a song i recommended quite some time ago.
but anyway. its a nice song! haha.
Boa - Winter Love
fuyu no youseitachi ga kagayaki maiorite kuru
nani mo suru koto nai kara egao no shashin kuchidzuketa
yakusoku shita eiga no nagai retsu ni futari shite mou narabu koto wa nai no?
dakedo kokoro wa soba ni iru kara
tomodachi ni mo miss you mou nido to modorenai
anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo babys
ukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...
tatta hitoribocchi no jibun ni kidzuita shunkan
hontou no sabishisa ga ne afurete wa mata komiageru
hito wo aisu sonna omoi wo imata
isetsu datte wasurenai tte omou
kono ADORESU wo nando kaete mo
sono koe mo yume mo watashi wo hanarenai no
toki ga nagarete chigau koishite mo
anata wo omoidasu deshou
deaeta unmei ga kawashita nukumori ga
"anata de yokatta" tte
kokoro kara ieru yoitsuka aeru made...
mirai wa can't stop yatte kuru
kanashii hodo hayaku forever
shiawase datte kizutsuita tte
dare ka wo aisuru toki just alive
anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...
this is the english translation.
get the meaning of it. its damn nice. haha.
As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream
Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again
We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
WAHAHA. slack slack slack.
my god. me posting on weekdays means im slacking oredi.
haha. as usual.
anyway today i was dying. OMG!
haha. make-up PE kills! LOLx.
ok la. juz say dat im weak ok.
ever since napha n ever since germaine lee start going for ndp.
haha. i hardly go to run la.
its like one to two months oredi??
haha. tis make-up PE run like 2 rounds warm-up then another 8 rounds.
LOLx. its killing la my god!
i was feeling realli tired n i tink almost fainting. haha.
nvm. wif perseverence! wahaha =x
today we went to the jap cemetry.
cant deny dat dere look quite nice.
but then overall its quite boring! LOLx. =x
nth realli interest mi la.
its too nice to b a cemetry anyway.
its too well-maintained n stuff.
its full of ants! LOLx. n mosquitoes. haha.
but i oni got one mosquito bite. wahaha =x
nvr realli take pics. mayb c whether others got take lo.
i get the ocs pic oredi. its v nice.
haha. but then its kinda late now. shall upload some time ltr.
actually i nd to do some work. but im so sick of it!
but i dun tink i hav much time left. haha.
nvm la! i can do it one.
Mr Seng let mi bring home my maths test to do.
but then i v honest ok.
b4 i start my test i juz flip thru notes.
then i start timing myself for one hour.
manage to finish the paper within the time given. haha.
im so proud of myself! =)
LOLx. im super positive all of a sudden??
haha. natalie! i feel like singing!
lets find some common song to sing tgt! yeah.
going zoo tml! weee. LOLx. another busy day.
i may be important to some people.
i might be redundant to some others' life.
but dont take me for granted.
you feel good when you mean something to some people.
but what if you dont?
my god. me posting on weekdays means im slacking oredi.
haha. as usual.
anyway today i was dying. OMG!
haha. make-up PE kills! LOLx.
ok la. juz say dat im weak ok.
ever since napha n ever since germaine lee start going for ndp.
haha. i hardly go to run la.
its like one to two months oredi??
haha. tis make-up PE run like 2 rounds warm-up then another 8 rounds.
LOLx. its killing la my god!
i was feeling realli tired n i tink almost fainting. haha.
nvm. wif perseverence! wahaha =x
today we went to the jap cemetry.
cant deny dat dere look quite nice.
but then overall its quite boring! LOLx. =x
nth realli interest mi la.
its too nice to b a cemetry anyway.
its too well-maintained n stuff.
its full of ants! LOLx. n mosquitoes. haha.
but i oni got one mosquito bite. wahaha =x
nvr realli take pics. mayb c whether others got take lo.
i get the ocs pic oredi. its v nice.
haha. but then its kinda late now. shall upload some time ltr.
actually i nd to do some work. but im so sick of it!
but i dun tink i hav much time left. haha.
nvm la! i can do it one.
Mr Seng let mi bring home my maths test to do.
but then i v honest ok.
b4 i start my test i juz flip thru notes.
then i start timing myself for one hour.
manage to finish the paper within the time given. haha.
im so proud of myself! =)
LOLx. im super positive all of a sudden??
haha. natalie! i feel like singing!
lets find some common song to sing tgt! yeah.
going zoo tml! weee. LOLx. another busy day.
i may be important to some people.
i might be redundant to some others' life.
but dont take me for granted.
you feel good when you mean something to some people.
but what if you dont?
Saturday, July 26, 2008
oh my. im like a pig! LOLx.
yesterday i was supposed to do some homework b4 i slp.
coz today i dun tink i hav much time to do.
though im at home.
i tink my sis is coming back ltr n she wan mi to tidy up the hse!
LOLx. no la. basically tidy up my wardrobe.
but she say it will take the whole day.
coz its not oni my wardrobe. haha.
im short of time la. deres so many things to.
rmb wat sy ask. can i buy time. the ans is definitely no.
but anyway. end up i didnt do anithing!
LOLx. i slept at 10plus. my god. i was too tired.
yesterday went to st. nicks.
bascially is to 'teach' tchouk ball la.
xuhao is gonna say mi. coz i nvr even teach. =x
haha. ya. i was quite slack.
but i realli dunno how to teach wat. dun force mi. LOLx.
ok la. it was quite fun. quite oni.
i tink tchouk ball is fun oni when deres guys playing.
n i tink dere shld b v little pple occupying the full court.
its full court. not half court.
if not its not v fun oredi. its quite boring.
so mayb class PE shldnt b playing tchouk ball.
too many pple plus not playing wif the guys. haha.
ok. wat abt tis week.
actually nth much la. went back skol on wed!
LOLx. like finally. but my cough is still dere. haha.
aiya. my cough take weeks to recover.
its oredi one week plus. LOLx.
i drink alot of water oredi.
n every dinner i will tink of wat to eat.
coz deres alot of things i canot eat!
im waiting for my cough to recover la.
so that i can eat watever i wan. LOLx.
n i hav no choice but to eat dinner. haha.
coz canot eat medicine wif empty stomach.
i hav been surviving wif lozenges la. LOLx.
