alright. its time to relax a little!
i was so so looking forward to friday every week.
because there is no way i can relax during the weekdays.
how sad can life be?
haha. alright. i shall not be pessimistic.
sometimes i wonder about the true meaning of life.
if someone were to ask me about the life in JC, i have no idea what i should say.
because i guess whatever that come out from my mouth wont be positive.
i dont know whether that means i regret choosing JC.
hmm. i guess not. because i dont know whether i will enjoy poly life.
of course poly life might be a little bit more relaxing and fun.
but that's not exactly what im looking for as well.

so hows life in JC now.
its really boring and stressful.
prelims starting in 3 to 4 weeks' time.
and now its kinda like revision period.
timed practice, tests and homework are piling up.
imagine having 3 timed practice of different subject in a day.
isnt that stressful?
and its not like all we have to do is to study for the timed practice.
theres homework for lecture and for tutorial for almost all subjects.
juz had bio timed prac today and im so gonna fail it.
there is not enough time for us to finish studying.
seriously i think thats not effective at all.
im glad that some teachers actually understand how we feel.
but nothing is gonna change.
and the teachers just told us today that there is another small test on tuesday.
they add on saying that we have the whole weekend to study.
why teachers just dun realise that thats not the only subject we are taking.
there is still many other homework n tests coming up.
like theres maths timed practice on wed which cover all the stats topic.
theres a million of homework actually. alright. i shall not list them.
and i have to de-stress a little only on friday.
so i have decided to makes cards and complete my SGC which has to be handed in by next week.
seriously, this kinda life is kinda crazy.

putting school and homework aside.
i brought my dog to the vet 3 weeks ago.
i shall not elaborate much on why.
i visited the vet twice and spent like $240++.
how cool is that. im so gonna earn it back.
but im glad that hes recovering.
one week has to bathe him twice n everyday have to clean him twice.
that really adds on to the amount of work i have to do each day.
anyway. thanks to MOMO for helping me and accompanying me.
heres a picture of my dog! =D



on wed we had career and scholarship fair.
i so so want to get into NTU business accountancy.
actually i have no idea why oso. i just have interest in it?
and nothing has really changed my mind before.
but of course there is a lot of other career choice.
like being a teacher or a social worker.
but thats not the main point now.
the main point is doing well in As so that i can have a choice.
and that means i have to work really really hard.
looking at my mid years results. im far from there.
my maths was really disappointing.
and my econs was like really hopeless.
but i will continue working very hard.
just want to thank Mr Seng for the encouragement he gave.
at least he make me feel that my results doesnt show my true ability for maths.
i believe that teachers are most students' motivation to study.
its the teachers' expectation for you that push you to your maximum potential.
anyway. yup. i will JIAYOU de!

after the C&S fair, stayed back in school for sports club farewell party!
at first i thought we will just gather to eat and everything.
in the end the juniors actually decorated the classroom, organise a lucky draw, made cards for everyone of us and even made a video!
im shocked by the effort put in by them and felt quite bad as we didnt do so much for our seniors last year.
but this batch of juniors are realli hyper. they always get high themselves.
sometimes they can really make a lot of noise.
but i guess they really had great fun together.
looking at the messages in the video, some of them actually say they really like and enjoy being in this CCA and im really glad to see that.
anyway. thanks juniors for the farewell party! =)

alright. i guess its time to get down to serious work.
my sis is coming back from japan during the national day period!
so looking forward to see her, her husband and my niece!
she has really big eyes. haha.
im gonna be damn busy when shes back.
oh ya. i missed a chance going japan with my eldest sis because of my exams.
and my mum has to stay with me in singapore because of me.
felt so bad. but i really dont have a choice.
and my sis came back from japan she showed us lotsa photos.
the photos are so nice!



this is one of the photos.
anyway. just a photo of my niece before i end this post.



rocco and aomi! =D