i cant deny im dumb. seriously dumb.
but its ok. i dun tink deres anithing wrong wif dat.
i tink i dunno how to live w/o u.
everyday im tinkin abt u n everything.
watever i do i will tink of u.
especially when im alone.
yesterday was 29 may.
nothing special.
the oni thing is dat its 29!
n its the day NARNIA came out.
n all i tink is u.
i dunno wat im tinkin of.
coz i shldnt even hope for anithing.
i dunno whether i shld watch wif my fren.
but i dunno wat im waiting for as well.
miracles dat will nvr happen??
its all lies isnt it.
like as if u will realli get something for mi??
asking mi to wait for ur present.
i guess dats juz to make mi happy ba.
i noe i dun hav to wait anymore.
WATEVER!
i juz hope dat i can live happily w/o u.
dats all.
im like super duper free compared to my frens.
though i actually hav alot of things to do.
but dats bcoz i dun wan to stay at home.
aft skol i feel like going out to eat.
dun feel like going home or anithing.
n anyway. my home got nth.
but i dunno.
the frens i had now r all v home sweet home.
haha. meaning they like to go home.
meaning. they hav lunch/ dinner at home for them.
mi?? nothing.
its not dat i feel anithing.
juz dat it is v sian lo. seriously.
mayb i shld realli lead my own independent life ba.
it seems difficult to even find someone to shop tgt.
prehaps i shall go shop alone one day?? LOLx.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i believe no one is ever as dumb as mi.
to b right here waiting for dat someone.
who dont even tink of mi at all.
oh. its like. 2 years or more than dat oredi.
didnt i realise hes gone n will nvr b back??
hes oredi somewhere waiting for someone else.
y m i here waiting for him.
but actually its realli not wat i wan.
to b still here like a dumb ass.
juz dat hes nvr out of mi. to mi.
i will tell myself once n for all.
b/w mi n him. ITS OVER!
hopefully someday i will understand.
n dat someday doesnt seem to come.
i will hide at some corner.
crying on my own.
coz i noe u r not dere.
i will nvr find u again.
to b right here waiting for dat someone.
who dont even tink of mi at all.
oh. its like. 2 years or more than dat oredi.
didnt i realise hes gone n will nvr b back??
hes oredi somewhere waiting for someone else.
y m i here waiting for him.
but actually its realli not wat i wan.
to b still here like a dumb ass.
juz dat hes nvr out of mi. to mi.
i will tell myself once n for all.
b/w mi n him. ITS OVER!
hopefully someday i will understand.
n dat someday doesnt seem to come.
i will hide at some corner.
crying on my own.
coz i noe u r not dere.
i will nvr find u again.
Friday, May 23, 2008
OMG. im finally online once again!
HAHA. kinda happy ah. esp today.
coz GP n chinese mid-year is over! =D
n its like the 'last' day of skol. LOLx.
its june holiday oredi!
finally can slack a bit.
but then not totally la.
coz i got alot of work to catch up on.
plus aft holiday mid-years continue.
LOLx.but its ok. its still a break for mi lo.
its a bit sian now. coz everybody in AB camp.
so boring! its a leadership camp.
im not dere bcoz im not a leader.
HAHA.im double treasurer =)
for both sports club and class.
wahaha.im lovin' it. =p
pple say im money-minded.
im fine wif dat. LOLx.
oh ya. so now im using my new laptop.
LOLx. bought printer too =D
ok la. watever. its not realli impt anyway.
i got alot of photos wan to upload sia.
but nvm. slowly one by one. HAHA.
shall not tok abt the past oredi.
its too long to tok abt.
but im gonna upload the cheerleading video.
WAHAHA. im still v happy when seeing it =)
though its oredi over.
hope dat we will still contact each other ba.
i tink im losing feelings for guys oredi.
dunno. juz dun feel anithing anymore.
mayb im realli used to it??
mayb i juz seriously cant hav someone else in my heart.
but im not gonna bcome les!
juz mayb will b on my own for quite some time ba.
or mayb forever?? HAHA. kinda impossible la.
i dunno. i dun seem to b able to find one to replace him.
even up till now the feeling is still dere.
but its realli like so over.
i went back zhss today. to take my leaving cert.
the feeling was great.
like im back to somewhere familiar again.
n of coz i noe i will nvr c him.
its like 5plus oredi. like he will b dere.
i tink i wont b able to c him again ba.
unless he ask mi out?? FAT HOPE!
LOLx. im making myself sound like i cant live w/o him sia.
nah. its not dat way.
juz dat. ya. hes still in my heart. like forever?? LOLx.
shall not say much oredi.
HAHA. kinda happy ah. esp today.
coz GP n chinese mid-year is over! =D
n its like the 'last' day of skol. LOLx.
its june holiday oredi!
finally can slack a bit.
but then not totally la.
coz i got alot of work to catch up on.
plus aft holiday mid-years continue.
LOLx.but its ok. its still a break for mi lo.
its a bit sian now. coz everybody in AB camp.
so boring! its a leadership camp.
im not dere bcoz im not a leader.
HAHA.im double treasurer =)
for both sports club and class.
wahaha.im lovin' it. =p
pple say im money-minded.
im fine wif dat. LOLx.
oh ya. so now im using my new laptop.
LOLx. bought printer too =D
ok la. watever. its not realli impt anyway.
i got alot of photos wan to upload sia.
but nvm. slowly one by one. HAHA.
shall not tok abt the past oredi.
its too long to tok abt.
but im gonna upload the cheerleading video.
WAHAHA. im still v happy when seeing it =)
though its oredi over.
hope dat we will still contact each other ba.
i tink im losing feelings for guys oredi.
dunno. juz dun feel anithing anymore.
mayb im realli used to it??
mayb i juz seriously cant hav someone else in my heart.
but im not gonna bcome les!
juz mayb will b on my own for quite some time ba.
or mayb forever?? HAHA. kinda impossible la.
i dunno. i dun seem to b able to find one to replace him.
even up till now the feeling is still dere.
but its realli like so over.
i went back zhss today. to take my leaving cert.
the feeling was great.
like im back to somewhere familiar again.
n of coz i noe i will nvr c him.
its like 5plus oredi. like he will b dere.
i tink i wont b able to c him again ba.
unless he ask mi out?? FAT HOPE!
LOLx. im making myself sound like i cant live w/o him sia.
nah. its not dat way.
juz dat. ya. hes still in my heart. like forever?? LOLx.
shall not say much oredi.
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