not bad lei. now post once a week.
but its ok la. i still rmb =)

i was quite emo in the beginning of the week.
haha. but the reason is weird.
its bcoz i spend too much on V day.
my god. my aj frens shld feel fortunate yeah.
first time i spend 65+ bucks on V day.
though not all on them la. for 20 pple.
but i tink its too much la.
so i was v sad. LOLx.
sad for a weird reason.
n tis yr is the first time i realli wrote cards.
my god. i got a shock.
when did i start treating frens so gd.
haha. prob in sec 4 ba.
coz all i hav now is frens! n of coz family.
n they do make my life happier =)
thanks to all my frens dat i still can smile now.

ok. so wat happens on V day.
LOLx. gift exchange as usual.
the gals in my class agree on giving everybody something.
standardise like its a class thingy.
w/o the guys though.
coz the gals n the guys r realli not close.
LOLx. ok. i dunno y. its juz liddat.
n i bought handphone pouch for everyone!
aint i nice? i noe i am =x
wahaha. but others give nice things as well.
im gd enough to give the guys chocolate rit.
LOLx. bought some extras. sound bad.
but at least i give hor. LOLx.
n i release damn early on dat day. 12.15pm.
isnt dat cool?? LOLx.
n my class took tons of pics.
but they didnt send mi!!!
still hav to ask them for pics.
v tired lei =x haha.
a bit random here. 29/08 rocks! esp the gals.
sad thing is dat pple r leaving.
n we r reshuffling classes.
ok. i dunno wat will happen in 02.
but realli feel kinda sian.
monday is like the 'last' day. WTH.
ok. so on V day i met cass soph val n ger aft skol!
haha. of coz we give everyone present rit.
i gave them flowers! fake one though.
LOLx. i tink fake one betta lei.
coz it wun die n it last.
n our friendship will last! =x haha.
soph gave us brownie.
cass gave cookies. n val choco.
ger gave. haha. some random stuff.
shld say cookies or biscuit lei.
watever la. cass soph n mi wrote cards!
haha. see. we r nice pple =)
we went marina square n ate cafe cartel.
sorie ok. coz i dun feel like watching movie.
haha. but i wan to read the book. p.s. i love you =)
some say movie nice some say not.
but the book is definitely nice! haha.
cass. im waiting for u. =p
dats the end of V day.
coz nxt day i got cross-country n bio test. *faint*

as usual. i failed my bio test.
tis time is realli dat bad.
but the ans is not even in the notes.
we hav to DSA. n i didnt hav the time.
so actually many pple failed.
juz not as bad as mi =x haha.
then come the exciting part! cross-country.
LOLx. pple sure tink im mad.
esp sec skol pple yeah.
coz i dun like running.
but no la. ever since im in aj.
i tell myself run run n run.
n im glad. during PE i dun stop running.
n tis is the first time cross-country i ran!
cool rit. LOLx. i continue running.
but i stop bcoz i was feel damn queasy in my stomach.
tink i drink too much b4 dat.
so i walk a bit. didnt realise the finishing point is in front.
until my fren tap mi frm the back n tell mi dat.
so i juz faster chiong back lo. haha.
its stupid of mi dat im tinkin of someone while running.
telling myself i hav to run coz of him.
not a new guy in aj though. LOLx.

entering aj make mi even more stupid abt him.
y do i still tink of him.
y do i still hope dat something will happen.
i did tink of him on V day.
but who knows. prob hes wif some other gals.
am i not stupid to tink of someone who dun even care abt mi.
of coz i am. im reflecting.
i hope one day i will no longer tink of him.
i hope one day he will b out of my mind.

went pasir ris in the morning yesterday.
train my dog as usual.
i tink hes gonna b back nxt week! yay!
but im worried. he dun seem to listen to mi.
coz im not firm enough =(
training him is difficult. but i hav to do it.
i juz dunno wat will happen when hes back.
i cant deny when hes not at home.
the hse is clean n everything.
but dat doesnt mean i shld let him go.
actually. i dun realli noe.
aft dat went to collect my phone.
meet jy. gave her V day present.
n she gave mi wat she bought in thai.
then aft dat meet ger to study at my hse! LOLx.
n go her hse eat dinner =x
obviously we didnt realli study.
we were tokin all along. haha.
go her hse eat dinner n help her wash dishes ok.
im nice =) if not v paiseh. haha.

ok la. i shall end here!