Blehz... So Long Liao Wor...

haha... i so long nvr post liao nehz... surely many things happen... hmm... play bball then get sunburn lo... n i swam yesterday... i so long nvr swim liao wor... yesterday is the first time aft so long lo... but then still ok la... haha... sianz... i still cant forget him... if oni i forget him.. if oni i give up on him... then i can b happy... coz i noe he dun love mi le... wat for waiting... sometimes i m juz being naive lo... tinkin dat i may still stand a chance... but i shld noe lo... no chance liao lo... sometimes juz hope someone will scold mi until i wake up n decide to give up lo... i juz scare i regret... pple alwaz say he tis kind of guy dun wan oso nvm... but then they not mi... if they were mi they wun tink tis way de ma... haiz... i m juz glad dat i didnt cry so much lo... he got contact mi tis few days nehz... mayb bcoz he tink we can still b frens ba... dunno i shld say i m happy or sad lo... sometimes he realli hurt mi... he dunno... suan le... no point toking abt it anymore... i juz hope one day i can realli give up him lo... if he love mi he wun hurt mi liddat ba... he is realli good lo... mayb i shld juz hope he get his happiness lo... since i cant b the one beside him anymore le... jiayou ba... tml is cross-country... i no nd run nehz... haha... so happy... i hav cramp all over lo... super tired... then tink tuesday got inter-class bball ba... muz jiayou le... hope we can win... though the chances r not high... wednesday hav to go book chalet le... E5 b united lo... i dun wan anybody to complain or wat lo... if dere is a chalet then everybody shld b dere lo... k la... stop here.. will post again...