brought my dog to the vet dat day.
n it realli cost a bomb.
i realli shld work so dat i wont feel bad asking my parents to pay for it.
n 2 weeks ltr i hav to bring him back to the vet.
now every morning n nite i hav to wash his leg n everything.
so i guess. on normal skol days i nd to wake up at 5.30?
i tink abt dere ba. to wash his legs.

i believe problems make one grow.
n as one grow he has more responsibility in life.

yesterday went shopping wif ger.
bought a high waist skirt. LOLx.
ok. it hurts to spend money.
but i dun do dat all the time.

dat day SMITS went out n we took neos!
LOLx. coz we juz noe each other tis year.
nvr had chance to take any neo. so yeah.
i scan all of them but im so lazy to upload =x

when u said no offense i realli feel offended.

u will b out of my heart coz i noe u dun care.

WOOHOO! haha. exams' finally over.
how can i not post today!?!?!
i nvr post for quite some time oredi.
sorie abt dat.
but the worse thing dat can happen to mi tis period of time is.
im sick during promos! god.
fever dat goes off n back again. sucks to the max.
imagine taking exams when u r having fever!
n im coughing like shit. non-stop la. hais.
n ya. now dat exams' over. my fever is gone.
BUT. my cough is still dere. *faint*
nvm. at least now can relax a bit =)
sorie to the pple whom my cough disturbed during the exam.
i tink i wun fail any paper tis time?
coz i realli did studied =)
i wont say i will do well la. but i tink the most fail one paper ba.
seriously hope so. LOLx.

thanks yongjie for the crap the last few days =x
haha. coz i hav been tinkin dat i will die.
as in. i tink i will fail my promos la.
coz i cant study n aft eating medicine feel like slping oredi.
then i cant tink. in my mind deres oni crap.
damn depress dat few days seriously.
so hav to thank him for making mi laugh.
n thank all my frens for their care. =)
thanks Mr Mok for finding classroom for mi jj n bh.
LOLx. we r all sick n having fever.
n our exams venue all in aircon room.
so we had our exams in a separate classroom.
sorie for troubling u but realli thank u for wat u hav done for us. =)
thanks my mum for taking care of mi.
buying medicine. trying all ways to cure my sickness.
its realli quite irritating to cough w/o stopping.
n i tink i finish abt 3 to 4 bottles of cough medicine oredi.
yet. the cough is still dere.
n i c like 2 to 3 docs?? LOLx. total waste of money =x
now dat exams' over. i shall start reading twilight! haha.
see how long i will take la hor =x
mayb i will surprise u pple. haha.

ok. im gonna relax. im gonna enjoy.
b4 i start working on PW again.
be positive. its gonna b over soon! LOLx.

in kinda shock dat i dun feel anithing for u anymore.
or mayb bcoz i noe u like someone else.
or mayb bcoz i hav someone else. LOLx.
but seriously. dat day. i realli tink it thru oredi.
n let it b ba. even if one day we lose contact.
coz eventually we will lead our own life.
i hope tis feeling will last.
coz i nvr wan to b back again.
i dun wan to stuck dere like forever.

i cant deny dat i did feel something.
but. i dun dare to feel it.

im truly affected by it.
did u realli do do dat on mi??
wats the reason of doing so??
questions here and dere.
and hes the oni one who can give mi the ans.
but. im not going to tok to him.
wat m i supposed to do??
juz ignore him??
hais. i nd to noe the true definition of 'moving on'.

when im quiet, it doesnt mean that im happy.
when i didnt talk about anithing, it doesnt mean that nothing has happened.
in fact, everything is just there.

im not happy :(

i didnt go to school today. LOLx.
going to c doc soon. to get MC.
ok la. i dun realli noe wat exactly happen yesterday.
but i didnt set my alarm clock.
i dunno y. mayb coz i was too tired?
i was sick tis few days.
cough sore throat n a bit of flu.
but yesterday i felt betta n went to school.
i find a nd to go skol recently coz promos is coming.
dun wan miss any impt concept.
but anyway. yesterday i realli feel ok.
but when i reach home i start to hav sore throat n everything again.
LOLx. fiona heard my voice la hor.
stop saying i sound man! coz i noe.
haha. n now i almost cant tok at all.
realli no voice oredi. i swear.
luckily oral is over man. if not i will die. LOLx.
n i wake up at 7plus. which is like totally late?
so my mum ask mi stay at home to rest n go c doc.
i tink i shld oso. take one day of break go back skol tml.
juz dat today is thursday. im missing a lot of lesson.
so i tink im going skol ltr to copy today's notes.
n oso coz i cant study bio at home. LOLx. will fell aslp.
so i tink its betta if i go skol n study.

