update pic again... haha... sorie la... i tink a few more weeks will do... a few more weeks i can post again le... =p tired sia... actually deres alot to say... but dun wan nia...



recently de mi... hehe...



ZHGZ... on youth day...

dere will b more neoprints coming up??? for youth day... 3b girls... mi germaine n wanchun... haha... take care everybody...

mi n huimin...

tis few days will b so sianz... he go oversea fishing... but i decided to msg him everyday... though dere wun b any reply... but still... msg him is betta ba... hen xiang ta... at the same time... i will start tinkin... who is he tinkin abt now... i tink i nd to spend some time tinkin wat kind of person i m... n wat i realli wan ba... now i noe i wanna c him happy jiu hao le... but i can no longer b the one who make him happy anymore... hmm... not longer make tis post sad... but whenever i listen to the songs he sent mi recently... i cried... bcoz mayb its all my fault... is i make him xin ku de... if oni i nvr hurt him in the first place... he wun lose trust in mi... n he wun b liddat now le... sobx... dui bu qi...

nowadays dun feel like posting... lolx... in bad mood??? mayb... juz upload some photo ba... will post when i feel betta??? aft 6 months ba... lolx...





my favourite schnauzer... a soft toy... lolx... birthday present frm my third sis tis yr... i hug him when i miss him... he c mi cry... he c mi smile... lolx...







third sis de wedding... look a bit weird... so ugly... =( lolx...



the latest pic... wif my third sis... at my grandma hse... lolx...

hmm... not gonna say much... updating some pic... but i hav to say something... if not someone c le will kill mi... lolx... thanks to meijun for scanning the neoprints for mi... =p

firstly is guzheng de...









kk... dere is mingli, zhehan, sophia, kiangpin, constance, vanessa,cherlynn n MI! lolx...

nxt will b mi n darmeo de...











tis is the 4th monthsary de... lolx... things r happening b/w us... i realli hope all the things will stop here... then we cao go abck to loving de us... =( so sad nehz... last few weeks... but now i truly hope dat we will stay liddat forever... or even betta... i cherish darmeo... i cherish my every moment wif him... i wun let him go de... i muz treat him v gd... hehe... dats more coming!

YOYO!

LOLx... i realise my post hav been decreasing since jan nehz... dunno y... but then is ok la... im now stuck in the room... so sianz... n i realise i so long nvr zi lian le nehz... =p mayb bcoz im getting uglier n uglier... LOLx... i tink i oni left one more??? TIS ONE...



dats mi =p

anyway... is started to tink wat kind of person i can b... someone who is v quiet??? someone who is v noisy??? someone who is v independent??? someone cheerful or someone depress??? i oso dunno... sometime i choose to b those kind v dao de... sometimes it realli depend on my mood... i realli dunno wor... some pple say i fierce??? LOLx... cant b... i will oni b fierce when im v irritated by dat person... to AUGUSTINE... im juz not fierce enough... i like to care abt alot of things... sometimes confuse over frens... n when i tink too much... dunno la... continue tinkin... i shall b someone CHEERFUL but FIERCE... LOLx... bcoz i hate guys who r esp irritating... n i finally noe the truth abt jerry... it realli make mi mad... but its ok... LOLx... mayb i shldnt b dao... but i juz cant smile when im alone... it seems like im insane... yup... yup... anyway... i shall do some reflection... HEHEx... =p

- signing off -

heya... its my birthday today... lolx... so happy... can say tis yr is the first yr i got so many presents... thanks everybody... =)

i shall esp thank those who bought presents for mi... hmm... the first one to give mi present yesterday... MINGYING!!! thanks lots... i feel so bad dat i didnt give u ur present during ur birthday... i will rmb de... hehe... thanks for ur cute flower... u r like a santa claus man... everybody's birthday oso will buy one... lolx...

