got a little bit of time to post.
coz today im gonna start work kinda late.
anyway. actually i got nth much to say.
yesterday nat asked mi hows work.
i told her work is juz work.
LOLx. wat a lame ans.
but alright la. tis time is a bit of diff.
i noe a lot of pple from my company.
i noe my seniors. i noe pple abt my age.
shelmin. ivy. venus. linhui.
well. i guess yesterday was the last day i will c ivy.
but we will keep in contact ba.
n mayb today is the last day i will c shelmin too.
i hav learnt quite a lot from her.
n we hav been going for breaks tgt.
pple from the same company arent supposed to go tgt la.
but we manage to! haha.
omg. she got a bf dat lasted for more than 3 years oredi.
nth abt it. juz tink dat its cool. haha.
i will still b seeing venus n linhui.
another thing. i will b working on christmas and eve.
come on pple. i dun like pple to tink dat its a sad thing or watever.
n no. its not a lonely christmas. or anithing.
its fine working on dat day esp. when i dunno wat else i can do.
the oni thing i dread is walking along orchard road aft my work.
dere will b so many pple.
something i dread. but it may turn out alright.
dats always the case.

yes. im not very happy right now.
but i guess i only need a few days to recover.
thanks for letting me understand.
though this time i really dont know the reason.
it just ended. without me knowing.
if thats what you want.
i dont seriously know what i want.
i dont exactly know whats best for me.
but i will be used to it. i can survive.
maybe this time i really learn a lesson.