omg. my blog almost die!
LOLx. its all bcoz of mi.
im so sorry. but i realli got no time to blog.
well. its first week of skol n its friday!
which means i got a little bit of time to blog =p
many things happened over the past 2 weeks.
juz didnt hav the time to blog.
so if i forget anithing dat happen. im realli sorry.


alrite. something happened to my family on 2jan.
or rather 1st jan. so mayb dats y i nvr post aft dat?
of coz im not gonna say wat realli happen.
but i guess it kinda affect mi n keeps mi realli busy.
n busy means i got no time for my work.
esp during dat week which is the week b4 skol reopen.
i was supposed to use dat time for my homework.
but in the end i guess im kinda short of time.
all i can say is. my 3rd sis is living wif mi right now.
wif her 2 sons which means my 2 nephews.
wif kids at my hse its super noisy n everything.
sometimes i juz hav to help out coz they r all busy.
im not someone who can realli take care of kids.
n im not someone who can realli play wif kids.
though i used to do dat when im in primary skol.
haha. well. its so long ago rit.
oso bcoz of dat my mum has to stop working.
so it kinda affect my family? deres many changes.
like now we will go to our grandparents hse on sunday instead of tue.
n i hav to try to go home asap aft skol to help my mum.
deres pros n cons wif tis thing happening.
bcoz of them staying at home i will wan to go home aft skol.
coz at least when i reach home im not alone.
u noe. staying at home alone is so boring.
n of coz. it makes mi feel dat i hav a family.
though sometimes im kinda irritated by wat the kids r doing.
alrite. i hav to accept dat they r juz kids n nd to b taught.
but im definitely not happy wif the thing dat happened.
coz i seriously nvr wan dat to happen.
sometimes i wonder y will things turn out dat way?
n who r the real victims when it happens?


ok. enough of all those crap.
on 8jan. mi jaslin sophia n cinny went to cass hse for a mahjong session.
LOLx. coz some of them wan to learn ma.
so juz go n play for fun??
relax a bit though i haven realli finish my homework at dat time.
but everyday do homework will cause my death.
n we celebrated cinny's birthday in advance.
tml they actually wanted to go out n celebrate again.
i doubt i can go. the reason will b the last part of tis post.


now come to the boring stuff which is skol reopen on 12th.
ok. its not realli boring. im actually looking forward to it.
putting aside the homeworks we hav to complete n everything.
the reason i look forward to it is of coz bcoz of my frens.
but oso bcoz i wan to study n im going to b a mugger tis year!
ok. i dunno whether dats something i shld b proud of.
but im sure dats something i will b happy abt.
LOLx. n dats more than enough =)
we r constantly reminded dat As is not v far away from us.
time flies. v soon we will hav to work hard for our As.
complete our As n wait for our results.
we got our new GP teacher. Mr Peter Herd.
LOLx. hes god damn funny wif all his lame jokes.
but i will say wif him as my GP teacher i will hav to work extra hard.
coz his expectations for work n all is higher than Ms Sabariah.
well. i noe dat its good for us.

we r having malay lessons b4 the release of our chinese As results.
i will say its quite interesting. its like learning another language.
n it gets harder aft each lesson. but overall its fun.
the indian students in my class oso had their chinese lesson.
its god damn funny when we start sharing wif each other.
i will always rmb u all tot chio bu is a chinese word for pretty. LOLx.
n Lavi. im here to remind u dat u r a joke! n super bitchy =x
(be glad dat ur name is on my blog! haha.)


sometimes its better not knowing anything at all.
so dont try to find out. just let it go.
sometimes i dont really know exactly how i feel too.
is that the right feeling?


here comes the part.
i have lost my voice!
omg. its so damn terrible.
at first it was juz sore throat.
n tis morning i kinda completely lose it.
now i hav a little bit of my voice back.
but still. i cant tok much. LOLx. dats so terrible.
i wan my voice back! =(
im like getting weaker n weaker ever since i come jc.
mayb bcoz of stress?? im not sure.
tis is not the first time i lose my voice in my jc life.
dats so so so bad. i guess i really hav to do something abt it.
stupid binghong 'scolded' mi for dunno how many times today.
i was counting n i lost track.
trying to make fun of mi n oso bcoz he noe i cant scold back.
n stupid jaryl is using the 'silence means consent' thing coz i cant tok!
n stupid jon wif his 'huh? i cant hear u. wat were u saying?'
of coz the gals r much nicer. all they did is laughing at mi.
LOLx. dats random comment ok. dun take it to heart.
thanks to whoever dat help mi when i lost my voice! LOLx.

i kinda feel distant from my frens sometimes.
but well. i guess juz nd a bit of time ba.
thanks frens who r always dere for mi.
thanks MOMO for being dere all the time n everything.

alright. i shall end my super long post! haha.
and YES! I WILL LOVE MYSELF! =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR! AND ITS 2009!
LOLx. sorie to those whom i nvr reply.
once again. its abt my phone bill. haha.

THANKS IAN FOR UR HOUSE!
haha. i rmb saying i hope my new year eve wont b boring.
n ian offered his house so dat some of us can gather.
so yup. meet up wif some of the 4e4 pple aft my last day of work.
oh. its my last day of work yesterday! LOLx.
alrite. i dunno whether to b happy or sad.
happy coz i can finally take a break. sad bcoz i hav to say bye to them.
n oso bcoz i hav to say hi to skol. haha.
its not dat im sad gong back to skol. juz dat i haven realli started on my homework.
well. juz pray dat i will finish by 12jan alrite. haha.
but im still slacking rit now =x
so yesterday meet up wif cass, soph, jaslin, wanzhen, val, jon, ian, justin n kahwai.
LOLx. the feeling was great. the oni thing is in the end nvr stayover.
so i reach home v early. n tis year i nvr watch any firework at all! =(
anyway. we had our gift exchange. wz n cass got their cute mickey n minnie!
i tink i kinda miss sec skol life. coz sec skol frens r funny pple.
like ian n justin. LOLx. they realli make mi laugh yesterday.
i seriously do not noe how i feel abt tis 2009. get kinda emo when i reach home.
then i start to tink of the end of 2007. i was kinda sad.
i dun rmb y. mayb bcoz im leaving zhss n going to college.
n mayb oso bcoz of him. mayb dats y i was sad.
i kinda dun feel anithing for the end of 2008.
coz tis yr i will still b seeing my frens n everything.
though its kinda weird w/o the familiar faces of the J2s.
so for tis yr. i dun c any major changes in my life.
im not going to list out the resolutions for 2009.
i juz wish dat everything will go well for my As tis year.
time flies n 2 years of JC life will soon come to an end.
i hav no time to waste so im going to study soon.
the start of 2009 is oso the start of my mugger life.

anyway. stupid jon! how could u forget abt my christmas present!?!?!
haha. tis is random. but i juz hav to say it =x

last year u called.
this year not even a messege.
what does it mean?
i don't know.
but maybe its better this way.
the start of 2009 is the start of my life totally without you.