today is Teachers' Day celebration!
aj aces was realli lame. LOLx. c no point in it.
but the performance was ok. haha.
jonny performed! though its kinda short.
12 lotus actors came n sang too. quite surprising.
yesterday we went sy hse to bake cake n cookies.
reaching 12 then reach home.
everytime go home aft 11 i will wonder how i shld walk home.
to walk a longer way or the shorter. which one is safer.
coz met quite a few incident.
i tink i hav to learn to b strong.
i shldnt b afraid of such things.
in fact deres nth to b afraid of.
but anyway. thanks jj for sending mi home yesterday.
LOLx. n i realise mayb its not dat dangerous aft all.

so anyway. went back to zhss today.
its quite bad coz i saw dat particular group of pple.
i realli dun wan to c them.
they r simply juz too sucky.
so i juz ignore them n walk pass. it kinda spoil my day.
anyway. saw a few teachers today.
though i didnt c pple whom i wish to c.
i dunno whether to b happy or sad.
coz mayb it realli means dat its time to forget.
we stay in zhss until abt 12plus.
aft dat we went the glass house fish n co.
LOLx. im glad dat it was quite successful.
abt 19 of us including poh poh. LOLx.
ok. its always the usual pple. but we still had fun! =)
tis kinda gathering is good enough seriously.
n i noe. most of us miss each other somehow.
though we r not super close.
many of us do miss the life in zhss. realli.
anyway. met joyce n jazreel dere! LOLx. quite cool.
aft dat some of them went to watch 4bia.
i was quite reluctant to go off but i hav to.
coz hav to cele ziyan's birthday. LOLx.
ziyan was my OGL for the 1st intake.
so. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIYAN!
lolx. another surprise birthday.
bcoz i realli realli wan to watch 4bia.
i ask all of them to watch wif mi! haha.
ok la. actually oni a few of us.
its nice la. ok la. not bad. its quite scary.
i tink i realli did scream. LOLx. feel quite sucky though.
aft the movie. we went home. im damn tired la.
yesterday slept at 2am to do SC teachers' day card.
wake up early in the morning at 5plus 6. LOLx.

i realli dunno whether i shld b happy or sad.
mayb its mixed feeling ba.
sometimes i dunno wat im tinkin oso.
i noe it doesnt matter to him anymore.
i noe im nth to him now.
i noe im no longer in his heart.

i realli do feel disappointed.
how i wish u could tell mi.
at least dat will make mi feel betta.

i feel like tokin to somebody.
but i dunno wat to tok abt.
i dunno who to tok to as well.