i m not the happy naoko anymore... dun ask mi y... i dun even noe y.. haiz... i cried... bcoz i realise my heart consist of hatred.. n is someone i shldnt hate... i realli dunno... realli damn fan... i m sorie... getting depress again.. omg... can anybody help mi??? i dunno... tml is jerry de birthday le... i tink le... i wun sms him... i will write him testimonial ba... mayb it is fated... yup... i do believe in ate... mayb now liddat is he best ba... if one day he realli forget him i will b glad... suan le... dun wanna tok abt him anymore... sometimes i juz wish someone will scold mi.. so dat i can bcome awake... my mind is not clear now... haiz... aft some tinkin... i realise i dun like pple who treat mi as godsis or fren for sometime n forget mi le... i shld say get lost to those pple... bcoz i can get hurt by fren juz bcoz of tis... i take frenship too seriously... like i say... once my fren forever my fren... once my godbro forever my godbro... once my godsis forever my godsis... i wun forget them... neither do i wanna them to forget mi... i wun look for u again if i tink dat u dun treat mi as one anymore... i realli do hav such feeling... haiz...