im getting emo. LOLx.
dat day i was actually tinkin.
its been long since i stay up late.
study or do anithing. LOLx.
though now is holiday. it makes no diff.
perhaps afraid of getting emo ba.
even if i stay up late deres no one i can tok to.
so i will juz end up crying n getting emo.
no point rit. might as well go slp.
im sorie dat i didnt forget aft 2 yrs.
realli sorie. but i realli dunno.
i dunno y i didnt forget.
initially i tot we were made for each other.
everything seems so perfect.
mayb im the one who end the perfection ba.
mayb everything is juz one-sided in the first place.
omg. i noe i shldnt tink anymore.
coz its been 2 yrs.
n u hav been telling mi.
i noe its time to forget.
hmm. but its easy to say. not easy to do it.
im realli trying hard.
for a moment i tot i moved on n say gdbye.
i realli dun wanna b the last to noe.
arghh. sorie. forgive mi for being stupid.

ok. put dat aside. since its holiday.
i shall post something abt holiday! LOLx.
its easy to change mood yeah. haha.
start on monday ba. went to ECP.
cycling for 2 hours!! LOLx.
met quite alot of aj-zh. haha.
aft dat go marina square eat dinner.
everything is wif daredevils ok. LOLx.
which means. ger yan fwah n clar. haha.
tuesday i stayed at home. tink kinda emo oso.
then wed. sadly cant go to ECP.
end up stay in aj for sports club.
it has been raining for days. omg.
almost spoil the 4e4 BBQ on wed. LOLx.
luckily it stop a while n we manage to cook almost everything.
reach home at ard 12.45am dat day.
last to go home ok. packing up n stuff.
took taxi home wif paky soph n cass. haha.
thurs n fri(today) r mugging days!! LOLx.
hav been going to lib to study.
wif xy vic jj bh nat n fi.
at first wanted to eat sakae wif ger de.
end up nvr. sian la. no money oredi.
im happy bcoz i manage to save money! haha.
i hav decided to go sakae for my birthday oredi.
dunno lei. juz tink its a reward for mi =p
v long nvr eat sakae le. hmm.
tml gonna stay at home. LOLx. v guai de.
sunday mayb huimin ba. i dunno.
but i haven finish all my tutorials!?! LOLx.
can one la. no stress =)

anyway. hav been wahjong-ing recently.
LOLx. damn fun la.
at least i tink deres a common topic for my class.
n its something i do to relax myself. haha.
thanks pple for bringing mi out of my sadness sometimes.

oh ya. something happen to my last finger.
i dunno wats dat. a sprain?? or mayb not so major.
haha. but its swollen n has blood clot.
scary sia. pple c le oso scare. haha.
but ok la. its getting betta oredi. =)

ok. tis part is for someone who muz not b named.
since u nvr name mi i shall not name u as well.
LOLx. but i doubt u will c tis post?? hmm.
anyway. thanks for dedicating dat post to mi.
i dunno wat i shld say actually.
dats y i didnt sms u n sadly u got no tagboard as well.
i noe v well wat kind of person i am.
n i dun deny watever i hav say.
but i oso hav to say dat deres misunderstanding.
i did say dat wat u tink n do is wrong.
at least dats wat i tink.
n i believe im not the oni one who tink dat way.
but i didnt say u canot do watever u wanna do.
if u tink u r happy then go do it.
u can c dat i didnt stop u?? LOLx.
n deres a reason y i stop u frm saying wat u wanna say.
sometimes la. its to avoid arguement.
i didnt even say we cant b frens bcoz of the diff tinkin.
i juz say its difficult to b v gd frens.
bcoz we will always argue bcoz of diff views n opinions.
im straightforward. im direct. i noe dat n u noe dat.
so i wun hide things frm u.
mayb im not gd in phrasing my words.
but its ok. however u wanna tink.
i guess dats all i wanna say??
u make mi sound like i hurt u.
n make mi feel dat im hurting my frens.
LOLx. coz u r not the oni one.
mayb im realli not gd as a fren ba.






its time to forget...