LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

wat i can say is... i was not happy at all... we hardly tok... n realli seems like stranger lo... he can call mi... is juz whether he want anot... he can find mi... juz he wan anot... he can meet mi... juz he wan anot... he can wake up in the morning early... juz dat he wan anot... everything is up to him... realli... last time i can say he got no choice... but i realise he can wake up early bcoz of something... he can call his fren... he can meet his fren... n not mi... i m getting jealous... i find dat i m losing him... i dun like the feeling of him v close to gals... last time wun de... but now will le... dunno y... but the feeling is terrible... i oso cant expect him to change... i shld actually believe in him... but i losing my confident each day lo... haiz... frens n lover... will u still choose lover??? i accept everything he did... i noe he smoked... but i didnt say anithing... i nvr blame him... in my heart i was terrible sad... not angry but sad... bcoz his heart dun hav mi... if his heart hav mi then he wun go n smoke... realli... many things r juz before my eyes... juz dat i m keeping v quiet... i noe how u treat mi... go n tink... did u give mi enough care??? do u realli love mi dat much... i hav decided... i m not going to find u... u shld b the one finding mi... realli... wat can i do... can expect mi to sms to ur mum's hp everyday... if u realli miss mi... realli care abt mi... u will surely find mi de rit... haiz... saddiex...