THANKS CASSANDRA for buying mi the lozenges dat day.
u r a caring fren indeed! =)
hey hey. thank mi quick! im praising u. haha.
thanks all my frens for the encouragement =)
thanks HL for sharing good news wif mi. haha.
my god. staying at home today is crazy.
its seriously killing mi can.
i dunno wats wrong wif mi today.
or mayb everyday seems wrong. LOLx.
i juz tink tink tink n tink.
i realise i mistaken him for something.
dat day screwed actually is bcoz of mi.
but even if so. i still hav to do it eventually.
though i noe. its impossible to do it at all.
i will try to do it slowly. c how thing goes.
but seriously. i believe till end of year it will still b the same.
i dunno n dun wan to noe.
but its killing mi now n i dunno to get him out of my mind.
i tink recently i hav changed.
im not as on as ever. haha.
but then its not i dun wan to la.
i noe i hav bcome quite heck care.
esp towards the guy.
watever la. anyway i tell myself i wont depend on guys oredi.
so i dun hav to noe anithing abt them. haha.
but of coz im always dere as a fren =)
i was so damn pissed wif myself yesterday.
but then aft dat i ok oredi. LOLx.
i attitude ger in the morning w/o realising dat she got NUS camp yesterday.
haha. feel kinda bad actually.
but nvm la. i noe she wun blame mi one. haha =x
oh ya. went to ocs on wed!
ocs is officer cadet school.
quite fun lei. haha. able to c their life inside is cool.
i guess its one in a lifetime for gals la. LOLx.
we climb up a tower. dats so fun! haha.
we took some pics. will upload when i get it.
sad thing is nat's cam got prob.
if not she can actually take alot of pics la.
but nvm la. we can take pics some other time oso. haha.
nxt monday going japan cemetry. LOLx.
hopefully the class can go out on 8th august!
to cele sy n jj birthday.
but then i noe nat cant go. hmm.
yesterday i was supposed to do some homework b4 i slp.
coz today i dun tink i hav much time to do.
though im at home.
i tink my sis is coming back ltr n she wan mi to tidy up the hse!
LOLx. no la. basically tidy up my wardrobe.
but she say it will take the whole day.
coz its not oni my wardrobe. haha.
im short of time la. deres so many things to.
rmb wat sy ask. can i buy time. the ans is definitely no.
but anyway. end up i didnt do anithing!
LOLx. i slept at 10plus. my god. i was too tired.
yesterday went to st. nicks.
bascially is to 'teach' tchouk ball la.
xuhao is gonna say mi. coz i nvr even teach. =x
haha. ya. i was quite slack.
but i realli dunno how to teach wat. dun force mi. LOLx.
ok la. it was quite fun. quite oni.
i tink tchouk ball is fun oni when deres guys playing.
n i tink dere shld b v little pple occupying the full court.
its full court. not half court.
if not its not v fun oredi. its quite boring.
so mayb class PE shldnt b playing tchouk ball.
too many pple plus not playing wif the guys. haha.
ok. wat abt tis week.
actually nth much la. went back skol on wed!
LOLx. like finally. but my cough is still dere. haha.
aiya. my cough take weeks to recover.
its oredi one week plus. LOLx.
i drink alot of water oredi.
n every dinner i will tink of wat to eat.
coz deres alot of things i canot eat!
im waiting for my cough to recover la.
so that i can eat watever i wan. LOLx.
n i hav no choice but to eat dinner. haha.
coz canot eat medicine wif empty stomach.
i hav been surviving wif lozenges la. LOLx.
THANKS CASSANDRA for buying mi the lozenges dat day.
u r a caring fren indeed! =)
hey hey. thank mi quick! im praising u. haha.
thanks all my frens for the encouragement =)
thanks HL for sharing good news wif mi. haha.
my god. staying at home today is crazy.
its seriously killing mi can.
i dunno wats wrong wif mi today.
or mayb everyday seems wrong. LOLx.
i juz tink tink tink n tink.
i realise i mistaken him for something.
dat day screwed actually is bcoz of mi.
but even if so. i still hav to do it eventually.
though i noe. its impossible to do it at all.
i will try to do it slowly. c how thing goes.
but seriously. i believe till end of year it will still b the same.
i dunno n dun wan to noe.
but its killing mi now n i dunno to get him out of my mind.
i tink recently i hav changed.
im not as on as ever. haha.
but then its not i dun wan to la.
i noe i hav bcome quite heck care.
esp towards the guy.
watever la. anyway i tell myself i wont depend on guys oredi.
so i dun hav to noe anithing abt them. haha.
but of coz im always dere as a fren =)
i was so damn pissed wif myself yesterday.
but then aft dat i ok oredi. LOLx.
i attitude ger in the morning w/o realising dat she got NUS camp yesterday.
haha. feel kinda bad actually.
but nvm la. i noe she wun blame mi one. haha =x
oh ya. went to ocs on wed!
ocs is officer cadet school.
quite fun lei. haha. able to c their life inside is cool.
i guess its one in a lifetime for gals la. LOLx.
we climb up a tower. dats so fun! haha.
we took some pics. will upload when i get it.
sad thing is nat's cam got prob.
if not she can actually take alot of pics la.
but nvm la. we can take pics some other time oso. haha.
nxt monday going japan cemetry. LOLx.
hopefully the class can go out on 8th august!
to cele sy n jj birthday.
but then i noe nat cant go. hmm.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
miss school for 2 days oredi.
haven even finish my chinese compo.
so sorie mr mok. thanks for allowing mi to hand up late.
aft i go back deres certainly alot i hav to do.
to all my frens. thanks for ur concern.
im much betta. but hopefully it wont get worse.
i shld b able to go back school tml.
thanks to all my frens for cheering mi up n motivate mi.
u pple certainly brighten up my day.
i dun hav to name pple. bcoz its bascially all my frens.
i noe u pple r dere for mi.
but i realli feel bad to trouble u pple all the time.
coz its my prob. i juz hav to solve it myself.
i noe u all r oni offering ur listening ear.
but i dunno. mayb i shldnt hav.
n to pple who tink dat my blog is damn emo.
im sorie. but i hav to let my problems out a bit.
