oh my. its crazy. i cant take it anymore.
i guess i nd to complain!! dats y im blogging. LOLx.
im not someone who complains a lot.
mayb juz bcoz im tired n dun feel v well?
i was so tired yesterday when i reach home at 12.45am.
wash up n everything then went to bed.
today when i wake up i realise its almost 1pm.
i got a shock man. coz dat means im realli tired.
faster rush to prepare for taka interview.
the worse thing is i got stomach upset.
i dun feel like eating though i feel hungry.
i got no time n i juz rush out of my hse.
finally reach n the interview was long.
a lot of information n realli v strict.
b4 i start work i tink i nd to spend.
for all the attire stuff. cant realli take it.
n i feel weak all over.
dere was another gal having interview wif mi.
n omg. she look like someone whom i nvr tok to anymore.
for a moment i was tinkin whether they r related.
same face. same hair. same eyes. its similar.
i wonder abt her age too. i tink im going to work wif her.
but anyway. juz when i was tinkin abt her.
i saw dat someone whom i nvr tok to on my way home.
LOLx. omg. the world is too small.
n i seriously hope they r not related.
watever, by dat time im oredi dying of thirst.
n i feel like fainting anytime soon.
seriously cant take it.
dats y i chiong all the way home.

f*** those pple outside taka. if i got the energy i will stare at u.

ok. so what happen yesterday. i was out more than 12hours.
afternoon went to meet ger at orchard for lunch.
had random tok n everything.
we dun feel like shopping so end up go swensens eat ice cream.
the tot of spending so much i dun wan to eat my dinner.
haha. but i dun realli hav a choice.
in the evening went to meet my 1st og pple.
its always the few of us.
ziyan charlie zhenhong yongjie fiona lawson.
dionne, junda n sheryl cant b dere.
so the plan was to meet up n oso cele yj's birthday.
went to din tai fung for dinner.
god. i told them we will hav indigestion la.
they juz keep joking, lying n laughing.
so in the end we cant catch chihuahua 8pm show.
sad. i wan to watch la! n now i dunno whether i got the time to.
LOLx. end up watching cape no.7. *faint*
seriously. its not v nice lo. i feel like slping =x
but i manage to survive. n it lasted for 2 hours!
god. we got a shock when we realise its 11.30!
hate it. bcoz its reaching the time of no train no bus.
at 12am we were still at orchard.
deres no more bus n we miss the last train to jurong east.
but luckily. deres still one last train to kranji.
n dat saves our life. LOLx.
if not we will hav to take taxi wif surcharge aft 12am. *faint*
so aft i reach home i get online n i was disappointed.
dun ask mi y im disappointed.
mayb its juz the end of everything.

this is a random post.

nth much to say.
juz wan to say i got no mood to study! LOLx.
i bet many will b happy to c tis. haha.
having arius outing ltr on.
oni 7 of us though. LOLx.
alrite la. we r one small group of great frens! =)
n im dragging them to watch chihuahua! =x
haha. i always drag them to movie.
ok la. they oso nvr realli object to the idea. haha.
if not i will juz go watch alone.
n some pple gonna say dat im emo!
im not alrite. LOLx.

oh ya. forget to say.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DENISE LIM.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADRIAN WONG.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENYING.
LOLx. though i tink none of them will c it =x

this few days i have been really happy.
but i'm definitely not ready to give it a try.
not sure about the future. just not now.
i dont want to hav choices.
'cause i dont want to make any decision.

someday, someone will.

here r some pics. in case the blog is too boring. LOLx.

photos of AJ150! my PW group. =)

formal.

crazy.

ok. now is CDP'08.

cute right. LOLx.


our names.

