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yuan lai wo mei na me jian qiang... i tot i can b happy... n watever i did will make him happy as well... mayb he will b happy... but i dunno i will feel so xin ku nehz... i cant online... he cant sms... i cant call him... haiz... zhe me ban... tis kind of life will die lei... i tot wo ai ta jiu hao le... i dunno will b so xin ku de nehz... if realli is dat xin ku then i hope i will survive ba... i will suffer to death lo... no choice ah... u dun wan mi... u sometimes wan mi sometimes dun wan... i tink i oso make u not happy ba... make u say 'u wan contact anot up to u'... make u say 'u dun nd care abt mi'... jialat bo... zhen de hen dui bu qi... tis is not wat i wan de... now i hav to keep the dice to myself le... quite sad de... sometimes juz nvr show out ba... i scare u wun find mi le... i oso dun dare to find u ah... end up u may dun like mi le ba... i dunno... quite fan de... but i juz wanna say... no matter wat mi is love u de... letting u go is oso love u ah... i dunno wat to say la... but wo hui xiang ni de... oni wish u to b happy...