in fact. the blog doesnt contain everything of mi.
deres definitely things inside mi dat u pple wun noe.
deres no point in mi telling pple all my probs.
n deres no point in mi letting pple noe dat im unhappy.
i do share my prob wif some pple.
but sometimes i tink. who realli understand the prob?
diff pple face diff kind of prob.
n till now. i dun tink i hav frens facing the same prob as mi.
eventually i hav to face it. i hav to solve it.
how can i solve it. tis is my choice.
m i trying too hard to be someone whom i noe i cant b in the first place.
i realli wan to b. i realli wan to do wat i wan to do.
but. can i?
i can feel myself getting weaker n weaker.
dere r times i realli tell myself i can b stronger.
n i tried being positive. telling myself i can do it.
but eventually the prob is still dere. remain unsolved.
for pple who r tinkin of wat my prob is.
its definitely not bgr. so dun tink too much!
can i cry my whole heart out?
haven even finish my chinese compo.
so sorie mr mok. thanks for allowing mi to hand up late.
aft i go back deres certainly alot i hav to do.
to all my frens. thanks for ur concern.
im much betta. but hopefully it wont get worse.
i shld b able to go back school tml.
thanks to all my frens for cheering mi up n motivate mi.
u pple certainly brighten up my day.
i dun hav to name pple. bcoz its bascially all my frens.
i noe u pple r dere for mi.
but i realli feel bad to trouble u pple all the time.
coz its my prob. i juz hav to solve it myself.
i noe u all r oni offering ur listening ear.
but i dunno. mayb i shldnt hav.
n to pple who tink dat my blog is damn emo.
im sorie. but i hav to let my problems out a bit.
in fact. the blog doesnt contain everything of mi.
deres definitely things inside mi dat u pple wun noe.
deres no point in mi telling pple all my probs.
n deres no point in mi letting pple noe dat im unhappy.
i do share my prob wif some pple.
but sometimes i tink. who realli understand the prob?
diff pple face diff kind of prob.
n till now. i dun tink i hav frens facing the same prob as mi.
eventually i hav to face it. i hav to solve it.
how can i solve it. tis is my choice.
m i trying too hard to be someone whom i noe i cant b in the first place.
i realli wan to b. i realli wan to do wat i wan to do.
but. can i?
i can feel myself getting weaker n weaker.
dere r times i realli tell myself i can b stronger.
n i tried being positive. telling myself i can do it.
but eventually the prob is still dere. remain unsolved.
for pple who r tinkin of wat my prob is.
its definitely not bgr. so dun tink too much!
can i cry my whole heart out?
Saturday, July 19, 2008
haha. yesterday celebrated zhenhong's birthday.
wif sheryl dionne yongjie lawson n charlie.
FIONA! feel bad dat u didnt come. quick! haha.
zhenhong will not forgive u! haha. juz kidding!
but bcoz of his birthday celebration.
i guess my sore throat n cough will get worse. LOLx.
see. i sacrifice myself ok! =x haha.
im juz such a nice fren. oops. LOLx.
we had great fun yesterday.
trying not to laugh when everything is so funny.
we had tis competition to c who eat the last piece of cake.
haha. quite lame rit. but nobody wan to eat the last piece.
ok la. overall its quite funny. bcoz of dat stupid yongjie.
ok. not exactly funny. hes not funny! haha.
today supposed to meet jiayan. but. haha.
end up im staying at home! nth wrong la.
i noe i shld study. juz dat my cough stop mi from studying.
shld i go out to study? stay at home to study? LOLx.
if i dun hav cough i wont b at home oredi i guess. haha.
so i tink i will juz stay at home ba. =)
i realise i hav people reading my blog n i dunno!
haha. y cant u all juz tag to let mi noe.
but actually i oredi noe a few dat read but dun tag.
watever!
wif sheryl dionne yongjie lawson n charlie.
FIONA! feel bad dat u didnt come. quick! haha.
zhenhong will not forgive u! haha. juz kidding!
but bcoz of his birthday celebration.
i guess my sore throat n cough will get worse. LOLx.
see. i sacrifice myself ok! =x haha.
im juz such a nice fren. oops. LOLx.
we had great fun yesterday.
trying not to laugh when everything is so funny.
we had tis competition to c who eat the last piece of cake.
haha. quite lame rit. but nobody wan to eat the last piece.
ok la. overall its quite funny. bcoz of dat stupid yongjie.
ok. not exactly funny. hes not funny! haha.
today supposed to meet jiayan. but. haha.
end up im staying at home! nth wrong la.
i noe i shld study. juz dat my cough stop mi from studying.
shld i go out to study? stay at home to study? LOLx.
if i dun hav cough i wont b at home oredi i guess. haha.
so i tink i will juz stay at home ba. =)
i realise i hav people reading my blog n i dunno!
haha. y cant u all juz tag to let mi noe.
but actually i oredi noe a few dat read but dun tag.
watever!
Friday, July 18, 2008
omg. im going to die soon. LOLx.
i juz cant stop coughing n everything.
ahh. its a bit de xin ku oni. haha.
anyway. today is Mr. Tan's last day.
n we made him a card! so cool.
LOLx. i like the card coz we realli put in effort to do it.
haha. n i like the process of making something nice =)
unfortunately we nvr had chance to take a pic of it.
oh ya. its like so shit today.
i was tinkin whether i shld run during PE today.
coz im having cough.
then aft dat i tink betta not run.
but the main thing is. i dun wan make up PE.
i went to tell the teacher (which i shldnt hav)
then she dun let mi do PE!?!?!
n she wan mi to do make up PE!?!?
ahhh. omg. i dun wan do make up PE!!!
i shld hav juz run 2 rounds n say im not feeling well.
sian. i dun wan go for make up PE!!!
i told the teacher dat. n she say. health is more impt.
but i dunno when i can do make up PE.
coz my cough take weeks to recover. haha.
no. i shldnt laugh. coz its killing mi.
tink ltr going to cele zhenhong's birthday.
though i realli feel like staying at home n rest.
LOLx. nvm la. muz cele his birthday!
most prob meeting jiayan tml! haha.
i juz cant stop coughing n everything.
ahh. its a bit de xin ku oni. haha.
anyway. today is Mr. Tan's last day.
n we made him a card! so cool.
