions coming up.
debate n lit evening.
debate. u all hav been doing well.
keep it up n continue dat way.
lit evening. we finally hav all the actors ready.
left the rehearsing n acting.
pple. lets jiayou tgt.
we can do it de.
wif gd script n gd actors. we can de.
muz believe in ourselves ya.

its sad dat he has bcome a despo.
LOLx. such a waste.
hes actually a gd guy.
if hes not dat despo.
hope one day he settles down ba.

ahhh!!! busy. busy. sianz.
posting while im busy bcoz im taking a break can.
feeling so sick lo. wanna slp.
but canot =((
tml is sis de wedding.
gonna b busy bcoz im the bridemaid.
whole day lo. frm 6am to 12am i guess.
OMG. dats crazy.
then b4 the wedding.
muz tidy up the whole hse.
sianz. all the dirts again.
hais. so many things.
make mi so sianz.
today got bio SSP.
then aft dat go j8 eat subway.
aft dat go amk for my sis de dog showhouse.
then come back home tidy up.
wa. damn tired.
revise work then slp a while.
now continue to revise.
so many tests nxt week la.
deres so many homework oso =((

anyway. abt the poly or JC thing.
i tink end up i will still go JC. yup.

hmm. wif my sister's help.
im more determine to learn jap!! =p

fcuk u nabei chee bye to my 'sis-in-law'

hey pple.
muz go n listen to BOA de winter love.
damn nice. damn meaningful. LOLx.

anyway. i hav been going to ktv.
for 3 days oredi lo.
tis week damn busy.
got test then sunday is sis de wedding.
HAHA. nvm. can make it one.
JIAYOU.
now my sis is back frm jap.
so i alwaz pei her.
aft she go back then i muz study v hard le.
slowly start my jap self-study. =p

monday lf suddenly call mi.
shocked. damn shock.
then we meet up.
i dunno wats my feelings towards him.
but watever it is.
i shld try not to like any guys.
yup. so no matter how sad i feel.
i wun cry ba. HAHA.
dunno wat else to say.
nd to go do homework le.

HAHA. its 3rd day of new yr oredi.
was chatting wif my sis yesterday.
about BGR? as usual. LOLx.

come to tis v interesting topic.
at first tink a bit no logic.
but end up i guess its true. LOLx.

ever realise dat when u treat someone v gd.
he or she wun appreciate u.
i mean in relationship.
when u love someone n treat he or she v gd.
wat do u get in the end??
either he or she take it for granted.
or he or she juz dun realise dat u r treating her v gd.
so wat does tis mean.
when u love someone n u wan he or she to love u.
u shldnt treat he or she gd. LOLx.
seems a bit no logic rit.
but juz tink it thru.
abt all the past relationship or watsoever.
when u treat someone realli gd.
did u get the same treatment back in return??
dats y sometimes pple will start to tink.
i treat he or she so gd.
yet he or she didnt treat mi as gd.
or he or she dun appreciate it.
end up hurting u dat kinda thingy.
yup. tis is y ba.

actually its possible de.
to treat someone gd n to get back in return.
but i guess both parties muz work on it ba.
muz give n take.
when the guy treat the gal not gd.
the gal tahan n give in.
when the gal treat the guy not gd.
the guy tahan n give in.
yup. relationship is both ways.
not oni one party is giving in.
dats wat we call love??

nvr ever hav the tinkin dat.
i treat her so gd she treat mi like shit.
the tinkin shld b.
i treat her gd but its ok dat she didnt treat mi as gd.
love is abt giving all dat u can.
n expect no return.
i tink true love is when both parties r giving.
n expected no return.
dats y when both appreciate each other.
they will b happy.
dats y pple say when u r in love.
u will b happy.

but wat if u realise dat u r loving someone who dun love u.
though he juz keep saying yes i do.
wat if u realise u r the one alwaz giving.
n the other party dun seem to realise dat.
its like one-sided love.
so wats the best solution for tis prob??

yay. going ktv today =p
LOLx. finally.
hav a 'lecture' yesterday.
frm my relatives. LOLx.
abt BGR n of coz studies la.
JC or poly. hmm.
dunno la.
but anyway muz work v hard so dat i can go to both JC n poly.
i choose them not they choose mi.
LOLx. having some prob tis few days.
so i hav not been replying pple.
the msg i realli wanan receive.
realli wanna c de.
hav not reach yet. hais.

HAHA. actually nvr tot of posting today de.
but how can i dun post when i tink my hse dog is so cute. LOLx.
dogs r cute lo. =p
i muz hav a dog in future.
no bf no hubby. alrite.
but muz hav dog.
u noe. when im alone at home.
the oni 'person' dat i can look for is my dog.
LOLx. dog is man's best fren indeed.
how can i live without him.
when i hav nobody else. oni him.
when im sad. im down. crying all the time.
guess wat. my dog will alwaz b dere for mi.
he will run frm the living room into my room.
started licking mi.
though i dun like his saliva.
but i get wat he means.
nobody else. but my dog. will alwaz b dere for mi.
but its sad dat he is kinda indiscipline.
nvr go for training n no personal training as well.
so he got no manners. LOLx.
like wat he alwaz do.
the thing abt opening my hse door is dat.
he will start barking.
if not he will grab any chance juz to get out of the hse n run.
not running away. but running ard.
he wun run away de.
so as usual. today. he ran frm my hse lift to the other side of the block.
and back to my hse lift again.
i tot he will run for a few rounds.
but i was wrong.
i follow him all the way to the other end of the block.
n tot he will run for the nxt round.
i slowly walk back to my hse lift n realise hes dere waiting for mi.
rit at the door. wagging his tail. as if welcoming mi.
hes inside the hse oredi. looking at mi walking back home.
its so surprising la. bcoz normally he will juz keep running.
until shiok then go home. LOLx.
anyway. i find him so cute.
HAHA. my beloved snowy. =p

