omg. life has been terrible these days.
sometimes i feel dat i cant take it anymore.
i dunno wat happen to mi.
but i tink i got PMS. terrible PMS indeed.
my attitude is like shit tis few days.
n i cant help but to scold pple =x
dats bad. its terribly bad.
n i cant stand it.

i guess im kinda stress tis few days too.
mind bursting over I&R. coz i got no GI.
i cant tink. so everything is like so screwed.
n i tink im gonna suffer emotional breakdown soon.
its not dat i wan to describe how pathetic i m rit now.
in fact. i dun like tis description of mi.
deres ups n downs in life.
its juz whether u wan to make known to pple.
n im juz being opened abt it.
so dun say dat im emo!
its juz dat i dun mind sharing.

oh. n my phone bill is gonna burst tis month.
im so damn dead.

tokin abt yesterday. had OP in the morning as usual.
aft dat had study session. maths session in fact.
juz hope whoever is taking retest realli do their best.
dun regret when u fail it once more n hav to retain.
u pple r given a chance. so make full use of it.
it was held at Nella's hse.
aft dat went chomp chomp to eat.
the food dere is not super nice. its juz food.
but the ambience dere n everything.
so overall its enjoyable. =)

today. met fiona n went my grandma hse.
we were doing I&R n planning games for sat's SL.
aft the discussion went to swim.
sadly we oni swam for an hour.
coz it starts raining.
the worse thing is it stop aft we bathe.
its damn shit. wanted to swim a bit longer.
nvm. we can swim some other day.
n i come to a conclusion dat i shld visit my grandma more often.
coz shes like quite lonely at home with the maid.

eddie saw mi at the bus stop i met fiona once again.
alright. actually i tink i did c him.
coz i saw tis presby guy like quite familiar.
but dont realli look like anyone i noe.
i check the bus number dat he alight from.
its 853. at dat time realli did tink its him.
but doesnt look like him. so i didnt say anithing.
he oso nvr say anithing!
until i reach home then he tok to mi on msn.
say he saw mi again n i cant recognise him.
well. i guess he realli change a lot.

im sorry that my feelings control my actions.
i dont think i will ever talk to you again.