hmm... nxt... will b WANCHUN + JERYL!!! lolx... jeryl dun worry... i noe the present is frm wanchun's hse... lolx... anyway... is the tots dat count... thanks lots... wat they give is something like a purse??? shld b la...

then... the nxt one will b SOPHIA!!! my best fren no. 1 rit... lie to mi dat u wanna give the stars to ur other frens... still dun let mi fold... u c la... i expected de nehz... then u tell mi is for ur fren... man... i treat u as best fren then believe u de lo... but thanks for ur stars... i believe u spend time doing it... thanks alot... n i tink frm wat sophia said... LYNETTE + MINGLI oso help in folding the stars rit... thanks to both of u oso... hehe...

then... of coz canot forget... MY DARLING!!! giving mi surprise again n again... he was sick... n i tot he realli didnt buy any present bcoz of dat... but he did... lolx... n i shld realli thank him... he buy mi a crumpler bag n a wallet... n i believe the wallet is bcoz he noe my wallet is getting dirty??? not quite sure... but dats wat i tink... although the crumpler is red... i still like it alot de... dun worry... =) thanks for treating mi so gd... n planning so much for mi everytime...

aft my darling still got MEIJUN... yup... yup... thanks... i noe u alwaz like to give mi accessories like necklace or earrings... lolx... but i dun understand y... but it doesnt matter... thanks for giving mi present... yup... yup... n i noe u spend alot of time to remind urself to bring the present rit... lolx... dats wat u tell mi... wahaha... i appreciate dat...

lastly... will b CLARISSA, MINGLI, JIAYAN, ZHILEI + GERMAINE... yup... yup... thanks wor... though we r now in diff classes le... u all still give mi present... thanks lots... n is clarissa buy one rit... thanks lots... hehe... wat they give is a musical jewelry box??? shld liddat say ba... hehe... i was tinkin wat can i put inside... bcoz my room is so damn messy... mayb i shall do some tidy up for my room... lolx... but a bit lazy lei... anyway... thanks alot... mingli... dun worry... its ok to forget to bring the card... =)

oh ya... n i hav to thank those pple who wish mi happy birthday... yup... yup... esp CASSANDRA... wahaha... she may not noe... but she is the first to wish mi happy birthday nehz... shall i give u a prize??? hmm... lolx... thanks everybody for remembering my birthday...

my worst birthday present will b a fail in ss ba... its damn diff... the other advance paper... i tink still ok ba... wish mi gd luck... continue to jiayou for mid yr... yay!

heya... everybody... lolx... im so high now...

lolx... kk... guess wat... i hav make a decision... which make mi somehow excited... n somehow happy a little... yup... yup... i hav decided to bcome his 'suitor'... v weird rit... im not trying to make known to everybody... im juz tyring to take note of tis day... bcoz can say dat i nvr b a suitor b4 la... bcoz u all shld noe... tis is a job of a guy... n he say... is up to mi... juz dat i may get hurt... fine... bcoz now i juz feel like doing stuff for him... making him happy n everything... dats y till now i still tinkin whether i shld give him the 5th month card... bcoz i scare he will go crazy or something liddat... hmm... shld i or shld i not... still tinkin... still tinkin... nvm... anyway... it doesnt matter...

but i b his suitor oni bcoz i wanna love him... i wanna take care of him... i wanna make him happy... i wanna treat him gd... yup... dats all... i no nd him to accept mi... i no nd him to love mi... i realli realli hope he will b happy la... i oredi dunno whether i can b by his side anymore... everything is up to him lo... i dun tink i will get hurt la... bcoz i do things willingly... n expect no return... i oni hope he will b happy... i oni hope he wun feel frustrated... i dun nd him to forgive mi oso... yup... yup... then i hav been tinkin... if he nvr tell mi the ans even b4 june holiday... r we not going to meet each other... i mean c each other... for 1 month... u noe the diff??? to go skol for one month n to hav holiday for one month... u all shld noe la... yup... yup... we will c how ba...