Sunday, November 02, 2008

i was so damn pissed today.
come on. i waited for my PW group members for 1hour.
supposed to meet at 9.45.
i was on time.
n 9.45 victor msg mi n say he will oni reach at 10.30.
alright. at abt 9.50 i still didnt c the other 3.
i msg them n oni kelvin replied mi.
n guess wat. he juz left his hse n will oni reach at 11.30!
lavi n cas nvr reply mi at all. so i called them.
both of them didnt ans my call.
n at 10am. they msged mi n say they juz wake up!
i was so damn freaking pissed la.
if tis is gonna happen all the time we shld juz die.
come on la. its oredi the last week of OP!


ok. now i shall tok abt happier stuff.
abt my niece! shes cute. LOLx.
her name is aomi yamazaki.
jap character is 山﨑蒼水.
its so damn different rit.
n my sis tell mi something she find v funny but she tink is true.
study in english is written as 勉强 in jap character. LOLx.
anyway. tis is pic of my niece! =)
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sometimes i dun feel like sharing things wif frens.
bcoz i feel dat he/she doesnt realli care much.
dere listening. but not dere to help u.
sometimes not even listening.
i dunno. sometimes i will feel dat way.
but i will juz tell myself to depend on myself.

i dunno why lao da will wan to keep things to herself.
no matter how much we ask. she wont say.
mayb she feel the same way as i do?
but i seriously hope. at least share it.
if not. dun let us noe u r sad.
coz i tink its quite torturing.
to c u sad. yet not noe anithing.
the worse thing is u dun say even when we ask.

i may just give up on this friendship.
coz i got a feeling i cant salvage it.
how should i even start a conversation?
will you even tell me anithing?
through your pm. i guess i noe wats happening.
but even if i tok to u, will u tell mi?
but whether u tell mi or not.
i guess i will juz b sad.

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