haha. alrite. i just have to post this.
a great thanks to huimin for wat she bought from america.
abercrombie shirt n victoria's secret.
n oso for wat she bought for my mum.
now i realli realli owe her a lot. ahh. feeling so bad.
LOLx. but im happy today!
deres no exact reason y.
today went bugis wif huimin. coz she wan to walk walk.
i suggested bugis so dat i can surprise momo. LOLx.
n i succeeded! miracles do happen rit. haha.
alrite. anyway. i juz nd to post n tell everyone im happy today!
a million thanks to huimin n am realli glad to hav her as my fren.
coz watever she do she will tink of mi. so nice.
ok. i juz got reminded dat im gonna miss the lan outing tml.
n ya. im going to chiong homework soon. LOLx.

oh ya. i did a good deed today!
i was on my way out n saw tis 2 blind man.
i always c them on my way home taking bus 853.
they were asking for someone to lead them the way.
so i decided to help n bring them to where they wan to go.
well. it realli feels great to help whoever dat nd help. =)

haha. i just wake up! cool right.
LOLx. cannot blame la. had phone conference with cass and jon.
its so cool sharing stories! haha.
n we talk for almost 3 hours i think.
stop talking at abt 3am if i never remember wrongly.

anyway. thats not the main point.
the main point is i never post on christmas or anywhere near.
HAPPY BELATED CHRISTMAS to all!
haha. i know its very late. but it should be okay la.
thanks people for all the wishes and everything.
sorry to joyce and siowyun that i didnt reply your msges.
thats because my phone bill is bursting!
haha. but dont worry. i will be writing cards for you people.
LOLx. get ready to receive it on the 2nd! =D
yeah. and that means i have to start writing all the cards soon.
haha. even before i finish my homework.
come on. im never going to finish it la.
its like crazy. n come to think of it. i really have to chiong lo.
oh ya. back to the christmas thingy.
omg. walking along orchard road on christmas eve was crazy.
on christmas it was much much better.
anyway. thats after my work. so i was with linhui. LOLx.
and for the post christmas private sale. omg.
its like mad n kinda irritating.
coz everybody ask the same question.
'is this having sales?' n when u say no they will just go off.
LOLx. so everything must have sales. ok. watever!
thanks cass, cinny, clar n her fren for visiting on christmas eve.
thanks hongzhen for visiting n the shirt u bought.
thanks alan for coming down 3 days n the chocolate.
oh ya. thanks ger for the card u made. LOLx.
i will return u one soon. w/o all the history =x haha.

i think i missed out quite a lot of things during the holiday coz of my work.
the feeling is damn freaking sian. bit i guess its alrite.
i mean. when skol reopen everything shld b back to normal.
im so so sorie dat i forget to wish nella, cas, victor, jon n tsewei good luck for retest.
n i oni realise it when the tests r over. so so bad.
so i hav decided to write cards for the gals!
coz i noe guys wont take good care of my cards. LOLx.
omg. i got so many cards to write n so much homework to do. im dead.
n huimin juz came back from america not long ago.
im going to meet her today.

alrite. take note people. my phone bill is bursting.
so sorie if i nvr reply ur msg. LOLx.
n i seriously hope new year eve wont b a boring day for mi.

haha. im supposed to psot yesterday.
but end up im too tired n lazy. again. LOLx.
anyway. i was supposed to tok abt sat.
went to study wif ger n jie mei er!
LOLx. shocking? weird combi? yes it is.
first time in my life studying wif my jie mei er.
its alrite la. though its surprising dat hes quiet for more than 1 min! =x
wahaha. n he did his work! omg.
(hes gonna kill mi aft seeing tis. but well. he shld noe betta than i do)
LOLx. im like insulting him here.
haha. so at abt 7 ger nd to go home for dinner.
mi n jie mei er than stop studying.
went for dinner at yishun. first time in his life. LOLx.
n we had our emo tok. haha.
im glad he felt the way i do.
so dats abt it. we tok for abt 2hours n went home.
was like emo-ing throughout the nite la.
haha. shit. im telling pple im emo again.
but seriously. emo-ing is nth for mi. LOLx.
n i was so god damn happy when i received my bro's msg.
the same time as i took out my phone.
haha. dats realli damn cool.
n i thank him for tokin to mi when i realli nd someone to tok to.
though i didnt tell him much abt everything.
i juz nd someone to tok abt anithing.
of coz i hav to thank cass n jie mei er for tokin to mi dat day =)

