LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

i dunno whether it is gd... sometimes i was so happy... bcoz sometimes u realli care for mi... but i oso noe dat wun last... bcoz i noe dere is alwaz a limit in ur care... i hope u yesterday went to chu shi... bcoz i can at least tell myself u r busy n tired... but i noe u went to ujs hse to use pc... tis oso make mi realise dat u hav the time to go online n not calling mi... make mi so sad... yesterday i saw terry n shuyuan at amk... terry tell mi where u r.. but i was tinkin... u can call them... y cant u call mi??? u can meet them... y cant u meet mi??? i tink u r slping now... nvr tink of waking up to meet mi... though we everyday go to skol together... do u tink it is enough??? i was happy dat u wake up for the sake of mi... but i dun wan ur care to b one day or two days... i wan it to b everyday... do u understand??? it is not dat i dun wanna find u... is i cant... even if i msg ur mum hp... u wun noe i m finding u... bcoz the hp is not wif u n u r not at home... wat can i do??? i was tinkin whether u will call mi today... i was tinkin whether i can meet u tml morning... we so long nvr meet le... n u nvr even tot of meeting... if u realli tot of dat then u shld b awake now n call mi... but u didnt... is not dat i dun let u go out or u muz meet mi everyday... but u shld at least call... a few minutes... i m trying to b considerate so as not to blame u... but will u b considerate so as to call mi at least once a day??? sometimes i was tinkin whether i m wrong to love u so much... keep on hurting myself... i cant make myself happy... i cant b happy everyday... i dunno y... juz bcoz u nvr call mi... cant u make our happiness forever??? instead of one or two days... haiz... u may not feel anithing... but u dunno how much i feel... realli...