Monday, October 10, 2005

a tiring day

lolx... today went to MingLi hse... then suntan... then swim... then play pool... then lastly go out of coz... lolx... went to far east... then aft dat heeren... take one neoprint nia... actually wan two de... but too bad la... went to find jobs... shld say quite successful or not successful at all lei... i dunno... but then anyway is super tired la... sunburn!!! cant say i dun wan sunburn la... go suntan then is surely tio sunburn one ma... juz dat it is damn pain... damn red too... lolx... heck la... happy jiu hao... hmm... tis few days nvr tok to him much le... he busy ma... i believe him la... he will msg mi when he feels like de... tink he wun forget mi??? lolx... but then i dunno lei... he n my other ex r diff... how to say lei... juz gave mi a diff feeling lo... mi n him belong to a real mature relationship... i dunno is good or bad la... i dunno whether bcoz we r not suitable then liddat... or bcoz it is time for mi to settle down n go for my v last relationship... actually i realli dunno... a bit luan... sometimes a bit fan... tml nehz... actually wanna go out together de... i tink i noe wat we can do la... juz dat he today like so busy playing his soccer... till now haven msg mi... dunno is forgot or realli haven play finish... suan le... i wun blame him de... if he rmb our date tml then go out lo... dun rmb then forget it lo... it is not a muz for mi to go out too... lolx... hmm... i juz feel like tokin abt some of my ex... in fact all?? but dun wanna name them la...

first one... in primary skol de... P6... tis relationship to mi now is juz puppy love... not serious de la... cant b serious too... i dun tink he truly love mi too... though it seems like we both like each other v long le... lolx...

second one... hmm... P6 to Sec 1 de... during the holiday ba... at first like him a little nia... aft dat more le... then y break i oso forgot le... but juz a short period nia... lolx... paiseh ah...

third one... in Sec 1... n tis one we break n patch... break n patch... dunno y la... not quarrel or watever... juz he look down on himself... but now is no feeling le... mayb he did come back to mi... but i will say no... coz realli no feeling... moreover i dun tink he truly love mi... n i will nvr give him a chance to hurt mi anymore...

fourth one... oso in Sec 1... but nehz... tis is in between the third one... the period which we r separated... hmm... sad to say dat it is juz one day... he is damn good... but i dun get used to the way he treats mi... then tink not suitable then break lo... tis is the first time i wanna break... but dun tink i make the wrong choice la...

fifth one... oso in Sec 1... oso between the period which i was separated frm the third one... tis is the oldest stead i hav ever had... n oso he is much more experiences... tis period is short too... coz not suitable... n somemore i was juz a kid... lolx...

now... the latest one... Sec 2... tis one is a memorable one... coz i love him quite long ba... he oso love mi quite long le... n somehow i believe is fate which bring us together... everytime things happen juz as if fate is helping us... dun nd to explain much... go to my archive n u will noe... tis blog is actually for him... but find it troublesome to make a new one... i love him v much... zhen de... but he hurts mi too much le... not once nia... although sad... i will nvr give u the chance to hurt mi again...

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