LOLx. i like the card coz we realli put in effort to do it.
haha. n i like the process of making something nice =)
unfortunately we nvr had chance to take a pic of it.
oh ya. its like so shit today.
i was tinkin whether i shld run during PE today.
coz im having cough.
then aft dat i tink betta not run.
but the main thing is. i dun wan make up PE.
i went to tell the teacher (which i shldnt hav)
then she dun let mi do PE!?!?!
n she wan mi to do make up PE!?!?
ahhh. omg. i dun wan do make up PE!!!
i shld hav juz run 2 rounds n say im not feeling well.
sian. i dun wan go for make up PE!!!
i told the teacher dat. n she say. health is more impt.
but i dunno when i can do make up PE.
coz my cough take weeks to recover. haha.
no. i shldnt laugh. coz its killing mi.
tink ltr going to cele zhenhong's birthday.
though i realli feel like staying at home n rest.
LOLx. nvm la. muz cele his birthday!
most prob meeting jiayan tml! haha.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
haha. its thursday. SURPRISE!?! i got time to post.
LOLx. juz a short one b4 i start work.
was chionging EoM for the whole week.
my god. finally its done n i feel more relax.
though deres still tons of work to do. LOLx.
work in JC is never ending.
things happen tis week.
n i dunno whether i shld b happy or sad.
but no matter wat. i will still laugh n smile =)
cry at times. but its perfectly fine.
now i got cough n sore throat.
omg. i dun wan to lose my voice!?! LOLx.
so im watching wat i eat now.
got free dinner yesterday. haha.
Mr. Tan treat us to swensens!
within his budget ok. LOLx.
whole table less than $300.
deres abt 15 pple.
but we manage to keep within budget n had a great meal.
THANKS for the meal. though he dun read my blog. haha.
n oso THANKS to all my frens who listen to mi tis few days.
esp. cassandra. natalie. n xuhao. LOLx.
its weird dat xuhao's name is here. haha.
but anyway. thanks to all my frens who cheer mi up recently.
i dunno wat to say. can oni say i will b okay =)
i saw my primary school fren today.
she used to b v smart n everything.
though last time i tink she lied to mi.
being naive at dat time. i trust her. LOLx.
now come to tink of it. im kinda stupid.
anyway. ya. she used to b v smart.
ended up in orchid park secondary.
i dun rmb whether its a v gd skol.
i tink ok. but not so good oso.
n i saw her today in ITE uniform.
my god. i find it realli a waste.
coz she used to b so nice n everything. except for the lying part.
i mean. shes realli ok as a person.
last yr when i c her somewhere at yishun i noe she changed.
but i nvr tot dat she will end up in ITE.
i juz tink n believe dat she can do betta than dat.
juz had my A level chinese listening compre.
LOLx. confident. but then its oni 5%. like nth?? haha.
anyway. so far so good. though i screwed my oral.
i achieve something today! LOLx.
dat is i nvr sleep in class today!! HAHA.
its great achievement ok. esp i survive thru bio lecture.
n i hav to tell fiona here. coz i noe she will read my blog.
LOLx. stop talking so much n b focused!! esp during chem.
haha. u n joyce ah. canot b tgt one lei.
anyway. fiona achieve something today too.
she kept quiet for more than 10mins today during chem. haha =x
randomly. i drew something on my hand today. LOLx.
LOLx. juz a short one b4 i start work.
was chionging EoM for the whole week.
my god. finally its done n i feel more relax.
though deres still tons of work to do. LOLx.
work in JC is never ending.
things happen tis week.
n i dunno whether i shld b happy or sad.
but no matter wat. i will still laugh n smile =)
cry at times. but its perfectly fine.
now i got cough n sore throat.
omg. i dun wan to lose my voice!?! LOLx.
so im watching wat i eat now.
got free dinner yesterday. haha.
Mr. Tan treat us to swensens!
within his budget ok. LOLx.
whole table less than $300.
deres abt 15 pple.
but we manage to keep within budget n had a great meal.
THANKS for the meal. though he dun read my blog. haha.
n oso THANKS to all my frens who listen to mi tis few days.
esp. cassandra. natalie. n xuhao. LOLx.
its weird dat xuhao's name is here. haha.
but anyway. thanks to all my frens who cheer mi up recently.
i dunno wat to say. can oni say i will b okay =)
i saw my primary school fren today.
she used to b v smart n everything.
though last time i tink she lied to mi.
being naive at dat time. i trust her. LOLx.
now come to tink of it. im kinda stupid.
anyway. ya. she used to b v smart.
ended up in orchid park secondary.
i dun rmb whether its a v gd skol.
i tink ok. but not so good oso.
n i saw her today in ITE uniform.
my god. i find it realli a waste.
coz she used to b so nice n everything. except for the lying part.
i mean. shes realli ok as a person.
last yr when i c her somewhere at yishun i noe she changed.
but i nvr tot dat she will end up in ITE.
i juz tink n believe dat she can do betta than dat.
juz had my A level chinese listening compre.
LOLx. confident. but then its oni 5%. like nth?? haha.
anyway. so far so good. though i screwed my oral.
i achieve something today! LOLx.
dat is i nvr sleep in class today!! HAHA.
its great achievement ok. esp i survive thru bio lecture.
n i hav to tell fiona here. coz i noe she will read my blog.
LOLx. stop talking so much n b focused!! esp during chem.
haha. u n joyce ah. canot b tgt one lei.
anyway. fiona achieve something today too.
she kept quiet for more than 10mins today during chem. haha =x
randomly. i drew something on my hand today. LOLx.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
haha. spend my time answering all those question.
