HaPpY bIrThDaY tO mYsElF!!!

haha... today my birthday nehz... sure muz post de ma... hmm... today still ok la... but quite busy de... first time i keep v quiet lo... coz dun feel like toking... then a bit sick... dun feel well lei... anyway if jiayan can c tis blog then gd le... i realli cant make myself to say sorie lei... dunno how to say... but u no nd angry until now de ba... make mi dun feel like toking anymore... surely we r still best frens rit... juz bcoz i scold dat thing... u angry until now... treat mi s coldly... u realli dun wanna tok to mi forever le ma??? not dat i nvr tok to u lo... or r u waiting for mi to say sorie??? liddat dunno u hav to wait until when le... not i dun tink i m wrong lo... but dun expect u to b so angry ma... mayb is sad ba... but realli dun mean it lo... haiz... juz to all my frens ba... i m v sorie if i say anithing to hurt u or watever... is my fault ba... but dun used to saying sorie lei... then i dunno how le... u all wan mi how lei... juzz feel v sorie lo... tis few days mood oso not v gd de ma... hope u all can understand lo...

Frenz Forever!!!

Guzheng... 38 Club... dun sad liao wor... we get silver... nvm de... we noe we r the best rit... u all cry... teacher oso cry... liddat so sad nehz... muz rmb dat we r still the best lo... so dun go n tink so much lo... we are forever the best... ZHSS GuZheng Rox!!! other than tis tink dere is nth much to say la... juz v tired lo... tml hav to go back to skol n study le... miss one day lesson lei... sianz... now feel like slacking le... study... study... exam round the corner le...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

frm today onwards... i announce wor... i will b happy de... life still goes on without him... will c a happy mi tml... i will prove to u... life without u is still as good... yeah... wun regret in doing anithing again... FRENZ R FOREVER!!! nvr lose it man... cherish the one beside u who realli cares abt u... who can realli brighten up ur days... nvr drop a tear for someone who dun deserve ur love... i dun care wat pple tink abt mi... i m who i m... no point changing myself... i dun mind spending my time juz to understand someone... coz i believe it is not a waste of time... dere r some pple whom i realli wanna understand de... but then too bad... dun hav the chance... believe mi... i dun hate anyone in tis world... hatred dun make mi feel gd... hope no one will tink i hate him or her... i love everybody... haha... jkjk... anyway.. E5 rox the world!!! first in lower secondary... third in the whole skol... for sports day... jiayou!!! work hard for tis yr nehz... we r not bad de... inter-class bball... muz try to win ya... do spend more time practising... our effort wun waste de... n guzheng 38 club... jiayou!!! SYF reaching wor... but we r oso closer to our goal... dun panic!!! control the speed!!! sianz... tml still hav to go skol... muz work harder... got ART test nehz...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

hmm... shld i wait for u??? can u give mi an ans nehz??? i still cant believe dat u like her... anyway put tis aside ba... it is oredi the past le... but my love for u will nvr change... tml is sports day nehz... our class nvr join much event... but then all the best!!! E5 rox!!! our class bcome more united tis yr le... so happy... haha... E5 jiayou!!! tml muz win nehz... haha... to all zhss guzheng... jiayou nehz!!! 38 club yeah!!! tis yr SYF try to get gold ba... though i got no much confident... but find dat we hav to work hard lo... 26 April... a day to prove ourselves... hmm... shuyuan my kor nehz... haha... he a v gd kor lo... help mi alot lo... i hope we can b kor n mei forever nehz... to fa... frenz forever k... if u all quit skol canot forget mi as ur fren n mei lei... haha... i actually wish we can go out like last time... but seems difficult... if time can travel back... then gd le... mid-yr exam coming liao wor... i will work v hard de... wun let anybody down... wun let myself down... everybody jiayou nehz!!! haha... u all oso work hard in lion n dragon dance k... jiayou!!! if can i go support u all lo... i will wish to do so... but tinkin whether we can b frens for so long le... dun wanna lose contact wif u all nehz...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

