arghh. im sick =( when one is having fever. the whole body feel numb. yes. 2 days nvr go to work le. nvr go work yet cant do my homework. sick how to do homework. =( sianz. gonna chiong le la.

anyway. tink abt somethings as well. i wanna thank him. even though watever he is doing now seem so sucky. like an asshole. i still wanna thank him. i dunno the reason of him doing tis. too irritating or watsoever. i dun care. bcoz i still believe dat i hav no wrong. making him stress or watsoever. i dun tink its rit for him to do dat to mi either. im not gonna push all the blames to him. so dun do dat to mi as well. anyway. its over. juz like wat he say dat day. the game is over. rit. i dun understand y he nd to lie to mi. i dun hav to understand. but he did lie to mi. dats a fact. promises r meant to b broken. dats wat he told mi dat day as well. watever hurting words came out frm his mouth. i wun forget. i tink i rmb every single word dat he say. rit. i shld let go n forget everything juz like wat he did. dun worry. i will.

but i nd to thank him. bcoz i noe the reason i like him. last time. all the happy times. r wat he gave to mi. i noe the reason i cried aft everything is over. bcoz of the happy times as well. yes. he can make everybody happy. although when everything is over its like shit. i still thank him for giving mi those happy times. n bcoz of him as well. i understand alot of things. abt guys. dat change my tinkin. almost everything. im no longer last time de mi. not the same anymore. i dunno whether its a gd thing. but somehow it makes my life miserable too. i rather im someone who is so stupid to believe watever a guy said. dats wat im used to b. but now im no longer liddat. i dun like now de mi.