wow. a few days nvr post liao wor. LOLx.
yes! its finally friday. can rest le.
i tink deres alot i wan to say??
HAHA. actually i was feeling emo a few days back.
wanted to post de. but end up lazy =x
plus i spend whole days tokin to frens.
not doing homework n everything.
the result of being emo. LOLx.
no mood to do anithing.
but as wat pple always say.
tml will b a betta day.
n indeed. the nxt day was betta.
n im happy now =)

we got a new timetable.
n my release time was not too late.
except for mon n tue.
wif practical n afternoon PE. LOLx.
something everyone dread =x
having lessons as a class.
i find my class pple quite ok de.
13 gals n 7 guys. all the same combi.
everybody oso slack slack one.
i tink quite fun de lo. LOLx.

n im gonna start working! =x
sound a bit weird coz skol starts.
LOLx. but i wun overwork myself la.
coz dat day i went to shop wif huimin.
my god! spend alot as usual.
almost a 100dollars.
i realli dun mean to spend so much.
so i hav decided to earn some money.
though may b a bit xin ku.
but i dun wan my money to go out n not come in.
yup. so im going to work.
oni during the weekends i guess =)
hardworking rit.
anyway now my life is nth much. LOLx.
juz frens. n frens!
rather spend my time earning money.
instead of going out to spend money.

tml im meeting ger! LOLx.
v long nvr meet le.
though we still tok on phone at times.
but ever since skol starts we nvr meet le.
go shopping! but im not spending money.
im juz gonna c bags n accessories.
then sunday got OG outing.
finally got OG outing le.
but i dun tink we will b taking photos.
its ok. at least we went out. HAHA.
but paragon staff oso meeting.
i cant meet =(
everytime they meet i oso canot de. sian.

ok. enough of all the crap.
lets come to something a bit emo n serious.
LOLx. mayb some of u wun tink so ba.
hmm. ok. i went to SGH yesterday.
to visit my mum's fren.
i feel v sad for him.
lets tok abt his life b4 the reason he was in hospital.
he actually got a wife n a son.
but he divorced due to some character clash.
his wife n son totally dun care abt him anymore.
the oni time he c his son is when his son nd money.
dats bad isnt it.
hes working as a sales promoter.
n the salary is like 1100++.
juz ard dere. n hes a malaysian.
he got no other kin in spore.
every month he has pay for his rent.
n give his wife 500.
so can imagine how much money he has for living.
n now hes in hospital bcoz he get beaten up by his other fren.
why. bcoz they went drinking.
as wat his frens say. hes a v nice guy.
so when his fren beat him he didnt even defend himself.
he went for stitches at CGH dat day.
but nobody knows where he go for the nxt 4 days.
he didnt go to work. he didnt go home.
until dat day he went to work.
wif blue black all over his face.
nobody can imagine how bad is his face.
its not juz blue black like those we get when we fall.
its one big patch of blue black.
realli like a panda.
n dat day he didnt even noe where is he.
his fren brought him to SGH.
n realise his head was swollen.
n one of his ribcage bone broke if im not wrong.
its dat bad. n he lost part of his memory.
when i acc my mum to visit him.
he cant recognise my mum.
he dunno where he was n wat actually happen.
a 'fren' beat him up. wat kinda fren. i dunno.
its a police case now.
but he was realli worried abt his medical fee.
n he got no kin in spore.
his wife n son doesnt noe n we cant find them.
bcoz he dun even rmb their contact number.
its dat bad. realli.
hes unable to leave his bed coz he was tied onto it.
the reason is he wander ard one morning.
not knowing where he is. hes lost.
n the nurse has to bring him back to his ward.
isnt dat sad. im emo la ok.
LOLx. i almsot cried when i c the way he is now.
though i dun realli noe him =x
but hes not safe at all.
he may bcome a vegetable one day.

when u r feeling sad.
or tink dat u hav the worst life ever.
tink abt all tis pple.
who has difficulty in living.
no family. no money.
n now. unable to work.
at least we r not alone.
we hav family. we hav frens.
we r not alone.
we r so much more fortunate than them.

ok. back to the skol thingy.
it seems like many r happy wif their JC.
its gd. n i dunno whether im happy anot.
most of the seniors say until like they r not happy at all.
but a skol to study n make frens.
dats all i nd i guess.
dats y im contented.
aj is not a skol to play.
but depends on ur frens.
its not totally a mugging skol.
coz my frens dun mug. LOLx.
n the pple dere r still fun.
everybody say their skol is fun.
i realli dunno their definition of fun.
how do one define fun. LOLx.
its still own preference ba.
how one c things lo.
i hav to clarify tis.
many pple say aj is a mugging skol.
but i dun tink deres anithing wif dat??
i wun say dat it is. i wun say its not.
bcoz dere r pple who keep studying.
but dats bcoz we r not born smart.
n to do well in JC is not easy. realli.
everybody has to work v hard.
n some hav CCA until 8 or even 9.
its understandable dat they hav to study during their free time.
whether they r in skol or at home.
coz in JC we do hav to work dat hard.
so wat if its a mugging skol.
as long as it produce quality students.
its a skol we can study in.

ok. clarify things le.
i hav to tidy up wardrobe n do homework le.
LOLx. deres alot to do. =)