haiz... u realli fall in love wif her le ma??? u realli can forget everything juz liddat??? y issit alwaz so easy for guys to let go something... i haven forget nehz... when u msg mi again... i realli dun feel like giving up anymore... wat stupid thingy lo.. when my sis say she dun realli like mi to b wif u... wat i did??? i continue wif u lo... bcoz of wat??? none other than one word... LOVE... haiz... then now u say ur brother dun like us to b together... n tis bcome one of the reason of breaking... actually i tell myself u cant possible like her... u can say all sorts of gd things in front of mi... but i dun tink u n her got dat kind of feelings... if not u oredi break wif mi le isnt it??? then now u say u got some personal reason... y cant tell??? wat issit all abt??? now oredi break liao wor... n u still hav things dun wanna let mi noe... i dun believe u like her... i die die oso dun believe... n y muz u quit skol... y??? cant u juz stay??? not for mi but at least for someone else... can??? haiz... i tot i will b happy nehz... until u msg mi today... damn sad lo... but i keep telling myself dat i cant cry... i die die oso canot cry... bcoz i noe u r not sad abt tis then y m i crying for u??? though u say u wun change ur password... y??? wun remind u of the past??? now i msg u oso v diff le... juz got a feeling dat i cant msg u like last time.. bcoz i cant tok to u like the way i did last time... i cant even force u to tell mi something lo... i dun wanna b frens can??? i wanna b wif u whenever u hav any training or watever... when u r going out... juz wanna b wif u... i noe though i m still ur frens we cant go out like last time... tis is for sure de... haiz... but i cant ask for patch... i noe ur feelings is oredi not dere le... sometimes tink le oso noe no use le... we cant go back to last time le... wo hui xuan zhe fang qi ni shi yin wei wo tai ai ni...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

yeah... though everything has end... i dunno whether the feelings is gone... i juz noe i will alwaz b happy lo... wun like last time le... i tot i will cry until siao like last time lo... but then so happy dat i nvr even drop a tear... i did not change anithing abt the account... juz let it b ba... it may seems dat i like someone else... i admit dat last time i did... but now not any more le.. waiting for a few yrs more ba... haha... my life will surely b more happy de... n believe i will work harder in my studies... hehe... i hav so many frens ard mi... cant let them down wor... wif oni frens... i believe i will b more happy... now oni tinkin how to celebrate my birthday... wanna ask frens out to celebrate wor... dun wanna celebrate oni wif family lo...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

though we tok yesterday... but u keep on mention her... not i wan to tink or wat... but u make mi lose confident le... make mi so sad... still say compare to her i m not gd enough... if u realli tink she betta... n dat u hav lost the feelings for mi... u can tell mi ba... i will give up de... everything muz hav an ending ba... if she is realli betta then y r we dragging it lei... i one month nvr meet u le... u morning oso nvr go to dat bus stop le... tis week u nvr call mi... u r wif her... haiz... she can understand more than i do ba... she can treat u betta than mi ba... she can pei u n i canot ba... i dun wanna compete... v tired... u nvr try to meet mi... nvr ask mi out... go out n play... we canot go back to last time le... do u noe dat... u canot treat mi like last time le... u wun tink i m gd like last time le... we cant go back anymore le... u quit skol she noe b4 mi... u treat mi as stead??? who noe??? i realli love u nehz... dun wish to lose u.. but i oso noe i hav no choice de... haiz... suan le... dropping so much tears for u is no use... do u still care??? i hav to pass u the vcd n the thing... n everything will end le ba... cant bear to let go nehz...

lovee nn misss uu alwazz...

trying to b more mature ba... i try to let u decide... i try not to force u too much... i realli love u nehz... i oni hope ur love for mi will nvr change... can mahx??? can u love mi forever??? i can do so nehz... i noe i will suffer de lo... hmm... actually i oso dunno we end oredi anot lei... u nvr give mi any ans... r u still tinkin??? or u wanna silent break??? up to u ba... i juz hope i can hear ur ans before i forget everything lo... i dun wanna forget... but i scare i sad until i hav no choice... u shld at least reply my msg ba... haiz... if we break how??? i scare i cry nehz... we once we will last forever de... u once say u wun change ur heart de... now lei??? issit still the same??? all bcoz of wat i say dat day... did i hurt u or something??? so wat happen nehz... nobody noe... i ask who oso wun get an ans... do u still love mi??? or u oredi love someone else n forget mi le??? trying to avoid mi mahx??? haiz... i realli dun wan wor... to mi we still hav a long way to go nehz... rmb wat we say last time... n the promise we made... tis time if u break wif mi issit bcoz u dun love mi le??? i dun wanna break nehz... can make mi happy??? ur fren sure noe something de... but they dun wanna tell mi... pls... give mi the ans... tell mi u still love mi... can??? haiz...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