anyway. got a few pple nd to thank.
thanks huimin for being a nice fren.
thanks jonny for being a nice fren n thanks for the cake.
LOLx. i realli got a shock dat day.
coz seriously. i no nd a cake for apology. haha.
moreover. u r oredi forgiven!
but still. thanks for waking up early to bake the cake.
sorie abt dat oso. LOLx.
thanks cass for sharing wif mi.
thanks jiayan for listening to mi most of the time.
thanks all my frens la hor. =)
thanks Mr Tan. nat told mi oredi. haha.
sorie if dat para disturbs u.
but im seriously alrite. its juz some reflection.
i mean in some point of time sure a bit emo??
type a bit here nvm one rit. LOLx.
but still. thanks for ur concern.
n thanks for visiting my blog n tagged!
unlike some pple. visit le nvr tag. =x LOLx.
juz kidding ok. pple. dun take it to heart. haha.

ok. i nd to study nd to study nd to study.
LOLx. im convincing myself.
will upload photos soon! =)

oh man. im such a slacker. LOLx.
i nvr study for days??
but ok la. i promise myself to chiong aft dat.
i have been watching 命中注定我爱你.
come on. its v nice. once u start it u cant stop it.
LOLx. ok. so i chiong finish dat show.
finish the last ep today! haha.
then i tell myself i muz realli start studying oredi.
i tink im dead la. nvm. 加油，黄欣怡。
ok. i tink im crazy over dat show. LOLx.
n i went to find the soundtrack today. found it!

anyway. i went out to explore today!
LOLx. i went to exchange my cable for the external hard disk.
the reason y i say i explore.
bcoz i dunno where issit. haha.
but i manage to find my way dere! cool rit.
finding an unknown place on ur own can b fun. haha.
reach home then study abit. but im tired oredi.

its holiday tis week!
but no feel of holiday at all. LOLx.
tue n wed go to skol. until so late.
the rest of the days like studying?
but ok. im not realli studying.
but realli no holiday mood la! LOLx.
n its coming to an end soon.
tml going to cele grandfather's birthday.
shld i go for the ktv? i dun tink i shld.
i shld go home n study!

LOLx. i realise i v long nvr post oredi. omg.
i didnt even wish my class happy birthday.
nvm la hor. anyway oni abt 14 of us went??
the usual pple. kinda disappointing but yeah.
mr n mrs mok was dere too.
LOLx. we went to eat at cafe cartel.
aft dat both of them left.
so we go marina square. pool n arcade.
LOLx. pool is so fun!
ok. took some ugly pics. might upload soon.
deres a lot of photos to upload. but im lazy =x haha.

im too lazy to type out the maluating GP make-up lesson.
mayb tok abt dat when im realli free ba. LOLx.

had our last inline skating lesson on wed.
the last lesson was realli fun.
coz we had our lesson in a carpark due to wet weather.
but i believe all of us had great fun. realli.
though albert was not dere.
LOLx. i haven realli thank the instructor.
esp. albert n jon. coz they taught mi! haha.
albert. hes now in china. beijing i tink? dun rmb. LOLx.
mayb tok to him when hes back ba.
jon. bandana man. 华文老师. bcoz his chi v good.
haha. the one who call mi 呱呱妹.
LOLx. he like to give pple nickname la.
but anyway. he stop calling mi dat oredi. so nvm.
mike didnt realli teach mi. so ya.
its over oredi. juz hope dat if i go skating again i will c them. LOLx.
fun instructors realli.

yesterday huimin suddenly tell mi she will drop by my hse.
n she say shes gonna bring mooncake for mi n mum.
my god. so sweet rit. LOLx.
i realli wan to thank her.
but i dont know how to express my gratitude.
i feel bad dat i nvr hav time to meet her up.
no matter wat. u will b my BFF! =)

i tink everybody is busy wif their own things.
w/o realising dat they lose something.
neglecting pple they shldnt hav.
sometimes i ask myself.
wats the point of studying when in the end all u hav is a proper job?
in the end u might juz lose ur family frens etc.
wats the point of earning lotsa money in the future when u dun hav the chance to take good care of ur family, repay them for wat they hav done for u.

we are the same.
living in denial when we noe the truth.
why.

我相信上天的安排，
遇见你是我一生中最快乐的事。
就算我们不再联络，不再见面，
你永远会在我心里深处的一个角落。
也许我这辈子都不会忘记你，
但我会把你当作我生命背后的故事。
我不会活在自己的梦境里。
在这现实生活里，我会变得更坚强
命中注定我爱你。