wow. a few days nvr post liao wor. LOLx.
yes! its finally friday. can rest le.
i tink deres alot i wan to say??
HAHA. actually i was feeling emo a few days back.
wanted to post de. but end up lazy =x
plus i spend whole days tokin to frens.
not doing homework n everything.
the result of being emo. LOLx.
no mood to do anithing.
but as wat pple always say.
tml will b a betta day.
n indeed. the nxt day was betta.
n im happy now =)

we got a new timetable.
n my release time was not too late.
except for mon n tue.
wif practical n afternoon PE. LOLx.
something everyone dread =x
having lessons as a class.
i find my class pple quite ok de.
13 gals n 7 guys. all the same combi.
everybody oso slack slack one.
i tink quite fun de lo. LOLx.

n im gonna start working! =x
sound a bit weird coz skol starts.
LOLx. but i wun overwork myself la.
coz dat day i went to shop wif huimin.
my god! spend alot as usual.
almost a 100dollars.
i realli dun mean to spend so much.
so i hav decided to earn some money.
though may b a bit xin ku.
but i dun wan my money to go out n not come in.
yup. so im going to work.
oni during the weekends i guess =)
hardworking rit.
anyway now my life is nth much. LOLx.
juz frens. n frens!
rather spend my time earning money.
instead of going out to spend money.

tml im meeting ger! LOLx.
v long nvr meet le.
though we still tok on phone at times.
but ever since skol starts we nvr meet le.
go shopping! but im not spending money.
im juz gonna c bags n accessories.
then sunday got OG outing.
finally got OG outing le.
but i dun tink we will b taking photos.
its ok. at least we went out. HAHA.
but paragon staff oso meeting.
i cant meet =(
everytime they meet i oso canot de. sian.

ok. enough of all the crap.
lets come to something a bit emo n serious.
LOLx. mayb some of u wun tink so ba.
hmm. ok. i went to SGH yesterday.
to visit my mum's fren.
i feel v sad for him.
lets tok abt his life b4 the reason he was in hospital.
he actually got a wife n a son.
but he divorced due to some character clash.
his wife n son totally dun care abt him anymore.
the oni time he c his son is when his son nd money.
dats bad isnt it.
hes working as a sales promoter.
n the salary is like 1100++.
juz ard dere. n hes a malaysian.
he got no other kin in spore.
every month he has pay for his rent.
n give his wife 500.
so can imagine how much money he has for living.
n now hes in hospital bcoz he get beaten up by his other fren.
why. bcoz they went drinking.
as wat his frens say. hes a v nice guy.
so when his fren beat him he didnt even defend himself.
he went for stitches at CGH dat day.
but nobody knows where he go for the nxt 4 days.
he didnt go to work. he didnt go home.
until dat day he went to work.
wif blue black all over his face.
nobody can imagine how bad is his face.
its not juz blue black like those we get when we fall.
its one big patch of blue black.
realli like a panda.
n dat day he didnt even noe where is he.
his fren brought him to SGH.
n realise his head was swollen.
n one of his ribcage bone broke if im not wrong.
its dat bad. n he lost part of his memory.
when i acc my mum to visit him.
he cant recognise my mum.
he dunno where he was n wat actually happen.
a 'fren' beat him up. wat kinda fren. i dunno.
its a police case now.
but he was realli worried abt his medical fee.
n he got no kin in spore.
his wife n son doesnt noe n we cant find them.
bcoz he dun even rmb their contact number.
its dat bad. realli.
hes unable to leave his bed coz he was tied onto it.
the reason is he wander ard one morning.
not knowing where he is. hes lost.
n the nurse has to bring him back to his ward.
isnt dat sad. im emo la ok.
LOLx. i almsot cried when i c the way he is now.
though i dun realli noe him =x
but hes not safe at all.
he may bcome a vegetable one day.

when u r feeling sad.
or tink dat u hav the worst life ever.
tink abt all tis pple.
who has difficulty in living.
no family. no money.
n now. unable to work.
at least we r not alone.
we hav family. we hav frens.
we r not alone.
we r so much more fortunate than them.