Cheetah! =)

one photo from study session. i oni went for one so far. haha.

fiona the kid! god. shes gonna kill mi. LOLx.


ok. tis is random. aft one of the last few chinese lesson.
SMITS! xinyi fiona natalie joyce siowyun. LOLx.


another random one. aft one of the make-up lecture. LOLx.
we were playing merry go round. nth to do.

ok. nxt will b SL at the zoo!

tis is everybody wif the kids. though i tink some of the 0408 pple are not here.

tis is my group! w/o binghong. LOLx.


tis is mi hasif n seowying. hasif is quite a well-behave boy actually. sometimes like to play. but overall i tink hes ok.

tis is 31/08! LOLx.

travelling to sy's hse for BBQ.

tis is cool. LOLx. the cards we wrote n made by mummy ho!

alrite. will upload the pics at nat's hse soon.

cant stand my mum's nagging. watever!

alrite. i shall post. hav been lazy n kinda busy too. LOLx.
im spending a little bit of my time. coz i shld b studying.
but. im not in the mood to. haha.

so mayb shld tok abt thurs to sun when im working.
actually nth much. i dun realli dread it.
coz its oni 4 days n im used to working alone.
haha. n tis time is not so bad coz got pple to tok to.
n oso bcoz the business was quite ok.
deres always things to do.
anyway was selling men's brief.
i find it quite interesting. LOLx.
i hope i dun sound like im a pervert.
but seriously. i didnt noe deres so many different design n cutting.
now i noe. LOLx. cant imagine guys wearing g-string.
but deres realli pple buying. haha.
n i made a new fren on sunday!
nice making new fren. though im like a dao kia. =)

anyway. sunday was a great day.
i kinda forget all the trouble n laugh throughout the day.
mayb bcoz im tokin to someone who dunno my past.
or mayb bcoz im msging wif someone who is v positive.
dat kinda make mi positive too. LOLx.

yesterday was oso a good day. haha.
had fun wif fiona and nat! =)
fiona cooked some food to nat's hse. LOLx.
ok la. its not bad alrite. but deres always improvement.
n suddenly i tink cooking is fun.
mayb i shld cook someday. haha. when im free.
oh ya. anyway. we found our way to nat's hse!
great accomplishment. LOLx.
n i told fiona. she will nvr get lose when shes wif mi. wahaha.
n she kinda insist dat its bcoz of her! haha.
so at nat's hse we were looking at her wardrobe.
finding combination of clothes dat she can wear for our nxt outing!
LOLx. but she kinda rejected it =( haha.
aft having the food n everything we went to swim!
i shall not elaborate on the swimming part.
coz its nth much la huh. swim for more than an hour lo.
decided to add some stuff in our blog we took pics!
quite a few. but nat is not free to upload tis few days.
soon la huh. will upload it soon. =)

so many frens r going overseas. so sian.
sy oredi in china. cass n joyce oredi in indo.
n today jy juz went batam. LOLx.
its so boring! n when i start working in dec i cant meet them up anymore.
dats oso the reason y i hav to do my work now.
coz i dun tink i got time in dec if im realli working.

im sorie dat i didnt go for sports club's chalet.
i noe its a great time for bonding.
but im too lazy to travel all the way to pasir ris.
n oso bcoz deres a lot of things to consider. not juz abt fun.
alrite. hope u all had fun!
im going my grandma hse today anyway.

haha. jie mei er. how dare u forget my blog url!?!?!
anyway. i wont let u sink wif mi. LOLx.
from now on. my post will b happy happy happy. haha.
but i tink u wont dare to visit since yesterday. haha.
emo elmo's blog scare pple off. =p

sunday. i almost had to miss the mahjong session.
haha. thanks eddie for brightening up my day.
not by singing n tokin crap during the mahjong session.
but by saying ok to playing 3-player mahjong. LOLx.
its fun. meeting up wif old frens.
though its oni like the 3 of us. without kim.
but im glad dat even up till now we r in contact.
n we r good frens =)
at first i was winning like shit. guess my luck was ok?
my mind wasnt working v well n it seems like i forgot how to play it.
haha. but in the end its like no win no lose.
i noe dat will b the ending man. its always liddat.
so we played from 10pm to 7.30am? abt dere la huh.
other than mahjong we played blackjack too.
having breaks in b/w. tired of mahjong sometimes.
well. had mac during the midnight. sure gonna get fat.
in the morning eat mac breakfast.
not much of a choice coz its too early for anithing else.
LOLx. anyway. thanks ping for the breakfast.
do u realli tink i believe dat its FOC? haha. crazy.
i dun realli accept treats from frens. esp guy frens.
haha. but i will treat it as a treat b4 u start working.