wat i can say is... i was not happy at all... we hardly tok... n realli seems like stranger lo... he can call mi... is juz whether he want anot... he can find mi... juz he wan anot... he can meet mi... juz he wan anot... he can wake up in the morning early... juz dat he wan anot... everything is up to him... realli... last time i can say he got no choice... but i realise he can wake up early bcoz of something... he can call his fren... he can meet his fren... n not mi... i m getting jealous... i find dat i m losing him... i dun like the feeling of him v close to gals... last time wun de... but now will le... dunno y... but the feeling is terrible... i oso cant expect him to change... i shld actually believe in him... but i losing my confident each day lo... haiz... frens n lover... will u still choose lover??? i accept everything he did... i noe he smoked... but i didnt say anithing... i nvr blame him... in my heart i was terrible sad... not angry but sad... bcoz his heart dun hav mi... if his heart hav mi then he wun go n smoke... realli... many things r juz before my eyes... juz dat i m keeping v quiet... i noe how u treat mi... go n tink... did u give mi enough care??? do u realli love mi dat much... i hav decided... i m not going to find u... u shld b the one finding mi... realli... wat can i do... can expect mi to sms to ur mum's hp everyday... if u realli miss mi... realli care abt mi... u will surely find mi de rit... haiz... saddiex...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

hmm... ok la... now we noe how we feel for each other ba... i will love u whole-heartedly... even if u dun... tink u will ba... haha... u may b the oni whom i realli tink we can b together for v long... i canot say forever... coz u wun noe wat will happen nxt... n dat i realli tinkin how long we can last... of coz who dun wish to last lei... dunno y lei... now i will get jealous easily le... last time wun de... but then is not i dun believe u... is i scare dat i lose u... coz i noe i m not treating u v gd... but u hav oso let mi to gain my confident le... thanks... today lao gong late wor... i was abt to go n u suddenly turn up... i tot i wun meet u le... but u r realli late wor... today went for sportsleader duty... quite fun de... friday will oso hav duty... tis whole week all book lo... so ke lian...

LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

i dunno whether it is gd... sometimes i was so happy... bcoz sometimes u realli care for mi... but i oso noe dat wun last... bcoz i noe dere is alwaz a limit in ur care... i hope u yesterday went to chu shi... bcoz i can at least tell myself u r busy n tired... but i noe u went to ujs hse to use pc... tis oso make mi realise dat u hav the time to go online n not calling mi... make mi so sad... yesterday i saw terry n shuyuan at amk... terry tell mi where u r.. but i was tinkin... u can call them... y cant u call mi??? u can meet them... y cant u meet mi??? i tink u r slping now... nvr tink of waking up to meet mi... though we everyday go to skol together... do u tink it is enough??? i was happy dat u wake up for the sake of mi... but i dun wan ur care to b one day or two days... i wan it to b everyday... do u understand??? it is not dat i dun wanna find u... is i cant... even if i msg ur mum hp... u wun noe i m finding u... bcoz the hp is not wif u n u r not at home... wat can i do??? i was tinkin whether u will call mi today... i was tinkin whether i can meet u tml morning... we so long nvr meet le... n u nvr even tot of meeting... if u realli tot of dat then u shld b awake now n call mi... but u didnt... is not dat i dun let u go out or u muz meet mi everyday... but u shld at least call... a few minutes... i m trying to b considerate so as not to blame u... but will u b considerate so as to call mi at least once a day??? sometimes i was tinkin whether i m wrong to love u so much... keep on hurting myself... i cant make myself happy... i cant b happy everyday... i dunno y... juz bcoz u nvr call mi... cant u make our happiness forever??? instead of one or two days... haiz... u may not feel anithing... but u dunno how much i feel... realli...