25th september 2006.
yeah. dats was the day when everything started.
i hav no feelings n thoughts.
bcoz nth changed.
its juz the status n the date.
n our PROMISE.

im waiting for dat day.
when u realise everything.
wat i hav been keeping in my heart.
i dun feel like saying anithing at all.
i juz hope its not too late.
to cherish someone b4 they r gone.

GUYS DUN WORTH MY TEARS.

i will try realli hard not to cry for guys anymore.
those who hurt mi arent any gd guys.

i was waiting for a good ans.
in fact many gd ans.
to my disappointment.
i get none of it.
but nvm.
i keep reminding myself.
guys dun worth my tears.
still. i cry. LOLx.
im trying to. alrite.

y do guys hurt gals anyway??
most of the time. i dunno y.
sometimes they do it for gd reasons.
dats wat they say everytime.
but mayb to the gals.
it isnt gd at all.
guys. pls dun make any decision which u tink may make the gals happy.
it may not. pls ask the gals b4 making any decision.
u may not noe wat they r tinkin.
u may not noe how they realli feel.
by leaving the gals.
its definitely making them sad oni.
IF. u love the gal.
give her the happiness dat u wan her to hav.
n not give up n allow others to give her.
dats not the rite way.
if u love her. n she love u.
hold on to it. nvr let go.
if she doesnt love u at all.
let her go.
but make sure.
U REALLI LOVE THE GAL.

arghh. im stressed out!!!
sobx. sobx.
have been crying not the whole afternoon.
juz a few times lo.
feel stressed or irritated then cry lo.
like got depression hor??
i dunno la.
have been studying.
then suddenly got headache. body ache.
oso dunno y.
lazy to go buy things to eat.
so end up eat maggi mee.
guess this is why im so thin ba.
but seriously. oredi eat more than last time lo.
now. i tink canot le ba.
i muz save money.
for my hp bill. for my expenses.
SAVE MONEY!!!
sobx. sobx.
i guess this is why im stressed out too.
money money money.
can i dun trouble abt wat i wan to buy.
can i dun trouble abt my hp bill.
can i dun trouble abt money. hais.

juz saw a meaningful nick.
love is when u shed a tear n u still love him. its when he loves another girl. u smile n say im happy for u. when all u do is cry.

seriously. now nobody knows wat im tinkin.
i dunno who to tell. i dunno who will understand.
i dun even noe how i shld say.
or even how i shld type of the blog.
so i can do nth abt it.
keep it wif mi. tink n tink n tink.
last but not least. cry.
dats mi. dats juz mi.
i guess one day when im ready to open up.
to tell everybody how i feel.
i will juz say out ba.
but not now. i dunno how to.
feeling quite xin ku rit now.
but come to tink of it.
im oredi fortunate enough.
at least i hav boyfriends who treat mi gd.
but dats when they truly love mi.
mayb dats gd enough??
but i tink i still hav to thank them.
mayb bcoz i juz dun treat them gd enough.
in some ways or the other.
it may b my fault.
dat cause an ending to the relationship.
IM SORIE.

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ANYTHING.

HAHA. surprise!!! im gonna post today. n im gonna say something more surprising.

I LOVE MY FAMILY.
my dad. my mum. my sisters!!! i miss them so much. =(
sobx.

HAHA. anyway. tis holiday do nth much.
juz gonna highlight a few days.

tuesday. mi, zengying n sophia went kushinbo. LOLx. ok la. its a jap buffet. we stay dere for ard 2 hours. then we went shopping. we went marina square. sophia finding the groove nations. end up we found the arena. n we saw ryan. took a picture wif him.



nah. dats the pic. LOLx. somehow i like tis hair of mine. im gonna let it grow!!! =p

ok. nxt will b thursday. i bought the bag i saw at jurong point. HAHA. its not damn nice. its not damn ex. its juz wat i like. =) happy happy. damn happy. a gift frm adrian. THANK YOU. hehe. friday we went to eat sakae sushi. hmm. spend quite alot during tis holiday. im gonna save back. dun worry. HAHA.

saturday is an irritating day. a v sad day. i cry for 4hours until 4am. my eyes swell. =( all bcoz of who??? adrian chew. hais. its not totally bcoz of him oso. its juz dat im sad + wat he say = cry 4 hours lo. HAHA. we quarrel. n i hate the things he say. wow. its like the end of my life. but nvm. its over. everything is ok now. hehe.

oh ya. i went to c the taka lion dance competition on wed. im sad la. terry they all lose. =( everytime i go watch they lose one. sobx. im like a jinx. they muz win. they hav to win. hope they will win the nxt time =)

hmm. i guess dats all? though deres like alot of things to say. but lazy to type. lazy to tink. LOLx. ok la. end here. bye.

mi n adrian de bird park tickets.




souvenirs bought frm bird park. PARROTS!


adrian n mi. at my favourite place.


*smile*


mi at my favourite place.


breakfast he made on 2nd sept.

HAHA. now then update youth day de neoprints. =x

















3b girls. mi chun ger. =p

haha. i said i will post means i will post. today was fun. how can i not post. =p

u see. now is the beginning of holiday. TEACHERS' DAY. LOLx. n i went to the bird park! so long nvr go le. HAHA. its not childish or wat ok. its FUN. u noe. FUN. LOLx.

anyway. wish all the teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY. i doubt any teacher will c too. beginning of holiday oso equals to the beginning of doing all the homework n revision. HAHA. but im still going out ok. i will. =p how can i not enjoy during a holiday. LOLx.

today i went to the BIRD PARK!!! ok la. i will try not to b so excited. it was fun. if deres a camera. it will b more fun. LOLx. still took some pictures today. but not at bird park. i guess i can upload some of them?? LOLx.

hmm. wat else. i shall not say the sad things here. although dere is. its not oni abt one person. more than one thing wif more than one person. yeah. but i have to say something to some pple.

put urself into other pple's shoe.
wat happen to others esp. the one u hate may happen to u as well.
wat if u r the one who is the victim??
tink abt it.

its all up to u.
u wanna hate mi.
u wanna ignore mi.
u wanna get out of my life.
u choose wat u wan.
n if u chose to b liddat.
so be it.
i will nvr let anyone affects mi.
its not i dun care or wat.
its juz dat i tink tis is wat i realli shldnt care.
LOLx. crap.

ok la. will upload the pics soon! =)