right. so today actually supposed to hav study session.
but i was realli not in the mood to go anywhere.
im too lazy =x haha. n oso i hav to go grandma hse.
though i can actually go a few hours of study session.
n at first. yami yoghurt was my motivation to go bishan.
but in the end. i still dun feel like going. haha.
actually intended to stay at home n go grandma hse wif my mum.
end up i was too pissed dat i ask germaine out for lunch n ice cream.
i cant take it anymore! n i almost cried.
its like shit. but well. its over.

of coz. i will hav some thinking session here n dere.
mi tinkin doesnt mean dat im emo.
though most of the time i may end up crying.
but well. my tears juz come out too easily. LOLx.
cant b help sometimes.
mi tinkin is juz a way of solving problem.
coz i dun like to juz put it aside n expect it to b gone.
i nd an ans. i nd to tink thru it n get the ans.
so. i muz tink.
n im still tinkin. though i tink im almost dere.

n tis thurs to sun i will b working at bugis.
temp juz to help n i cant stand not working. LOLx.

was watching 不凡的爱.
n i realli tink the title is meaningful.
if u go tink abt it, it means alot of things.
n i start to wonder. is AIDS realli dat scary?
y everybody juz avoid AIDS victim?
i dun realli get it.
n i wonder whether i will do the same.
though i realli hope im not dat kinda person.
but seriously sometimes. nobody knows until it happens.
sometimes my frens will tell mi they will nvr do dat.
but i always tink dat when things happen it will b different.
who knows.

i always believe dat the one whom u realli love.
is the one u will nvr forget even before ur death.
so always ask urself. who do u wan to c b4 u die.
n who is the one u cant stop worrying abt even when u r on ur deathbed.
i guess dat will b the ans.
but yet again. sometimes u will oni noe the ans when u r in dat situation.
dats y. pple always live in regret by not tinkin b4 it happens.

TO MUMMY HO AND CASUARINE: BOTH OF YOU! PLAYING WITH MY TAGBOARD HUH. I THOUGHT YOU ALL ARE SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING!?!?! anyway. Joyce. don't be too violent. n Casuarine. i know you miss mi! =) LOLx.

to guesswho: i seriously don't know who you are but i know you are my friend. and i don't see why you hav to remain anonymous. i will want to thank you as a friend for saying whatever you have said.

maybe like what Ms Lam once said.
the one you love will never be your life-partner.
if we ever have a chance to meet again, i wish we have a heart to heart talk.
but if we never have the chance to, maybe we should never ever talk again.
sometimes its just too complicated to make a decision.
we will only know it when things happen.
i may be too serious in some stuff, but i never thought that you are not.

alrite. i shall post. LOLx.
my blog readers were asking mi abt my blog.
as in. y i nvr post. haha.
at first i juz dun wan tis blog to b emo elmo.
but aft dat im juz lazy to blog =x haha.

i tink its thursday.
i talked to nat n at first i didnt intend to say wat im tinkin.
but aft dat. everything juz came out naturally.
watever i hav tink of the past few days.
well. i cant deny dat it feels kinda great.
but initially i nvr wan anybody to noe.
nat. dun feel bad for knowing alright. haha.
no nd apologise to mi. coz its nth.
at least i feel betta yeah.
n now i no longer tink as much i guess.

so anyway. i met huimin on fri.
v long nvr meet her n i wan to find jobs.
LOLx. so ask her acc mi lo.
shes realli enjoying her life la.
n went to eat gelare. pepperlunch for dinner.
haha. she has been a nice fren i tink.
sometimes i feel bad coz i nvr treat her as nice.
n she bought mi a rose on dat day.
haha. shes crazy. she juz buy it for fun.
but though its for fun. i still feel happy dat i hav her as my fren.
n we walked from suntect to bugis.
quite a short walk actually.

