alrite. i shall post. LOLx.
my blog readers were asking mi abt my blog.
as in. y i nvr post. haha.
at first i juz dun wan tis blog to b emo elmo.
but aft dat im juz lazy to blog =x haha.

i tink its thursday.
i talked to nat n at first i didnt intend to say wat im tinkin.
but aft dat. everything juz came out naturally.
watever i hav tink of the past few days.
well. i cant deny dat it feels kinda great.
but initially i nvr wan anybody to noe.
nat. dun feel bad for knowing alright. haha.
no nd apologise to mi. coz its nth.
at least i feel betta yeah.
n now i no longer tink as much i guess.

so anyway. i met huimin on fri.
v long nvr meet her n i wan to find jobs.
LOLx. so ask her acc mi lo.
shes realli enjoying her life la.
n went to eat gelare. pepperlunch for dinner.
haha. she has been a nice fren i tink.
sometimes i feel bad coz i nvr treat her as nice.
n she bought mi a rose on dat day.
haha. shes crazy. she juz buy it for fun.
but though its for fun. i still feel happy dat i hav her as my fren.
n we walked from suntect to bugis.
quite a short walk actually.

ok. now come sat! haha.
its a damn fun n tiring day.
we went to zoo for SL wif the kids!
n i will say some of them r realli cute.
some r kinda naughty n mischievous.
but overall. i find it fun n meaningful.
took some pics n will upload it as long as i got it.
haha. n aft SL we had ben&jerry.
n then we had BBQ at sy hse! its cool.
Mr Mok, Mr Chua n Mr Seng were dere.
we were glad dat they came esp. Mr Seng.
because dats the first time he meet the class outside skol.
deres lotsa BBQ food left but we were all damn full.
n during the BBQ we had guitar n singing session.
LOLx. a few of them take turn to play wif guitar while others sing.
n its kinda the first time i heard jon singing.
right. no wonder u joined choir tis yr.
its shocking. but u can realli sing. not bad.
haha. so we had fun yesterday. realli.
sorie abt the prob when settling the money issue.
thank goodness dat its over n settled.
we made cards for the 4 pple who got retest n 1 dat retain.
i tink they will all like the cards?
a relatively big card indeed. all thanks to mummy ho.
haha. alrite. JOYCE HO then.
by the time i reach home i was tired n smelly.
but i watch one tree hill until 4.30 am!
cool rit. thanks. LOLx. it muz b crazy.
but i would say its quite nice la huh.
n im juz at the beginning. haha.

so today. i was looking forward to the overnite mahjong session.
but. i guess im gonna face the disappointment soon.
haha. kim suddenly got fever n might not make it.
sad. n eddie wont wan to play 3players mahjong.
alrite. im juz not fated to touch tiles tis yr. LOLx.
or mayb its juz u dat stop mi from playing. i will always rmb.
well. i guess we hav to miss it today though i hope we wont hav to.
its gonna b boring today once again!
mayb i shld juz do some work or read a book instead. haha.

to hz: alright. i dun tink i shld put ur full name here. its weird. LOLx. n its the first time u r on my blog =x anyway. i juz wan to say dat im glad dat u r always dere. not all the time but most of the time. so i juz wanna say thanks. =) it makes mi feel betta sometimes. realli.

because it will never happen again.
you are gone. now and forever.
though deep inside me, theres still a little bit of hope.
that bit shouldn't even be there.
maybe it's just not meant to be.
no matter how hard i try, it needs two hands to clap.
nothing will ever happen with me alone.