HAHA. i think many pple sure think i pon skol one lo. no hor. realli sick. having fever. just dat getting betta le. hehe. but still under medication ok. im still going to ms lam farewell party. muz go. hav to go. last day lei. how can dun go.
miracle happen??? i update blog lei. HAHA. I UPDATE BLOG LEI. aft so long. hmm. gonna write some thoughts here???
wat shld i say. ms lam last day in zhss today lei. sad sia. i dun wan mr poh. i dun wan male form teacher. except mr lee. HAHA. die die oso muz go the farewell party lo. no matter how much i tink i will miss her?? i guess i wun show it on my face lo. dats mi. care for pple oso dun wan to show de. LOLx. who cares. hope can keep in touch wif her?? then ask her out for gathering sometimes. issit possible??
ok. nxt. abt something which i hav tot for v long. still. im tinkin. LOLx. quite fan la. but i just wanna b happy. i just wanna c them happy too. i realli tink im v xing fu le. no matter how sad n hurtful the endings of every relationship are. within the period whereby the guy realli love mi. i guess im the most xing fu de. at least i realli tink so. so i shld b happy?? though the endings r sad. LOLx. zhen de. it hurts during the breakup. but the memories r realli unforgettable ones. dats the best part of every relationship?? yes. aft every relationship i tot of going back again. the happy times. in the beginning i tot it was possible. bcoz at dat time i realli love him alot alot alot. until i feel like dying when he leave mi. the funny part is. at dat time he tot dat it is impossible to go back. yet now. when i tink dat it is impossible. he tot it is possible. i dunno y issit impossible. i dun wanna tink. i just wanna c them happy. i dunno how i feel now. i oni noe i dun wan c him sad. do i love him? do i still wanna go back? i dunno. i seriously dunno. so pls. dun ask mi anymore. all u hav to do is to b happy. zhen de. i dun blame u for wat u did last time. i dun even wan to rmb dat. JUST BE HAPPY =)
BGR sometimes realli sucks. yeah. but its gd to hav someone by ur side when u realli nd one. dat time ms rozianna tok abt BGR. n she started saying. if u alwaz get hurt in a relationship n get affected by it. ask urself. are you ready for a relationship?? seriously i tink age doesnt matter at all. who say at our age we cant hav a life partner?? mayb we cant. but u will nvr noe. but if u cant even b sure dat u all wanna b forever. n u all can b forever. y b together?? to get hurt??? for the thrill of it?? or to get more experience?? dats y pple alwaz say im to into the relationship le. but dats mi. n i tink deres nth wrong wif it. yeah. get hurt until feel like dying. but my conscience r clear. bcoz i noe i didnt do anithing wrong. i love n care for him wif all my heart. so hurt is still betta than regret??? aft a relationship. dun regret dat u nvr treat him gd. dun regret dat u nvr love him wif all ur heart. dun let him to hav a chance to push all the blames to u.
WOW. i guess dats all?? everybody. pls b HAPPY. =)