ok. now come sat! haha.
its a damn fun n tiring day.
we went to zoo for SL wif the kids!
n i will say some of them r realli cute.
some r kinda naughty n mischievous.
but overall. i find it fun n meaningful.
took some pics n will upload it as long as i got it.
haha. n aft SL we had ben&jerry.
n then we had BBQ at sy hse! its cool.
Mr Mok, Mr Chua n Mr Seng were dere.
we were glad dat they came esp. Mr Seng.
because dats the first time he meet the class outside skol.
deres lotsa BBQ food left but we were all damn full.
n during the BBQ we had guitar n singing session.
LOLx. a few of them take turn to play wif guitar while others sing.
n its kinda the first time i heard jon singing.
right. no wonder u joined choir tis yr.
its shocking. but u can realli sing. not bad.
haha. so we had fun yesterday. realli.
sorie abt the prob when settling the money issue.
thank goodness dat its over n settled.
we made cards for the 4 pple who got retest n 1 dat retain.
i tink they will all like the cards?
a relatively big card indeed. all thanks to mummy ho.
haha. alrite. JOYCE HO then.
by the time i reach home i was tired n smelly.
but i watch one tree hill until 4.30 am!
cool rit. thanks. LOLx. it muz b crazy.
but i would say its quite nice la huh.
n im juz at the beginning. haha.

so today. i was looking forward to the overnite mahjong session.
but. i guess im gonna face the disappointment soon.
haha. kim suddenly got fever n might not make it.
sad. n eddie wont wan to play 3players mahjong.
alrite. im juz not fated to touch tiles tis yr. LOLx.
or mayb its juz u dat stop mi from playing. i will always rmb.
well. i guess we hav to miss it today though i hope we wont hav to.
its gonna b boring today once again!
mayb i shld juz do some work or read a book instead. haha.

to hz: alright. i dun tink i shld put ur full name here. its weird. LOLx. n its the first time u r on my blog =x anyway. i juz wan to say dat im glad dat u r always dere. not all the time but most of the time. so i juz wanna say thanks. =) it makes mi feel betta sometimes. realli.

because it will never happen again.
you are gone. now and forever.
though deep inside me, theres still a little bit of hope.
that bit shouldn't even be there.
maybe it's just not meant to be.
no matter how hard i try, it needs two hands to clap.
nothing will ever happen with me alone.

yesterday went to raffles city wif jaryl n fiona.
accompany them to collect some sponsor stuff.
i totally hav no intention to realli go out.
its juz dat. i guess i nd a place to sit down tink n tok.
so aft collecting the stuff mi n fiona went to mac.
we ate ice cream. something dat can always brighten up her day.
we were sitting n chatting dere.
yes. jaryl too. gals can tok for hours.
as long as we hav the time.
n i guess we spend more than one hour tokin.
its nvr ending. girls talk.
so on the way home i decided to give myself more time.
to sit down n tink.
tis few days. i guess i realli tink a lot. a lot.

today had CCA. played captains ball for like more than an hour.
it was damn fun. sweat like mad.
juz like wat cass say. our cca is like.
gather n hav fun!
n i still dunno whether im going to the chalet.

tis sat 3108 having BBQ at sy hse.
n on sunday. i dunno whether to play overnite mahjong.
i realli realli wan to play mahjong.
but deres a lot to tink abt if i wan to stay over.
n rit now. i realli realli wan to work.
bcoz i hate staying at home doing nth except work.
n i will rather earn money than to go out n spend it.

aft cca mi n cass went to bishan n had my favourite!
alright. though its my fave, im still afraid dat i will get sick.
i tink i might get flu or fever anytime soon.
n we talked for v long. at least 2 hours i tink.
i suggested eating yami yoghurt. its damn nice.
its yummy. LOLx.
though its a short journey going home.
i will nvr forget to tink.

sometimes mayb life is realli too tiring.
if i were to tink every single day. every single min.

i wan to buy the DMK platform!

yes. nobody will ever believe it.
because its more than two years already.
i can't believe myself too.
but i seriously do not know what's the reason.
i think that this is like a blade.
the longer you hold it the more it hurts.
until finally you will feel numb.
and you will no longer feel anything.
i don't know whether i'm at the numb stage.
for a period of time i thought i am.
but recently i just realise it still hurt somehow.
and i don't want to feel the sharpness of the blade anymore.
i know i should let it go before it hurts even more.

believe me when i say its not going to happen.

i just hope that you know how much this friendship matters to me.
thanks for letting me know that our friendship is never gone.
of course. i will be happy for you.
no matter what. i will always be there.
because. i'm your friend. =)

if i'm part of your life, i will gladly face every setbacks and share every joy with you.
but sadly, i'm not.
那是过去,不是未来.

im gonna post! im gonna post!
LOLx. coz today is the last day for PW!
woohoo. finally its over!
the journey has come to an end. =)

have to say sorie to jj's group.
sorie for the technical error.
LOLx. i didnt noe the batt is abt to die.
hope dat doesnt affect anithing yeah.

overall. i tink the presentation was quite okay.
well. we hav all done our best n everything.
all we can do now is to wait for the results.