ok. back to the skol thingy.
it seems like many r happy wif their JC.
its gd. n i dunno whether im happy anot.
most of the seniors say until like they r not happy at all.
but a skol to study n make frens.
dats all i nd i guess.
dats y im contented.
aj is not a skol to play.
but depends on ur frens.
its not totally a mugging skol.
coz my frens dun mug. LOLx.
n the pple dere r still fun.
everybody say their skol is fun.
i realli dunno their definition of fun.
how do one define fun. LOLx.
its still own preference ba.
how one c things lo.
i hav to clarify tis.
many pple say aj is a mugging skol.
but i dun tink deres anithing wif dat??
i wun say dat it is. i wun say its not.
bcoz dere r pple who keep studying.
but dats bcoz we r not born smart.
n to do well in JC is not easy. realli.
everybody has to work v hard.
n some hav CCA until 8 or even 9.
its understandable dat they hav to study during their free time.
whether they r in skol or at home.
coz in JC we do hav to work dat hard.
so wat if its a mugging skol.
as long as it produce quality students.
its a skol we can study in.

ok. clarify things le.
i hav to tidy up wardrobe n do homework le.
LOLx. deres alot to do. =)

finally got time to post le.
LOLx. im keeping myself busy.
not trying to escape frm anithing.
juz trying to stop myself frm using phone.
HAHA. huang xinyi learnt ok.
anyway. went to nyp for lunch yesterday.
b4 wushu n squash.
juz nice its the open hse.
ya. so many pple were dere.
LOLx. we spend out time walking ard the skol.
n it realli takes quite some time.
so aft dat went to wushu.
ok. not much comment for wushu.
but i hav to say the seniors r frenly.
then aft dat went for squash!
haha. see. end up my fren all like squash.
i ask them pei mi go n hav fun.
end up they all like squash. wahaha.
u see. i intro de lei.
squash is fun ok. realli fun.
during the trial we juz play squash.
but we actually dun feel like stopping.
its the first time we play.
but mayb the last time? hope its not. LOLx.
its quite easy though.
i mean. everybody play like quite pro lei.
though not super pro la.
but it doesnt look like they play for the first time.
ya. not sure whether we got in.
but hope we do. *pray* LOLx.
but dun dare to hope for too much.

ok. then today went for netball.
it was ok. but of coz im out. haha.
n i realise im still betta at defending.
but its ok. juz tinkin whether to join recreational team.
LOLx. play play for fun ma.
betta than cca-less rit.
but bcoz of netball nvr pei my dog to vet.
nth happen. juz go for jab. haha.
tink going to bake cake ltr. LOLx.
but deres alot of things to do.
nvm. keep myself busy =)

oh ya. got my class oredi. 29/08
i hav frens inside =p
HAHA. not bad la. can make more frens oso.
i juz realise my class is a nice number.

O level results is gonna b out soon! =x







keep in contact? i dun even noe y i still contact u when u dun even care. mayb i shld juz learn dat u r oredi gone n having ur own life.

LOLx. ok. i shall post today.
though im actually not v free.
haven finish my maths n read econs.
my god!! LOLx. im hardworking yeah.
but anyway wed was CCA carnival.
n i sign up for tennis squash netball.
tennis is over. n i didnt get in.
squash is tml!! netball is sat!!
if everything i dun get in then i go wushu.
haha. but tml oso going wushu.
so fun! LOLx.
hope tis sat got OG outing.
then whole OG muz take pic wif mi!!
LOLx. coz im not in the OG photo =(
nvm. i will take wif them one day.
alot of things to do yeah.
nd to arrange arrange n arrange.
tis few days no longer feel v sad.
coz i hav my OG pple.
fun n friendly pple!!
i hav to say it now since i realise.
haha. hav fun making frens n tokin crap =p
juz finish mss convo wif OG pple.
today is a happy day =)

another post for today!!
im still sick yeah.
but anyway. today went mutts n mittens.
sending my dog for boarding ba.
soon. but not yet.
i insist on not giving it away.
i mean i nvr find any gd owner.
n everybody shld b able to understand.
how one will feel when ur family is giving u away.
definitely not gd at all.
so i realli dun wan give him away.
but it doesnt seem like i hav a choice.
im still trying.
mayb i can nvr hav a dog again.
i hav to choose b/w my mum n the dog.
i cant say i wan the dog n not my mum yeah.
hais. but i cant say i dun wan the dog. =(

aft going mutts n mittens.
at first tot of meeting huimin.
but she wan go shopping. go play.
n im still sick. not realli in the mood yeah.
i hav to say sorie coz i realli feel bad.
she wan to make mi feel bad as well. LOLx.
coz i owe her birthday n christmas present =x
my god. i realli dun mean to.
i will give de.
so end up i didnt meet huimin. SORIE!!
tot of going home coz realli feeling sian.
but end up i went jaslin's hse.
played guzheng n mahjong. yeah.
go home at ard 9.
coz my cough is realli getting terrible.

tml paragon promoters r meeting again.
but i dunno.
i feel like meeting them.
BUT. dun feel like watching movie =x
dun feel like going out.
juz feel like resting.
dats my life now. seriously.
staying at home everyday.
if not go my fren's hse.
im still tinkin.
but im still sick anyway. hmm.
im indecisive. n i hate it.
it makes my mind tink too much.

i hope to b a betta fren.
but i tink i failed.
sorie pple if i make u feel pangseh.
coz sometimes i realli dunno where to go.
n wat to do.

