back frm east coast... hehe... dat was yesterday... come back then slp liao =x my eyes still can open wide lo... juz dat feel like slping ma... i finally finally ton overnite le... meaning i nvr slp more than one hour... at east coast no... oni on the way home... lolx... a while nia lo... ok... the BBQ was in a mess... i tink the gals can start the fire betta than the guys... u noe how lousy they r... =x i dun like them... not gentleman at all... use finish de skewer then ask mi bring home... fine... ask mi help them wash... oso nvr help lo... we gals go wash then the guys juz stand dere tok... IDIOTS!!! dun like them... luckily tis is the last time i organise for them lo... but the weather was bad... raining n raining... sianz... darling canot go wif mi bcoz of NCC camp... man... for at least 2 days... cant tok... at least still can sms la... but i scare of my bill le lo... haiz... no choice la... miss my darling so much nehz... yesterday was a sad day as well... his mum tok lotsa craps... then of coz dun wan us to b together la... we wun leave each other de... but i c him everytime like so xin ku liddat... i dunno wat i can do... i m holding on ah... but sometimes i will tink mayb let go he will feel betta... of coz he will say no he cant live without mi... but at least his mum wun come fan him regarding tis matter ma... i dunno lei... we oredi promise not to leave each other le.. but how lei... i realli dun wan c him sad...

darmeo.. i realli love u de... i m worried... i dunno wat to do... i dun wan c u fan... i dun wan c u sad.. zhe me ban... T.T