bad day was over.
it was realli a bad day.
not oni to mi. but some pple.
anyway. its over.
a brand new day has started.
wif all the troubles once again.
hais. when will tis ever end.

slept at 6.30am tis morning.
was chatting wif someone.
about 7 hours of chatting ba.
i cried. i laugh.
deres so many things in my mind.
i hav alot to say.
but i dunno how to say.
sometimes i wanna tell my frens.
abt wat happen n how i feel.
but i dunno where n how to start.

when i c pple walking pass mi.
laughing loudly.
though sometimes it seem rather irritating.
but now come to tink of it.
at least they can laugh out loud.
at least they r happy.
i envy them.
for being able to laugh.
like nobody's business.

alot of pple say.
whether u wan to laugh or cry.
its all up to u.
mayb its true??
i wan to laugh. i realli wan to.
but i dunno y i cant.
mayb i cause it to myself??
mayb i juz cant stop myself frm tinkin.
cant allow myself to do wat i wan.
which is to laugh out loud.

who will ever understand...
it feels so gd juz to laugh.

soph. get well soon =)
i believe they wun stop u frm joining SYF de.