Sunday, October 15, 2006

arghh. who is dere to save mi frm all tis.
i lose everything. u means everything.
wats the point rit.
a guy who can live without u.
a guy who dun even care abt u rit now.
y r u crying. y r u sad.
y cant u let go of him. sobx.
m i dat weak.
arghh. y muz u do tis to mi.
u noe its terrible. u noe its terrible.
im not like u.
u hav all ur frens who can go crazy n happy wif u.
i hav frens. but i depend too much on u.
i feel weird calling them out.
i feel weird not to tok on phone everyday b4 i slp.
i go out wif frens. staring into blank space.
im sorie dat i feel tis way.
im sorie dat i didnt let u go juz liddat.
im sorie dat makes u feel irritated.
dat juz not wat i wan.
who wan to b sad. i wan my happiness.
hais. i dunno. i dunno. i dunno.
can u give it back to mi??
y take them away frm mi. WHY.

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