LOLx. anyway. im just back from long beach.
as in the seafood restaurant. yeah.
will upload the photo if i get it. LOLx.
my god. fiona. u can nvr believe it.
i was crying when u r tokin to mi on msn. haha.
but no la. its nth much. i dunno y i cry oso.
just a bit oni. LOLx.
i was wondering whether i shld b happy wif my life now.
mayb i shld. mayb i shldnt.
i dunno whether im truly happy though i laugh everyday.
n yeah. everytime i laugh the whole world will noe.
coz its super loud. LOLx.
wat will happen if the xinyi who is always so on wif outing n everything end up bcoming not on at all??
i realli wonder. cause im afraid i canot b who i wan to b.
i cant enjoy my life as much bcoz of the problems i hav.
shit. tis is getting emo. haha.
but i believe in some point of our life we will look back.
or mayb tink far? like wats gonna happen in the future.
n the scariest thing is u cant do wat u wan n nvr get anithing u wan.
i nvr tink dat my life is terrible. but i noe it can b betta.
i just wan to be happy.
yes. i noe im pessimistic.
LOLx. anyway. im just back from long beach.
as in the seafood restaurant. yeah.
will upload the photo if i get it. LOLx.
my god. fiona. u can nvr believe it.
i was crying when u r tokin to mi on msn. haha.
but no la. its nth much. i dunno y i cry oso.
just a bit oni. LOLx.
i was wondering whether i shld b happy wif my life now.
mayb i shld. mayb i shldnt.
i dunno whether im truly happy though i laugh everyday.
n yeah. everytime i laugh the whole world will noe.
coz its super loud. LOLx.
wat will happen if the xinyi who is always so on wif outing n everything end up bcoming not on at all??
i realli wonder. cause im afraid i canot b who i wan to b.
i cant enjoy my life as much bcoz of the problems i hav.
shit. tis is getting emo. haha.
but i believe in some point of our life we will look back.
or mayb tink far? like wats gonna happen in the future.
n the scariest thing is u cant do wat u wan n nvr get anithing u wan.
i nvr tink dat my life is terrible. but i noe it can b betta.
i just wan to be happy.
yes. i noe im pessimistic.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
i have to do this because im tagged by CASSANDRA. LOLx. n instruction B.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
as usual, the very first thing i will do is cry. HAHA. bcoz dats mi! =x then i will curse him like crazy (just to make myself feel betta) and once again confirm dat GUYS SUCK.
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
not thinking of all the problems i hav, lead a really happy life without any trouble and laugh throughout my life.
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
hmm. if i ever get married? LOLx. not going to ask for much. just hope that the guy standing beside me will be someone i really love.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmm. yeah.
#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
since it's ideal lover, i guess he does not exist. HAHA. but anyway. i like guy who has a mind of his own and able to decide for himself. he does not hav to be very handsome. average will do. but definitely must hav fashion sense =x (sound superficial). but someone i mind about it. i dont know why. HAHA. he must be able to take care of himself and of course take very good care of me. thoughtful, caring and definitely not a flirt. last but not least, i dont know why i'm attracted to sporty guys. yeah. i guess thats about it. quite realistic actually.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
a dumb girl like me will wait for someone i really love like forever? (dont start scolding me)HAHA. if i really love him, i believe he worth everything to me. so i will never think that he is not worth waiting. but of course, when it is pointless to continue to wait and when there is someone better out there waiting for me, i will stop waiting.
#8.If you love each other yet your can't get together?
actually i don't believe things such as i love you but i can't be with you. i always believe that if we really love each other, we should be able to go through everything together. that's what relationship and true love is all about. (at least i believe so)
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
hmm. yeah i guess. impossible to list out all.
#10.Who makes your day?
hmm. my dog? HAHA. as long as he is at home i guess i will be happy ba. and of course, family and friends. more of friends i guess. SMITS! JIAYAN (though very long never talk to you already). GERMAINE! CASSANDRA (dont say i never mention you. haha). sad to say. yongjie. haha. he makes me laugh when i'm sad. basically all my friends =)
#11. Is being tagged fun?
hmm. yeah i guess.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
hmm. still single i guess. LOLx. cause i dont think i will find a suitable guy =x a career woman! i always think so. and driving my own car! HAHA. hope hope hope that day will come. I DONT NEED A MAN!
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends. my dog?? HAHA.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
HAHA. a very nice and caring friend. nice person to talk to.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich. HAHA. cause i must prove that I DONT NEED A MAN! =x LOLx. want to be rich not because i think money is important. i just dont want money to be part of the problem in my life (like now) and i don't want to restrict myself from enjoying my life because of money.
#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
looking at my phone to check the time and whether there is any message. i dont know why also. HAHA.
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
YES of course. LOLx. this is crap. if you are my friend you should know what kind of person i am la. i might just give too much.
#18. What is one thing you wish to do most now?
slacking and sleeping! LOLx. enjoying my life out somewhere.
#19. What type of friends do you like?
someone who will always be there for me (impossible to be there forever though) and listen to whatever i want to say. someone who is friendly and caring. probably crazy friend like JOYCE =X HAHA. cause they definitely brighten my day by making me laugh all the time.
#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
pangseh kia! =x LOLx. i dont like people who always pangseh. as in seriously last minute pangseh. and people who are only think of themselves and not for others. cant think of any other thing right now. HAHA.
ok. im going to tag.
1. NATALIE
2. YVONNE
actually got more people to tag one. but they dont hav tagboard! my god. ok. JIAYAN n JOYCE. if u all ever visit my blog. HAHA. =)
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
as usual, the very first thing i will do is cry. HAHA. bcoz dats mi! =x then i will curse him like crazy (just to make myself feel betta) and once again confirm dat GUYS SUCK.
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
not thinking of all the problems i hav, lead a really happy life without any trouble and laugh throughout my life.
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
hmm. if i ever get married? LOLx. not going to ask for much. just hope that the guy standing beside me will be someone i really love.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmm. yeah.
#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
since it's ideal lover, i guess he does not exist. HAHA. but anyway. i like guy who has a mind of his own and able to decide for himself. he does not hav to be very handsome. average will do. but definitely must hav fashion sense =x (sound superficial). but someone i mind about it. i dont know why. HAHA. he must be able to take care of himself and of course take very good care of me. thoughtful, caring and definitely not a flirt. last but not least, i dont know why i'm attracted to sporty guys. yeah. i guess thats about it. quite realistic actually.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
a dumb girl like me will wait for someone i really love like forever? (dont start scolding me)HAHA. if i really love him, i believe he worth everything to me. so i will never think that he is not worth waiting. but of course, when it is pointless to continue to wait and when there is someone better out there waiting for me, i will stop waiting.