yesterday fiona told mi the bad news of not having stayover on new year eve.
oh man. its gonna b so boring! LOLx.
i shall c wat else i can do =)

well. working days r tiring for mi.
esp. during christmas period.
omg. cant realli stop n rest. LOLx.
its like. busy busy n busy. even today.
a monday when deres supposed to b v little pple.
anyway. yay! linhui is oso working on christmas =p
thanks clar n fren for visiting taka today.
thanks momo n fren for finding mi today too.
n im off tml! wahaha. alright. dats abt all =)

regrets in life...

got a little bit of time to post.
coz today im gonna start work kinda late.
anyway. actually i got nth much to say.
yesterday nat asked mi hows work.
i told her work is juz work.
LOLx. wat a lame ans.
but alright la. tis time is a bit of diff.
i noe a lot of pple from my company.
i noe my seniors. i noe pple abt my age.
shelmin. ivy. venus. linhui.
well. i guess yesterday was the last day i will c ivy.
but we will keep in contact ba.
n mayb today is the last day i will c shelmin too.
i hav learnt quite a lot from her.
n we hav been going for breaks tgt.
pple from the same company arent supposed to go tgt la.
but we manage to! haha.
omg. she got a bf dat lasted for more than 3 years oredi.
nth abt it. juz tink dat its cool. haha.
i will still b seeing venus n linhui.
another thing. i will b working on christmas and eve.
come on pple. i dun like pple to tink dat its a sad thing or watever.
n no. its not a lonely christmas. or anithing.
its fine working on dat day esp. when i dunno wat else i can do.
the oni thing i dread is walking along orchard road aft my work.
dere will b so many pple.
something i dread. but it may turn out alright.
dats always the case.

yes. im not very happy right now.
but i guess i only need a few days to recover.
thanks for letting me understand.
though this time i really dont know the reason.
it just ended. without me knowing.
if thats what you want.
i dont seriously know what i want.
i dont exactly know whats best for me.
but i will be used to it. i can survive.
maybe this time i really learn a lesson.

i was back to work on monday!
wahaha. was trying to take a risk.
c whether i can survive the 8hours.
monday was a v rush day.
coz had exco meeting in skol at 9am.
so i asked to work at a ltr time instead.
so start work at oni 2.
sunday i oni slp for abt 3hours.
coz of my queasy stomach. i cant take it.
n monday i almost reach my limit.
but it was ok la. i still manage to work until 10.
wif my blocked ear. LOLx. sian lo.
i seriously cant hear v clearly now.
i hope hope hope it will recover soon.
the meeting end at abt 12pm n the original plan was to go cass hse.
but shes slping! LOLx. n i cant wake her up.
its alrite cass. dun apologise again. haha.
so i faster rush home n grab some bite.
coz im pretty hungry n everything.
n i manage to reach my work place on the dot.

today had my off day. LOLx.
they actually ask mi to work today.
but i realli tink i shld rest n im meeting daredevils.
went shopping wif ger n clar today.
but i nvr buy anithing. coz i nvr c many nice things.
haha. then aft dat meet mingli for dinner.
daredevils meeting w/o ong jiayan again. LOLx.
well. busy wif ur blog shop huh.
shall forgive u for ur absence. haha. =x
actually nth much la huh.
hope nxt time i go shopping can c something i like.
aft dat all of them rushing home to watch little nonya.
but still. they miss quite a bit i guess.
oh. thanks hongzhen for going to taka today.
sorie dat im not dere. but u saw liangping! LOLx.

sometimes i really really want to talk to you.
sometimes i really really dont know how i feel.
im really sorry for whatever that has happen the past few days.
i have no idea whats happening too.

you are still the best and the right one after all.

tis song is damn sweet! =p
now i noe where jiahong n cass get their quotes from.