AJ150! =)
i will put up our pics soon!
i believe everyone in our group learn something from each other.
n we noe dat encouragement within the group is impt.
now dat it has come to an end.
though we r no longer as a group now.
but we will still b v good frens yeah.
i noe throughout tis journey deres some unhappiness n everything.
its juz parts n parcel of it la huh.
everybody has their own attitude.
n i cant deny dat i do hav it as well.
sometimes it can b realli irritating.
thanks for bearing wif it.
but i oso cant deny dat tis PW journey has bring ur closer.
w/o tis journey. i dont tink i will b close to u pple.
i mean. coz we dun hav the chance to communicate?
Lavi. Cas. Kelvin. Victor.
n oso. we dun hav to eat mac breakfast anymore! LOLx.
ok. enough of all tis.
now. Cas n Victor. pls study real hard for ur retest.
we look forward to c u pple in 31/08 nxt yr.
same for tsewei n nella.
for shih yu. cheer up man!
of coz we may not truly understand how u feel.
but we will nvr forget u being part of 31/08.
so if we got any outing. pls b dere!
all the best for everything. =)
(i doubt shih yu will c tis anyway)

alright. deres something i muz post here abt yesterday.
i muz thank everybody who were dere yesterday.
lavi. joyce. nella. jon. shihyu. binghong.
i lost my wallet yesterday once again.
but i got it back once again.
i was unlucky. yet lucky. contradicting?
yes. its the same wallet.
n it happened twice tis yr.
its my lucky wallet.
so now i shall to abt wat happen yesterday.
its not the whole story. coz its way too long.
we went shih yu hse for OP practice.
it was somewhere at bukit batok or choa chu kang.
so we decided to hav lunch tgt n pool aft dat at CSC.
when we reach deres no table for us.
so we decided to go arcade first n booked 2 tables.
went to the arcade n played. dats the last time i saw my wallet.
aft dat we went back to play pool for 2 hours.
so when its time to go i realise my wallet is gone.
i got a shock but i tried to stay calm.
lavi ask mi where i put it n i recall.
i told her i tink its at the arcade. n she faster run to dat place.
n i run aft her. the others tot we were playing =.=
then aft dat they realise i lost my wallet.
we spent some time looking for it. walking ard.
n i even reported to the office.
we were at the arcade n we oni c 2 little malay kids.
aft reporting n everything we realise deres nth else we can do.
so we decided to juz go home.
we were waiting for the lift then suddenly bing n jon disappear.
n we tot they juz wanted to take stairs.
we tok the lift and waited for them.
then we saw the 2 kids walking out. n bing walking out wif them.
we were still wondering wat they were doing.
until bing said they suspect they stole my wallet.
coz they got one big wallet in their pocket.
n we decided to go aft them to ask for the truth.
we followed them n saw dat 2 of them stop halfway.
i cant c wat they were doing so i keep asking the gals.
but from far we cant c anithing.
b4 dat we were all hesitating whether to ask them.
coz its like. wat if they didnt steal?
but shih yu said the most we apologise if we r realli wrong.
at least deres a chance.
so he walk all the way in front.
aft we all realise dat its a wallet in their hand.
shih yu went to snatch the wallet from the 2 kids.
n we all run towards them.
its my wallet. n at first deres no money inside.
n the 2 kids deny dat they took the money.
even lied dat they wanted to return.
watever they say its like a lie.
one of them panic n aft dat started crying.
the other one doesnt seem repentful at all.
omg la. he did something wrong but hes like not guilty at all.
aft we threaten to call the police or their parents.
they finally admit.
n bcoz i use my money n folded into double heart.
they unfold the note. but tis obvious dat its mine.
they return mi the money n everything.
but. i tink. i lost at least 20bucks.
n i oni realise it when i tink thru at home.
we lectured them abt wat they hav done.
but i guess we did something wrong by letting them go.
mayb we shld at least call their parents.
well. regarding how we argue n lecture dont hav to talk abt it in detail.
but im lucky to get back my wallet aft losing it for 2 hours.
the 2 malay primary skol kid almost throw it into the drain.
i regret not scolding them at all.
im partly at fault too. but losing my own stuff.
yup. i will take v good care of it from now on.