OMG. i was sick since the 3rd.
but i went to skol on the 3rd.
didnt attend skol on the 4th.
which is the last day of orientation.
n its the most fun day of all.
i missed it.
my OG took OG photo but im in it.
went for OG dinner but im not dere.
ok. i dun hav a choice.
who ask mi to b sick. sian.
everything feel so sian.
coz i missed out all the fun.
i bet the last day is realli the day everybody bonds tgt.
but im unable to do dat.
i can c dat everybody enjoyed the last day.
but so sorie. i didnt go.
i feel so weird.
watever. i dun feel like saying anymore.
life is getting boring.

HARLOW to 2008!
BYE to 2007...
LOLx. its the start of a new yr.
but i dun tink anybody feel anithing abt it??
it doesnt even seem like its 2008 now.
went count down yesterday.
first n perhaps the last time.
LOLx. its not super fun.
but the most enjoyable part is still being wif frens.
n of coz watching the fireworks.
somehow im reluctant to say bye to 2007.
coz i love 07 not 08 =x
nth special realli happen in 07.
or mayb im juz lazy to tink abt it.
but tml is the start of the skol.
going to JC le. my god!
n dun ask mi.
coz i got no group!!!
they didnt call mi =(
we will c wats gonna happen tml. LOLx.
yesterday at esplanade dere.
singapore bands r performing.
somehow reminds mi of someone.
who prehaps has oredi forgotten abt mi.
who will nvr b reminded of mi.
so bo xim dat i nvr even receive a msg.
but i realli would like to c him perform.
realli would like to c him succeeding.
mayb i realli cant.
he nvr give mi the chance to.
he prob wun even c tis blog.
i dunno how i feel abt him.
all i noe is he dun even tink of mi.
he dun even care abt mi.
seriously. y do i care.
dats wat i hav been tinkin. realli.
watever it is. doesnt realli matter ba.

yesterday was kinda boring ba.
i mean. hardly anyone can get high.
LOLx. let mi name the pple who went.
for gals. mi cassandra sophia cinny
wanzhen carine wanyi.
for guys. clement ian jonT onzen
dingy aslam yuenchi weisheng jianxiang
liming chengwei(i tink dats his name?)
i tink dats all?? shld b la. LOLx.
but mayb shldnt use the word boring.
deres nth much to do b4 11.55pm.
juz looking at performance.
we waited for so long. LOLx.
played bridge while waiting.
b4 dat met jeryl pm kellie n junyang.
aft the count down jeryl pm n kellie went home.
so junyang was wif us.
nth much.
reach home at ard 3.15am.
huimin ltr coming my hse le. LOLx.

ok. HAPPY NEW YEAR to everybody =)

ok. LOLx. the feeling is weird.
i start posting again!
watever lame shit.
2007 is gonna end soon.
2008 is starting.
time realli flies.
everything happen so quickly.
LOLx. 24th dec was my last day of work.
aft dat hav been shopping.
BUT. its for JC ok.
not anyhow shop hor.
somehow im glad dat i actually save money =p
HAHA. i will take some pictures of the things i hav bought.
yesterday went out wif jy.
to novena n then her hse.
today went out wif ger.
to orchard far east then bugis.
SHOP SHOP SHOP. LOLx.
but im not a shopaholic ok. =)

im like the last to receive call frm ajc lo.
SIAN. =(
mayb bcoz im always not at home.
tml gonna wear zhss uniform.
bcoz of the bursary award.
so sian. wat if i canot fit in. LOLx.

ok. here r the photos.
on 26th dec...


mi n ger at billy bombers. daredevils gathering. LOLx.

christmas exchange. tis is wat clar bought for mi. a tube. LOLx.

ok. the rest r the things i bought.


my white heel.


my adidas shoe for JC.

elle Bag for JC.

a new shirt i bought today.

my lunch for today! LOLx.

one of the photos took today.

OK. dats it =)