HEYA. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY to everybody!!
LOLx. i dunno y i seem so excited??
its juz a normal day to mi la.
but still. its like a friendship day for some of us as well.
though without bf. still we enjoy ourselves.
anyway. juz reach home not long ago.
got the chingay hip hop workshop.
the steps is ok. not v difficult dat kind.
but im happy.
bcoz i nvr had the chance to dance.
although i like dance alot.
im serious. i love dance.
i doubt anybody believe.
n its ugly to c bamboo dancing rit. LOLx.
i realli got no choice la.
i noe i eat v little.
but then sometimes i hav to eat less la.
yup. yup.
tml still got chinese n lit test.
sianz. but hav to work hard for O level.
jiayou!! HAHA. hope everybody is happy today.
i somehow did quite badly for SS test.
but i started laughing aft the test.
dun ask mi y. LOLx.
ok la. stop here. go study le. =p

you dont have to be in love to love someone.

Here Without You - Robbie Williams

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

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whenever i listen to tis song i will tink of u.
hais. its been abt 3 days le ba.
mayb tis gonna continue.
but it juz shows everything.
its all up to u.
how u wanna treat mi n everything.
all i can do is to wait.
mayb its realli pointless.
u r v gd.
its juz too bad dat u dun treat mi gd.
not anymore. hais.

oh yay. comp finally ok. but actually dun feel like using. LOLx. so now i juz trying to get as much songs as possible. yup. not easy nehz. anyway. alot of things happen. i too lazy to say le. LOLx. but i aint happy. yup. but im trying not to tink n b happy. its been 2 days. mayb it shld juz continue ba. tis weekend got alot of homework. then still nd to do class decor. so sianz. but i rather commit myself in studies n class. valentines' day coming le. but im not going out on dat day. LOLx. now im tinkin wat i shld do for all my frens. hmm. seriously dunno. v sianz oredi. dun feel like typing le. =p

HEY PPLE. 2007 will b great. u noe y. bcoz its 07 =p LOLx.
i love tis yr de chers. simply love them.
wif them. i hav the confident.
wif them. i will work even harder.
WO HUI JIAYOU DE. hehe.

was tokin to Mr Poh juz now.
he said something dat struck mi.
among all the guys u choose him.
zi tao ku chi. u noe wat does dat mean??
dat means the sadness im having now.
i cant blame anyone.
bcoz its my choice.
yeah. rit. true. but it doesnt matter.

juz finish practising my guzheng.
ltr gonna continue wif my homework.
tml still got guzheng.

anyway. i hav things to say.
to my brother who is no longer my brother.
i noe u still pop by sometimes.
visit my blog. i noe u will de.
even if u wun. someday u will still c tis.
its been long. u hav treated mi gd.
for oredi 2 yrs. thanks alot.
although everything has ended.
i noe v well. dats y i dun wan tis to continue.
now isnt dat gd.
u can concentrate on ur own things.
without worrying abt mi at all.
no matter how xin ku i am rit now.
i will work hard. wo hui jiayou.
i noe u will b happy to c mi succeed de.
THANKS. im sorie.

FIRST post in 2007 =p tis yr will b a great yr?? 07 lei. my favourite number. hehe.
anyway. yesterday didnt go for countdown. go to my fren de hse. canot say fren la. working de fren lo. she got BBQ cum party ma. LOLx. was fun. realli fun. the food was delicious. realli. ate alot of food. until damn full. tried white wine as well. realli dun understand y pple like to drink alcohol. adt dat 3am then reach home.
at robinsons raffles city noe le alot of pple. alot of frens. i wun forget them de. yesterday was like my last day dere. even if i continue to work i will b at taka. yeah. i will visit them when im free. =)
yesterday was tokin to some of my frens. working de la. a new yr has start. wats our target n goals. n she was like saying shes gonna stay single tis yr. i dunno y. but she oredi 21. for mi. single tis yr. i tink most prob. reason being O level tis yr. cant afford any hurts n sadness?? LOLx. i can spare time wif the guy la. but the guy muz oso b understanding lo. somemore im tired le. i hav enough of all tis relationship. dun wanna stead break stead break le. target n goals. of coz abt O level la. reaching my target score. JIAYOU. i muz work hard. wo hui nu li de =)
i tink tis yr will b sucky. heard dat my class de form cher is Ms Yvonne Leow. sianz. she not fun de. but then gd thing is heard dat she can teach?? i wonder who is our chem cher. oso heard dat nxt yr our DM is Mr Ang n Ms Ow. OMG. Mr Ang i dun care la. he oso wun care abt mi de. Ms Ow oso ok la. but she shld b damn strict de lo. first day sure got spot check n everything. i hope my hair no prob lo. other things shld hav no prob le. i oredi cut my nails =p so guai rit.
i tink nth else to say?? juz come back frm work. nd to chiong homework again liao. sure cant finish de =( but i will jiayou. will not let my job affect my studies de. yeah. hope everybody will b happy tis yr. HAPPY NEW YR!