#8.If you love each other yet your can't get together?
actually i don't believe things such as i love you but i can't be with you. i always believe that if we really love each other, we should be able to go through everything together. that's what relationship and true love is all about. (at least i believe so)
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
hmm. yeah i guess. impossible to list out all.
#10.Who makes your day?
hmm. my dog? HAHA. as long as he is at home i guess i will be happy ba. and of course, family and friends. more of friends i guess. SMITS! JIAYAN (though very long never talk to you already). GERMAINE! CASSANDRA (dont say i never mention you. haha). sad to say. yongjie. haha. he makes me laugh when i'm sad. basically all my friends =)
#11. Is being tagged fun?
hmm. yeah i guess.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
hmm. still single i guess. LOLx. cause i dont think i will find a suitable guy =x a career woman! i always think so. and driving my own car! HAHA. hope hope hope that day will come. I DONT NEED A MAN!
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends. my dog?? HAHA.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
HAHA. a very nice and caring friend. nice person to talk to.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich. HAHA. cause i must prove that I DONT NEED A MAN! =x LOLx. want to be rich not because i think money is important. i just dont want money to be part of the problem in my life (like now) and i don't want to restrict myself from enjoying my life because of money.
#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
looking at my phone to check the time and whether there is any message. i dont know why also. HAHA.
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
YES of course. LOLx. this is crap. if you are my friend you should know what kind of person i am la. i might just give too much.
#18. What is one thing you wish to do most now?
slacking and sleeping! LOLx. enjoying my life out somewhere.
#19. What type of friends do you like?
someone who will always be there for me (impossible to be there forever though) and listen to whatever i want to say. someone who is friendly and caring. probably crazy friend like JOYCE =X HAHA. cause they definitely brighten my day by making me laugh all the time.
#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
pangseh kia! =x LOLx. i dont like people who always pangseh. as in seriously last minute pangseh. and people who are only think of themselves and not for others. cant think of any other thing right now. HAHA.
ok. im going to tag.
1. NATALIE
2. YVONNE
actually got more people to tag one. but they dont hav tagboard! my god. ok. JIAYAN n JOYCE. if u all ever visit my blog. HAHA. =)
Better In Time - Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do
(It'll all get better in time)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do
(It'll all get better in time)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
Friday, July 11, 2008
oh yes! LOLx. finally can post again le.
its friday! my god. nowadays can oni look forward to friday.
LOLx. i tink today im v happy lei. i dunno y.
did i say i get back my maths paper oredi??
OMG. 9 marks careless la. i keep reminding myself.
haha. mayb i shldnt. doesnt make my life any betta.
i didnt get an A unfortunately. but at least got a B la.
not so bad. if i get C i tink i will be damn sad la. LOLx.
just now my PW group had an interview wif Ms Leong.
my god. i so feel like dying juz now. LOLx.
not bcoz of Ms Leong la.
its just dat my CCA got AGM yet im gonna b late.
being one of the exco i shldnt b la. ya.
so i faster finish the interview then chiong to AGM.
LOLx. ok la. the interview i feel quite ok.
im satisfied. n i tink Ms Leong provide us a lot of useful information.
thank her so much. i tink shes quite nice. haha.
aft the AGM was farewell buffet for the seniors n Mr Tan.
the food quite ok la i tink. haha. im full!
i realli did grow fat ok. a little bit oso call grow wat.
haha. come on pple. juz believe mi. LOLx.
aft the buffet we play captains ball!
my god. its so fun n shiok la. haha.
we playing the whole AJ square.
its like big?? LOLx. we had great fun.
though my face n mouth kana hit by ball.
aiya. as usual la. its always liddat. haha.
i got my new shoe oredi. YES! like finally?
haha. but i dunno whether i will be used to it.
watever. it is not v impt.
tml is my nephew first month!
i tink we are going to eat seafood for dinner ba.
actually i cant eat seafood one. haha.
i dun even noe whether im realli allergic to it la.
coz sometimes can eat sometimes canot.
but i tink. juz eat lo. my parents always ask mi eat.
haha. but i dun hav any special liking for seafood.
its not a muz for mi to eat seafood.
i dun mind not having it =) haha.
i bought a damn cute shirt for him!
LOLx. i nvr buy for my first nephew. feel v bad.
haha. buy for my second nephew lo.
im gonna hav a niece tis end of year.
but i will oni c her nxt yr CNY.
coz second sis in taiwan now yeah. LOLx.
will b back for CNY nxt yr. juz to let us c the baby.
now my first sis in taiwan oso. shopping.
this is the shirt.
damn cute rit!?!? LOLx. juz say yes.
if i got the time i shall post some stuff in my class blog.
muz motivate the class to do well! haha.
i tink my class is having fun tgt. realli.
but some pple. always disappoint the teachers n everything.
ok. shall tok abt tis more in my class blog. haha.
i dunno whether i truly forget.
i just never realli tink abt it.
or mayb i just dun hav the time to tink.
its friday! my god. nowadays can oni look forward to friday.
LOLx. i tink today im v happy lei. i dunno y.
did i say i get back my maths paper oredi??
OMG. 9 marks careless la. i keep reminding myself.
haha. mayb i shldnt. doesnt make my life any betta.
i didnt get an A unfortunately. but at least got a B la.
not so bad. if i get C i tink i will be damn sad la. LOLx.
just now my PW group had an interview wif Ms Leong.
my god. i so feel like dying juz now. LOLx.
not bcoz of Ms Leong la.
its just dat my CCA got AGM yet im gonna b late.
being one of the exco i shldnt b la. ya.
so i faster finish the interview then chiong to AGM.
LOLx. ok la. the interview i feel quite ok.
im satisfied. n i tink Ms Leong provide us a lot of useful information.
thank her so much. i tink shes quite nice. haha.
aft the AGM was farewell buffet for the seniors n Mr Tan.
the food quite ok la i tink. haha. im full!
i realli did grow fat ok. a little bit oso call grow wat.
haha. come on pple. juz believe mi. LOLx.
aft the buffet we play captains ball!
my god. its so fun n shiok la. haha.
we playing the whole AJ square.
its like big?? LOLx. we had great fun.
though my face n mouth kana hit by ball.
aiya. as usual la. its always liddat. haha.
i got my new shoe oredi. YES! like finally?
haha. but i dunno whether i will be used to it.
watever. it is not v impt.
tml is my nephew first month!
i tink we are going to eat seafood for dinner ba.
actually i cant eat seafood one. haha.
i dun even noe whether im realli allergic to it la.
coz sometimes can eat sometimes canot.
but i tink. juz eat lo. my parents always ask mi eat.
haha. but i dun hav any special liking for seafood.
its not a muz for mi to eat seafood.
i dun mind not having it =) haha.
i bought a damn cute shirt for him!
