i tot i wun post for a period of time.
but i had a dream. a nightmare last nite.
its still in my mind. so clearly.
mayb its all true.
a dream which can somehow make mi cry.
a dream which i nvr wan it to happen.
i dunno y im so sad.
its juz a dream. its juz a dream.
even if its true. i shldnt cry.
arghh. if its true juz accept it.

i ask for improvement in mi.
i tell myself. i will prove to the guys.
im not wat they tink i m.
dats the reason i somehow change le ba.
im stronger now. unlike last time.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!