oh ya. today aft OP had pepperlunch!
its quite nice! =p

omg. life has been terrible these days.
sometimes i feel dat i cant take it anymore.
i dunno wat happen to mi.
but i tink i got PMS. terrible PMS indeed.
my attitude is like shit tis few days.
n i cant help but to scold pple =x
dats bad. its terribly bad.
n i cant stand it.

i guess im kinda stress tis few days too.
mind bursting over I&R. coz i got no GI.
i cant tink. so everything is like so screwed.
n i tink im gonna suffer emotional breakdown soon.
its not dat i wan to describe how pathetic i m rit now.
in fact. i dun like tis description of mi.
deres ups n downs in life.
its juz whether u wan to make known to pple.
n im juz being opened abt it.
so dun say dat im emo!
its juz dat i dun mind sharing.

oh. n my phone bill is gonna burst tis month.
im so damn dead.

tokin abt yesterday. had OP in the morning as usual.
aft dat had study session. maths session in fact.
juz hope whoever is taking retest realli do their best.
dun regret when u fail it once more n hav to retain.
u pple r given a chance. so make full use of it.
it was held at Nella's hse.
aft dat went chomp chomp to eat.
the food dere is not super nice. its juz food.
but the ambience dere n everything.
so overall its enjoyable. =)

today. met fiona n went my grandma hse.
we were doing I&R n planning games for sat's SL.
aft the discussion went to swim.
sadly we oni swam for an hour.
coz it starts raining.
the worse thing is it stop aft we bathe.
its damn shit. wanted to swim a bit longer.
nvm. we can swim some other day.
n i come to a conclusion dat i shld visit my grandma more often.
coz shes like quite lonely at home with the maid.

eddie saw mi at the bus stop i met fiona once again.
alright. actually i tink i did c him.
coz i saw tis presby guy like quite familiar.
but dont realli look like anyone i noe.
i check the bus number dat he alight from.
its 853. at dat time realli did tink its him.
but doesnt look like him. so i didnt say anithing.
he oso nvr say anithing!
until i reach home then he tok to mi on msn.
say he saw mi again n i cant recognise him.
well. i guess he realli change a lot.

im sorry that my feelings control my actions.
i dont think i will ever talk to you again.

i was so damn pissed today.
come on. i waited for my PW group members for 1hour.
supposed to meet at 9.45.
i was on time.
n 9.45 victor msg mi n say he will oni reach at 10.30.
alright. at abt 9.50 i still didnt c the other 3.
i msg them n oni kelvin replied mi.
n guess wat. he juz left his hse n will oni reach at 11.30!
lavi n cas nvr reply mi at all. so i called them.
both of them didnt ans my call.
n at 10am. they msged mi n say they juz wake up!
i was so damn freaking pissed la.
if tis is gonna happen all the time we shld juz die.
come on la. its oredi the last week of OP!


ok. now i shall tok abt happier stuff.
abt my niece! shes cute. LOLx.
her name is aomi yamazaki.
jap character is 山﨑蒼水.
its so damn different rit.
n my sis tell mi something she find v funny but she tink is true.
study in english is written as 勉强 in jap character. LOLx.
anyway. tis is pic of my niece! =)


sometimes i dun feel like sharing things wif frens.
bcoz i feel dat he/she doesnt realli care much.
dere listening. but not dere to help u.
sometimes not even listening.
i dunno. sometimes i will feel dat way.
but i will juz tell myself to depend on myself.

i dunno why lao da will wan to keep things to herself.
no matter how much we ask. she wont say.
mayb she feel the same way as i do?
but i seriously hope. at least share it.
if not. dun let us noe u r sad.
coz i tink its quite torturing.
to c u sad. yet not noe anithing.
the worse thing is u dun say even when we ask.

i may just give up on this friendship.
coz i got a feeling i cant salvage it.
how should i even start a conversation?
will you even tell me anithing?
through your pm. i guess i noe wats happening.
but even if i tok to u, will u tell mi?
but whether u tell mi or not.
i guess i will juz b sad.