LOLx. i nvr buy for my first nephew. feel v bad.
haha. buy for my second nephew lo.
im gonna hav a niece tis end of year.
but i will oni c her nxt yr CNY.
coz second sis in taiwan now yeah. LOLx.
will b back for CNY nxt yr. juz to let us c the baby.
now my first sis in taiwan oso. shopping.
this is the shirt.
damn cute rit!?!? LOLx. juz say yes.
if i got the time i shall post some stuff in my class blog.
muz motivate the class to do well! haha.
i tink my class is having fun tgt. realli.
but some pple. always disappoint the teachers n everything.
ok. shall tok abt tis more in my class blog. haha.
i dunno whether i truly forget.
i just never realli tink abt it.
or mayb i just dun hav the time to tink.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
its weekends! i got juz a bit of time to post.
LOLx. im motivated to study!
sound so mugger. but its ok la.
today went to study wif huimin.
did chem energetics n graphing techniques.
my god. my mind almost burst la.
im tinkin so hard for graphing techniques.
dats when i noe im dead. haha.
the topics r getting harder n harder.
which means. we hav to work harder n harder as well.
its ok. we shall JIAYOU ba. LOLx.
i dunno whether i shld go out tml.
i feel like relaxing. but deres alot to do oso.
besides going out too much is kinda sian =x
huimin now got a rich bf.
i noe i shld b happy for her.
but i dun realli agree wif her way of life now.
i shall not say it out here.
but i guess i hav difficulty telling her wat i meant.
u noe. to save money n not waste it.
oh ya. we went to amk dat mac again. LOLx.
suddenly i tink of HL. hmm. kinda random.
but im seriously glad dat hes different now.
n hes realli doing well now.
its been long since he visited my blog.
i guess he wun b able to c tis anyway. haha.
anyway. i reach home today n saw my another thermometer.
LOLx. i realise the one i tot spoilt is my super old one.
n now i found my thermometer. its still working!
i dun hav to spend $4 buying it la.
a reminder to nat. rmb ur thermometer! LOLx.
dat is if she c it la.
i wan to write friendship card!
but i dunno whether i got enough paper.
mayb nd to go buy oredi. LOLx.
for alot of pple ok. SMITS cass ger mayb huimin jon.
my god. its a total of 9 pple. haha.
i guess i nd to send a little bit more time wif my dog.
LOLx. im motivated to study!
sound so mugger. but its ok la.
today went to study wif huimin.
did chem energetics n graphing techniques.
my god. my mind almost burst la.
im tinkin so hard for graphing techniques.
dats when i noe im dead. haha.
the topics r getting harder n harder.
which means. we hav to work harder n harder as well.
its ok. we shall JIAYOU ba. LOLx.
i dunno whether i shld go out tml.
i feel like relaxing. but deres alot to do oso.
besides going out too much is kinda sian =x
huimin now got a rich bf.
i noe i shld b happy for her.
but i dun realli agree wif her way of life now.
i shall not say it out here.
but i guess i hav difficulty telling her wat i meant.
u noe. to save money n not waste it.
oh ya. we went to amk dat mac again. LOLx.
suddenly i tink of HL. hmm. kinda random.
but im seriously glad dat hes different now.
n hes realli doing well now.
its been long since he visited my blog.
i guess he wun b able to c tis anyway. haha.
anyway. i reach home today n saw my another thermometer.
LOLx. i realise the one i tot spoilt is my super old one.
n now i found my thermometer. its still working!
i dun hav to spend $4 buying it la.
a reminder to nat. rmb ur thermometer! LOLx.
dat is if she c it la.
i wan to write friendship card!
but i dunno whether i got enough paper.
mayb nd to go buy oredi. LOLx.
for alot of pple ok. SMITS cass ger mayb huimin jon.
my god. its a total of 9 pple. haha.
i guess i nd to send a little bit more time wif my dog.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
oh man. its super early now. LOLx.
guess y im awake. coz i slp at 9plus yesterday =x
sorie to those who tok to mi on msn.
i didnt reply coz i was slping! LOLx.
cant blame la. i was quite sick n tired yesterday.
it was a bad day. coz i get back 2 lousy papers.
LOLx. econs n chem. my god.
totally disappointed wif chem.
its a pass. but its a shit pass. totaly unacceptable.
as expected. im gonna fail econs badly. n i did.
LOLx. told u pple to trust mi dat i will fail.
when i say im gonna fail im gonna fail.
coz im the one taking the paper.
n i noe how badly or well i hav done.
i will nvr say i fail n end up get a C. Lolx.
my god. jc life is too busy man.
i oni hav time to post like once a week?? haha.
but betta than nth la.
i hav so much to say lo.
ok. lets tok abt the other betta papers dat i got back tis week.
LOLx. not exactly v good. but im satisfied.
for GP. D is definitely not good. but im glad dat i pass.
in fact my whole class pass! LOLx. great job man.
then for bio. i totally got a shocked.
its juz like my O level.
i leave blanks n feel like dying whne doing the paper.
i manage to get a B. totally shocked. but im happy =)
then chinese. LOLx. i kinda forget wat i expect for it aft the paper.
but all along i wanted an A. so yeah. got an A. =p
ok. oni left maths now. die lo. no hope oredi.
my class oni one got A. LOLx.
which means i can oni hope for B now.
not alot get B oso. oh man. i hav to pray hard.
i hav v high expectation for maths la.
wat if i got a C?? i tink i will b v sad.
but no la. not to the extent of crying la. LOLx.
i nvr cry ove results b4. although im disappointed sometimes.
im always disappointed wif chem. same for O.
how can my bio ever b betta than my chem tis time??