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 - CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked to mine
And let the music be your guide

[Troy:]
Won't you promise me
[Gabriella:]
Now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget
[Troy:]
We'll keep dancing
[Gabriella:]
To keep dancing
[Both:]
Wherever we go next

[Both:]
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

[Troy:]
And you can't keep us apart
[Gabriella:]
Even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart
[Troy:]
Cause my heart is
[Gabriella:]
Cause my heart is
[Both:]
Wherever you are

[Both:]
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Both:]
Oh, no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

[Both:]
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

oh man. im having fever for days again.
hais. weak to the max la. omg.
for dat im gonna miss 3 days of work.
n 2 off days. makes up a total of 5 days.
not like im having some free days or watever.
im staying at home feeling kinda terrible.
y do i always get sick n take so long to recover =(
n yesterday the fever was so so bad.
from 37.6 straight up to 39.4
no matter wat i hav to go c a doc.
so i dragged myself out of bed to c a doc.
had ear infection oso. dats not the first time.
n sometimes its pain to the max. cant even slp.
well. aft i c the doc is much much betta.
but still. i hav not recover. hais.
having no appetite for days.
its either porridge or bread. no fish!
anyway. will feel like vomiting aft eating too much.
too much meaning the normal portion.
which means i eat realli v little.
n dat oni means im gonna get more n more thin.
alright. dats not something to b happy abt.
i nd more time to get fat =(
n fiona will call mi something else instead of ms slender.

alright. im here to apologise too.
sorie to pple whom i nvr reply on msn coz im slping.
n for those who ask mi whether i hav recovered.
the ans is obvious. not yet. but hopefully soon.
oh ya. n v sorie to ONG JIAYAN.
coz she came my hse yesterday.
supposedly to study. but end up c mi slping.
so in the end she oni come for less then 4 hours.
realli v sorie abt dat.
hope u visit my blog soon to c tis la huh.
nxt time i will nvr ask my fren to come my hse.
when im sick n tired. coz i will b slping.

oh ya. THANKS ONG JIAYAN.
for the clothes dat u bought. haha.

sometimes i wonder who i am to you.
i cant help but to think that im not the girl.
and im sorry that im being too serious.

alrite. i was supposed to post yesterday.
but end up im v tired n everything.
most importnatly, im lazy. watever.

a warning to everyone dat im in a v bad mood now.
so i will juz b pissed by everything.
dun ask mi y. i guess deres no particular reason.
hais. but when im pissed i will feel like crying.
so the feeling is like shit.
anyway. the main point is. dont bother.

yesterday was my mum's birthday.
actually i cant realli post abt tis rit now.
coz im not in the right mood.
but i hav to. since im oredi here.
so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUM!
belated bcoz i post it today n not yesterday.
celebrated her birthday on monday.
well. din tai fung again. im so sick of the food dere now.
but dat day i end work at 6.30pm. omg. early for the first time.
n went to find my 3rd sis wif her hubby n my nephew.
god. hes so damn playful n hyper.
i cant imagine having a kid like him in future.
well. mayb i wont hav any kid anyway.

alrite. so now i shall tok abt yesterday.
some of us meet up wif simeon who is back from australia.
sad la. come back for NS.
but well. he shld b happy to c us!
i oni meet them aft my work which is like abt 9pm?
feel so bad to keep them waiting.
in the end we nvr realli do much things.
juz play, laugh n tok then aft dat we go home.
they went for movie n dinner b4 dat.
unfortunately, i cant join them.
but its alrite man! deres always the nxt time.
we took pics though. mi wif the ugly black shirt.
anyway. will upload it once i get it.
n i tink its realli cool dat we meet up once in a while.
we still tok n everything.

anyway. i made new frens yesterday.
at my workplace. n i went for break wif one of them.
we went to 7-eleven n suddenly i tink of someone.
dat someone whom nobody will ever believe dat i tink of.
i suddenly rmb how well he treat mi last time.
buying stuff for mi when he go oversea.
buying my favourite chocolates for mi.
printing all the good n impt notes for mi.
n even buying assessment book for mi.
all of these i nvr ask from him. but he did it.
some pple may find tis v familiar.
n i guess its pretty obvious who im tokin abt.
i juz realli realli wan to say thanks n oso v sorie.
though we didnt realli tok tis yr n not anymore.
i dunno whether u still visit my blog like u always do.
juz wan to thank you for watever u hav done.
im sorie dat i forgot ur birthday tis yr.
but ya. realli didnt mean to.

