heya... everybody... lolx... im so high now...

lolx... kk... guess wat... i hav make a decision... which make mi somehow excited... n somehow happy a little... yup... yup... i hav decided to bcome his 'suitor'... v weird rit... im not trying to make known to everybody... im juz tyring to take note of tis day... bcoz can say dat i nvr b a suitor b4 la... bcoz u all shld noe... tis is a job of a guy... n he say... is up to mi... juz dat i may get hurt... fine... bcoz now i juz feel like doing stuff for him... making him happy n everything... dats y till now i still tinkin whether i shld give him the 5th month card... bcoz i scare he will go crazy or something liddat... hmm... shld i or shld i not... still tinkin... still tinkin... nvm... anyway... it doesnt matter...

but i b his suitor oni bcoz i wanna love him... i wanna take care of him... i wanna make him happy... i wanna treat him gd... yup... dats all... i no nd him to accept mi... i no nd him to love mi... i realli realli hope he will b happy la... i oredi dunno whether i can b by his side anymore... everything is up to him lo... i dun tink i will get hurt la... bcoz i do things willingly... n expect no return... i oni hope he will b happy... i oni hope he wun feel frustrated... i dun nd him to forgive mi oso... yup... yup... then i hav been tinkin... if he nvr tell mi the ans even b4 june holiday... r we not going to meet each other... i mean c each other... for 1 month... u noe the diff??? to go skol for one month n to hav holiday for one month... u all shld noe la... yup... yup... we will c how ba...