LOLx. i realli wonder.
im more confident wif chem la.
cant believe it. but nvm. im gonna buck up!
mug for promos!!!! LOLx.
pple who fail papers like mi or worse than mi.
muz jiayou tgt n do well during promos! haha.
yes. i hav the motivation again =)
oh ya. hav to thanks huimin for buying things for mi from australia.
n cassandra. for giving mi my belated birthday present. haha.
dun mean to suan u ok. but ya. thanks for the bracelet.
not bad ah. till now still can get birthday present.
LOLx. who wan to b nxt?? =x kidding!
oh ya. today's binghong's birthday! LOLx.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIONG!
but then he wun c it i guess. haha.
hmm. i tink its time to write friendship card.
i wanted to do it since mid years is over.
till now. i nvr had the time to write.
since tis week got a longer weekends. shall write it. haha.
today prob meeting huimin to study.
but i wonder wat time she will wake up again.
LOLx. always slp at midnight 2.
like she can wake up early the nxt day?? haha.
or mayb i will b meeting my sec 2 class pple.
simeon is back in spore again.
but i dunno. like not many gals going.
sometimes its realli difficult for mi.
coz i hav different cliques.
i mean. sec 2 clique. daredevils.
sec 4 cliques wif cass they all.
now in jc oso. SMITS. LOLx.
ok. shall not put too personal things here.
i will write dat in the friendship card =) haha.
i hav to tok abt some pple.
not realli pointing to a particular person.
but juz anyone who tink dat their life is terrible??
who tink dat he/she is the oni one suffering in the world.
he/she shld start reflecting.
dun say until ur life is so miserable.
seriously. u r not the oni one.
but u choose to tink dat u r the oni one.
stop complaining all the time like everyone owes u.
stop saying u r the oni one doing work n others r not.
coz the fact is. we are.
but i guess u cant stop tokin abt how much u hav suffered.
watever. pple who r reading tis sure tink dat im tokin abt someone.
actually i am. but dat someone will nvr read my blog.
she dun even noe abt it. LOLx.
so pple who r reading. u noe im not tokin abt u. haha.
i guess nat n sy noe who im tokin abt.
if u all rmb wat i say dat day.
cats r cute.
too bad dat they r not as faithful as dogs.
guess y im awake. coz i slp at 9plus yesterday =x
sorie to those who tok to mi on msn.
i didnt reply coz i was slping! LOLx.
cant blame la. i was quite sick n tired yesterday.
it was a bad day. coz i get back 2 lousy papers.
LOLx. econs n chem. my god.
totally disappointed wif chem.
its a pass. but its a shit pass. totaly unacceptable.
as expected. im gonna fail econs badly. n i did.
LOLx. told u pple to trust mi dat i will fail.
when i say im gonna fail im gonna fail.
coz im the one taking the paper.
n i noe how badly or well i hav done.
i will nvr say i fail n end up get a C. Lolx.
my god. jc life is too busy man.
i oni hav time to post like once a week?? haha.
but betta than nth la.
i hav so much to say lo.
ok. lets tok abt the other betta papers dat i got back tis week.
LOLx. not exactly v good. but im satisfied.
for GP. D is definitely not good. but im glad dat i pass.
in fact my whole class pass! LOLx. great job man.
then for bio. i totally got a shocked.
its juz like my O level.
i leave blanks n feel like dying whne doing the paper.
i manage to get a B. totally shocked. but im happy =)
then chinese. LOLx. i kinda forget wat i expect for it aft the paper.
but all along i wanted an A. so yeah. got an A. =p
ok. oni left maths now. die lo. no hope oredi.
my class oni one got A. LOLx.
which means i can oni hope for B now.
not alot get B oso. oh man. i hav to pray hard.
i hav v high expectation for maths la.
wat if i got a C?? i tink i will b v sad.
but no la. not to the extent of crying la. LOLx.
i nvr cry ove results b4. although im disappointed sometimes.
im always disappointed wif chem. same for O.
how can my bio ever b betta than my chem tis time??
LOLx. i realli wonder.
im more confident wif chem la.
cant believe it. but nvm. im gonna buck up!
mug for promos!!!! LOLx.
pple who fail papers like mi or worse than mi.
muz jiayou tgt n do well during promos! haha.
yes. i hav the motivation again =)
oh ya. hav to thanks huimin for buying things for mi from australia.
n cassandra. for giving mi my belated birthday present. haha.
dun mean to suan u ok. but ya. thanks for the bracelet.
not bad ah. till now still can get birthday present.
LOLx. who wan to b nxt?? =x kidding!
oh ya. today's binghong's birthday! LOLx.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIONG!
but then he wun c it i guess. haha.
hmm. i tink its time to write friendship card.
i wanted to do it since mid years is over.
till now. i nvr had the time to write.
since tis week got a longer weekends. shall write it. haha.
today prob meeting huimin to study.
but i wonder wat time she will wake up again.
LOLx. always slp at midnight 2.
like she can wake up early the nxt day?? haha.
or mayb i will b meeting my sec 2 class pple.
simeon is back in spore again.
but i dunno. like not many gals going.
sometimes its realli difficult for mi.
coz i hav different cliques.
i mean. sec 2 clique. daredevils.
sec 4 cliques wif cass they all.
now in jc oso. SMITS. LOLx.
ok. shall not put too personal things here.
i will write dat in the friendship card =) haha.
i hav to tok abt some pple.
not realli pointing to a particular person.
but juz anyone who tink dat their life is terrible??
who tink dat he/she is the oni one suffering in the world.
he/she shld start reflecting.
dun say until ur life is so miserable.
seriously. u r not the oni one.
but u choose to tink dat u r the oni one.
stop complaining all the time like everyone owes u.
stop saying u r the oni one doing work n others r not.
coz the fact is. we are.
but i guess u cant stop tokin abt how much u hav suffered.
watever. pple who r reading tis sure tink dat im tokin abt someone.
actually i am. but dat someone will nvr read my blog.
she dun even noe abt it. LOLx.
so pple who r reading. u noe im not tokin abt u. haha.
i guess nat n sy noe who im tokin abt.
if u all rmb wat i say dat day.
cats r cute.
too bad dat they r not as faithful as dogs.
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