anyway. sorie frens if i nvr reply ur msg.
coz sometimes my phone cant receive msg or reply.

alrite. a few pics dat we took when we go nat's hse.
of coz deres more. oni upload selected few. LOLx.


tis is wat fiona made for us. we oni rmb to take a pic of it when its almost finished. LOLx.




tis is us! natalie. mi. fiona.




haha. spastic! xD




our star! =p



of course deres more pics. but im not going to upload all. haha.


maybe its better this way 'cause i know you don't care.

oh man. im tired tired n tired. LOLx.
yesterday or mayb shld say tis morning.
went to liangping's hse for overnite mahjong.
its crazy! play all the way from abt 4 to nearly 12.
*faint* by abt 9plus or ever earlier my body oredi aching.
mi n ping manage to catch up a bit while waiting for kimwei.
i tink its realli cool. haha.
but hey man. dun worry abt mi. coz im alrite =)
i realli feel glad dat i hav frens like u pple.
can meet up laugh, tok n everything.
mayb we shld realli meet up during christmas??
its gonna b cool having primary skol gathering again.
LOLx. dun tok abt winning or losing.
zhang liangping will nvr take money from mi!
so in the end i nvr even pay for my 'dinner' yesterday.
thanks ah. i noe i owe u 2 meals. haha.
nvr let it bcome 3 pls.
its been long since i met kimwei.
so im realli happy to c him =)

in the end i reach home at abt 1 n im supposed to meet ger.
but im too tired to move n everything.
so i suggested her to come my hse instead.
the original plan was to study n run.
but running was cancelled coz i cant run w/o slp.
study plan wasnt cancelled but in the end i juz slp =x
wahaha. ok la. not v long wat. 2hours plus?
n so sorie to spoil ger's study plan.
haha. coz she cant seem to study too.
its alright to slack once in a while yeah.
but i will b going to study real soon!
though im still feeling kinda tired. LOLx.
n tml nd to go back to work!
oh man. i kinda dread working now?
aft work tml then going to cele my mum's birthday =)

it's friends who make me see my worth.
it's friends who really care for me.
it's friends who I can really depend on.
THANKS FRIENDS! =D

alrite. i shall post now since im free.
but i dont think it will b a happy post.
in fact i tink it will b quite boring. LOLx.

its all abt working tis week.
have been working at taka from mon to fri.
n today. i broke my record.
working for 11 hours. cool? haha.
the seniors r kinda irritating in the beginning.
but well. aft dat i tink they r ok =)
ok. actually nth much abt work.
its juz busy busy n busy.
n now my legs r realli tired.

i question myself abt being online.
y m i on msn at tis time?
deres oni one simple reason.
well. im not going to say.
i expected something yesterday n i got my disappointment.
u will never believe i cry over it.
u will never know how it feels to come online wif hope.
n in the end. deres nth. forget it.
frens. dun bother asking mi wat happen.
dun bother asking mi whether im ok.
i will juz tell u im fine. so no point asking.

oh man. indo ocip pple r back.
welcome back to singapore! LOLx.
i noe u all hav realli enjoyed the trip.
bon voyage to huimin n jiayan.
huimin is going america wif her bf. 3 weeks!
n jy. i tink going wif her family to malaysia?
not v sure abt dat.
but anyway. i will miss them =)
n simeon is coming back to singapore!

oh ya. thanks yj n jy for toking to mi dat day.
i noe my attitude was quite bad.
n i didnt reallise absorb much bcoz of my mood.
sorie dat i didnt bother to tell the whole story.
coz anyway. deres no story. deres nth to tell.

to nat: haha. ya. i realise aft i post it. but then nvm la huh. u juz added something to the post! haha. n oh ya. thanks for the msg dat day =)

ok. dats all. told u its gonna b a boring post.