Thursday, October 23, 2008

haha. i finally got a bit of time to post!
omg. im so happy. happy coz i hav the time. LOLx.
i got so much to say la. it accummulates.
but somehow its impossible to say everything right now.
coz some oredi bcome the past.

finish WR oredi! the feeling is shiok. LOLx.
finally my OP is much betta.
but can improve a lot more.
n dats wat im going to do.
overall group effectiveness can definitely improve.
i dunno whether my group members will c tis.
but i will tell all of them tis sooner or ltr.
now its time to give encourgament more than nth else.
we shldnt demoralise any fellow members nor look down.
we should try v hard to help each other.
progressing as a whole group.
n dats y we nd to all work hard together.
whether its oni for one or two person or the whole group.
dats the teamwork we nd to hav.
n once again. i hav to remind everyone the importance of responsibility.
responsibility in life. dats v impt.
JIAYOU everyone! =)

though i believe everyone tink dat PW is shit.
juz like wat i used to believe.
part of mi still feel so. sorie mr mok.
but. wat u hav said today realli struck mi.
coz i believe we all learn from tis PW journey.
how to deal wif pple n how to b responsible.
how to work wif pple n how to improve urself.
n of coz. learning abt the project dat we r doing.
tink abt it. do u noe abt the project u r doing b4 u start the journey?
i believe the ans is no.
wat im trying to say is.
we do noe abt it in the past.
but issit as much as wat we noe now? definitely not.
n PW allows us to tink in different perspectives n scales.
its like critical tinkin. essential in our life.
yes. the journey is tough n everything.
but we can nvr deny the fact dat it teach us something somehow.

soon. we will hav A Level chinese.
n soon aft dat. OP. the end of PW journey.
i realli wan dat day to come.
but to tink of it, its scary.

i guess i nd to work a little harder for my future.
to get into the faculty i wan to.
its not easy. at least 3 or 4 As.
but. i will try my best.

bcoz i hav to work during the holidays.
im going to sacrifice a lot of things.
n no matter how busy i m.
i hav to take good care of my dog.
snowy. i will try my best.

yes. i msged him.
coz i cant help but to worry for him.
i nvr wan to c him flunk his exams.
the day is reaching soon.
but i dont even noe whether i will wish him.

im sorie nat. n fiona. LOLx. i haven exactly move on.
i dunno whether i will.
though i noe dats wat im supposed to do.
ok. dont worry abt mi.
coz even if i stuck dere forever i will still b happy. haha.

once again, i have to emphasise dat i hate liars.
i seriously hope you didnt lie to me.
but wat if u did? deres nth i can do.
it juz shows how insignificant i m to u.
i realli tot we were close fren.
but ur actions tell mi otherwise.
mayb like wat ger say.
its all juz wat i tink. n u dun feel the same way.
but i guess the thing dat affect mi the most.
is u lied and refuse to tell mi a single thing.
so wats the point of showing mi attitude?
im not going to force u if u dun wan to say.
i ask. bcoz dats wat i wan to noe.
but u hav every right to not answering.
the thing is. nvr lie to mi. coz i hate it.
im disappointed. im affected.
not bcoz of the truth dat i found out.
but bcoz i didnt noe dats wat our friendship is all abt.
coz to mi. the thing dat matters to mi.
is the many years of friendship dat we shared.
n i guess im wrong to tink dat its strong enough.
whether its a truth its still a mystery.
u r the oni one with the ans.
n the sad thing is. we r not dat close aft all.
dats wat i hav realise.
but i guess i hav no right to noe the truth anyway.

just like wat i hav told fiona.
i will always b in ur life.
but u will nvr notice mi.
but wat i care now. is realli the friendship.

moved on? i realli don't know.

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