alright alright. i shall post now.
LOLx. hav been wanting to post.
but im too lazy =x
so many fun things to mention! LOLx.
but i guess now its realli time to focus on OP.
I&R. and holiday homework.
i hav to finish it in nov.
so dat i can work in dec =)

ok. on 29oct i forget to mention.
its a good day! haha.
dats all im gonna say.

on 30th nov. man. its chinese A level.
n i hav nvr done such s sucky paper.
almost everyone agrees dat its a difficult paper.
i dunno. i juz dun c the hope of getting A anymore.
tinkin of having re-exam nxt yr. sian.
i nvr wan re-exam for chinese la.
nvr expect dat to happen too.
but well. its gonna happen tis time round.
alright. shall b optimistic. hope for dat A!
anyway. its over oredi.
but im pretty sure my oral will b merit.
n its sucks. coz i nvr wan to get merit too.
watever dat has not been happening.
its gonna happen. LOLx.

so aft chinese exam. we hav all decided to enjot ourselves.
i tink my class 31/08 always go for enjoyment. haha.
cas got the chance to take retest. but shih yu. not sure abt dat.
n now our class got 4 pple taking retest. we will help them!
grab the chance given to u. esp for cas.
u r realli damn lucky la.
alright. anyway so on thursday.
some of them went lan first n some of us went home to change.
LOLx. then aft dat i meet them for pool!
n it sucks. coz i gave them 4 to 5 free balls.
arghhh. i was like almost screaming down dere.
well. 3o oct. its not a good dat to play pool. LOLx.
we played for abt 3 hours n decided to go vivo for dinner n slack!
haha. its kinda fun n enjoyable seriously.
we went figs n olive for dinner.
but. its not seriously v nice though. kinda disappointing.
aft dinner we went to 3rd floor the amphitheatre dere.
n we were sitting on the grass. tinkin its fun.
but its damn sharp n pricky! LOLx.
when i lie down the immediate reaction is jump up.
haha. b4 my back got any holes =x
then at abt 10pm. they start to water the grass.
some of them run off. some of us tot it was quite cool.
tinkin dat it will juz b some watever sprinkle on u.
well. it looks realli cool.
haha. but we were wrong! its like a splash la.
so some of us get a bit wet. juz a bit la.
coz manage to run away. haha.
n dat means dat. we shld go home. n we did.
slacking n having fun outside tgt. is realli cool.

so now move on to yesterday. LOLx.
morning had PW meeting.
aft dat meet cass clement n soph for lunch n pizza hut.
then jon and cinny join us.
i hav nvr realli like pizza hut.
n yesterday. i realli tink its not v nice.
except for the ice cream =x haha.
carrying the laptop ard is super crazy. LOLx.
aft dat we got nth to do.
n we decided to watch a movie at psgv.
n we feel so cheated. we shld hav gone cathay.
coz its 10bucks for a ticket.
n we r watching some random movie.
bcoz we got nth betta to do. haha.
n we watch rec. its not nice!
we were wondering y we pay 10bucks to watch tis show.
throughout the show. mi n soph were screaming n laughing at the same time.
its not scary. its juz damn disgusting. we laugh bcoz we keep screaming.
its so bloody n everything. it sucks. the show is totally lame.
n aft dat we went to eat again. haha. food court la.
coz we hav been spending money like shit tis few days.
alright. i hav to stop spending tis few days.
but im gonna do online shopping! coz i dun feel like going out =x
haha. at least im spending my own money rit.
shall c la huh.

anyway. i was so damn pissed yesterday.
i tot u finally grow up n everything.
n wanted to tok to mi as a fren.
but well. im wrong.
whether its u or ur fren who feel like playing.
those pple r juz too childish.
i so damn feel like slapping u pple.
n i hope i nvr wan to c u again.
i was still so nice down dere.
treating u like my fren. u suck man.
u pple r juz sick.

when things liddat happen. i juz wish u were here.

i dunno whether i shld start tokin to u first.
yes. its a misundnerstanding.
but u dont seem to care to mi.
n yes. no doubt dat i will tink y m i the one doing it.
y didnt u tok to mi first?