Sunday, April 02, 2006

sadness still appear

damnit... i spend so much time in sditing one of my blog skins... yet... i cant use it!?! qi si wo le... anyway... tis skin will juz stay here until im free... until i found somemore skins... sianz... tis week is test week... is oso PFT week... oh no... i tink i will fail tis yr... i would like to try... i would like to train... but i dun hav the determination... as long as i noe it is juz a training... i can slack throughout... n dats mi towards sports... haiz... i realli wanna train!!! but i tink it is too late to train now... how i wish we can juz fail it n nobody cares... no nd retest n everything... then at least i wun feel sad abt it... i mean go tink so much abt it... i dun wan to suffer aft the test by failing it... no way!!! my stamina is getting worst... i dunno y... i fail like skipping PE... but at the same time... telling myself... i cant... i hav to train... i dun hav time to train aft skol... i shld at least train for PE... haiz... i realli dunno... tis week realli sucks... somemore friday is sports day... sad to say dat we gonna hav sports day on a weekday... which means we still hav to study... wat a tonpid skol... sianz...

tok abt other things then... i dunno y... but somehow when nth happen... i will still tink of the sadness... whether is tinkin abt my sis... whether is all the past relationship... i will still tink of the past... most of it is sad... nvr happy...

now studying hist... o... ya... i oso hav to study lit... hehe... dats all for today...

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