hey pple.
muz go n listen to BOA de winter love.
damn nice. damn meaningful. LOLx.

anyway. i hav been going to ktv.
for 3 days oredi lo.
tis week damn busy.
got test then sunday is sis de wedding.
HAHA. nvm. can make it one.
JIAYOU.
now my sis is back frm jap.
so i alwaz pei her.
aft she go back then i muz study v hard le.
slowly start my jap self-study. =p

monday lf suddenly call mi.
shocked. damn shock.
then we meet up.
i dunno wats my feelings towards him.
but watever it is.
i shld try not to like any guys.
yup. so no matter how sad i feel.
i wun cry ba. HAHA.
dunno wat else to say.
nd to go do homework le.

HAHA. its 3rd day of new yr oredi.
was chatting wif my sis yesterday.
about BGR? as usual. LOLx.

come to tis v interesting topic.
at first tink a bit no logic.
but end up i guess its true. LOLx.

ever realise dat when u treat someone v gd.
he or she wun appreciate u.
i mean in relationship.
when u love someone n treat he or she v gd.
wat do u get in the end??
either he or she take it for granted.
or he or she juz dun realise dat u r treating her v gd.
so wat does tis mean.
when u love someone n u wan he or she to love u.
u shldnt treat he or she gd. LOLx.
seems a bit no logic rit.
but juz tink it thru.
abt all the past relationship or watsoever.
when u treat someone realli gd.
did u get the same treatment back in return??
dats y sometimes pple will start to tink.
i treat he or she so gd.
yet he or she didnt treat mi as gd.
or he or she dun appreciate it.
end up hurting u dat kinda thingy.
yup. tis is y ba.

actually its possible de.
to treat someone gd n to get back in return.
but i guess both parties muz work on it ba.
muz give n take.
when the guy treat the gal not gd.
the gal tahan n give in.
when the gal treat the guy not gd.
the guy tahan n give in.
yup. relationship is both ways.
not oni one party is giving in.
dats wat we call love??

nvr ever hav the tinkin dat.
i treat her so gd she treat mi like shit.
the tinkin shld b.
i treat her gd but its ok dat she didnt treat mi as gd.
love is abt giving all dat u can.
n expect no return.
i tink true love is when both parties r giving.
n expected no return.
dats y when both appreciate each other.
they will b happy.
dats y pple say when u r in love.
u will b happy.

but wat if u realise dat u r loving someone who dun love u.
though he juz keep saying yes i do.
wat if u realise u r the one alwaz giving.
n the other party dun seem to realise dat.
its like one-sided love.
so wats the best solution for tis prob??

yay. going ktv today =p
LOLx. finally.
hav a 'lecture' yesterday.
frm my relatives. LOLx.
abt BGR n of coz studies la.
JC or poly. hmm.
dunno la.
but anyway muz work v hard so dat i can go to both JC n poly.
i choose them not they choose mi.
LOLx. having some prob tis few days.
so i hav not been replying pple.
the msg i realli wanan receive.
realli wanna c de.
hav not reach yet. hais.

HAHA. actually nvr tot of posting today de.
but how can i dun post when i tink my hse dog is so cute. LOLx.
dogs r cute lo. =p
i muz hav a dog in future.
no bf no hubby. alrite.
but muz hav dog.
u noe. when im alone at home.
the oni 'person' dat i can look for is my dog.
LOLx. dog is man's best fren indeed.
how can i live without him.
when i hav nobody else. oni him.
when im sad. im down. crying all the time.
guess wat. my dog will alwaz b dere for mi.
he will run frm the living room into my room.
started licking mi.
though i dun like his saliva.
but i get wat he means.
nobody else. but my dog. will alwaz b dere for mi.
but its sad dat he is kinda indiscipline.
nvr go for training n no personal training as well.
so he got no manners. LOLx.
like wat he alwaz do.
the thing abt opening my hse door is dat.
he will start barking.
if not he will grab any chance juz to get out of the hse n run.
not running away. but running ard.
he wun run away de.
so as usual. today. he ran frm my hse lift to the other side of the block.
and back to my hse lift again.
i tot he will run for a few rounds.
but i was wrong.
i follow him all the way to the other end of the block.
n tot he will run for the nxt round.
i slowly walk back to my hse lift n realise hes dere waiting for mi.
rit at the door. wagging his tail. as if welcoming mi.
hes inside the hse oredi. looking at mi walking back home.
its so surprising la. bcoz normally he will juz keep running.
until shiok then go home. LOLx.
anyway. i find him so cute.
HAHA. my beloved snowy. =p

HEYA. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY to everybody!!
LOLx. i dunno y i seem so excited??
its juz a normal day to mi la.
but still. its like a friendship day for some of us as well.
though without bf. still we enjoy ourselves.
anyway. juz reach home not long ago.
got the chingay hip hop workshop.
the steps is ok. not v difficult dat kind.
but im happy.
bcoz i nvr had the chance to dance.
although i like dance alot.
im serious. i love dance.
i doubt anybody believe.
n its ugly to c bamboo dancing rit. LOLx.
i realli got no choice la.
i noe i eat v little.
but then sometimes i hav to eat less la.
yup. yup.
tml still got chinese n lit test.
sianz. but hav to work hard for O level.
jiayou!! HAHA. hope everybody is happy today.
i somehow did quite badly for SS test.
but i started laughing aft the test.
dun ask mi y. LOLx.
ok la. stop here. go study le. =p

you dont have to be in love to love someone.

Here Without You - Robbie Williams

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

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whenever i listen to tis song i will tink of u.
hais. its been abt 3 days le ba.
mayb tis gonna continue.
but it juz shows everything.
its all up to u.
how u wanna treat mi n everything.
all i can do is to wait.
mayb its realli pointless.
u r v gd.
its juz too bad dat u dun treat mi gd.
not anymore. hais.

oh yay. comp finally ok. but actually dun feel like using. LOLx. so now i juz trying to get as much songs as possible. yup. not easy nehz. anyway. alot of things happen. i too lazy to say le. LOLx. but i aint happy. yup. but im trying not to tink n b happy. its been 2 days. mayb it shld juz continue ba. tis weekend got alot of homework. then still nd to do class decor. so sianz. but i rather commit myself in studies n class. valentines' day coming le. but im not going out on dat day. LOLx. now im tinkin wat i shld do for all my frens. hmm. seriously dunno. v sianz oredi. dun feel like typing le. =p