sunday. i almost had to miss the mahjong session.
haha. thanks eddie for brightening up my day.
not by singing n tokin crap during the mahjong session.
but by saying ok to playing 3-player mahjong. LOLx.
its fun. meeting up wif old frens.
though its oni like the 3 of us. without kim.
but im glad dat even up till now we r in contact.
n we r good frens =)
at first i was winning like shit. guess my luck was ok?
my mind wasnt working v well n it seems like i forgot how to play it.
haha. but in the end its like no win no lose.
i noe dat will b the ending man. its always liddat.
so we played from 10pm to 7.30am? abt dere la huh.
other than mahjong we played blackjack too.
having breaks in b/w. tired of mahjong sometimes.
well. had mac during the midnight. sure gonna get fat.
in the morning eat mac breakfast.
not much of a choice coz its too early for anithing else.
LOLx. anyway. thanks ping for the breakfast.
do u realli tink i believe dat its FOC? haha. crazy.
i dun realli accept treats from frens. esp guy frens.
haha. but i will treat it as a treat b4 u start working.

right. so today actually supposed to hav study session.
but i was realli not in the mood to go anywhere.
im too lazy =x haha. n oso i hav to go grandma hse.
though i can actually go a few hours of study session.
n at first. yami yoghurt was my motivation to go bishan.
but in the end. i still dun feel like going. haha.
actually intended to stay at home n go grandma hse wif my mum.
end up i was too pissed dat i ask germaine out for lunch n ice cream.
i cant take it anymore! n i almost cried.
its like shit. but well. its over.

of coz. i will hav some thinking session here n dere.
mi tinkin doesnt mean dat im emo.
though most of the time i may end up crying.
but well. my tears juz come out too easily. LOLx.
cant b help sometimes.
mi tinkin is juz a way of solving problem.
coz i dun like to juz put it aside n expect it to b gone.
i nd an ans. i nd to tink thru it n get the ans.
so. i muz tink.
n im still tinkin. though i tink im almost dere.

n tis thurs to sun i will b working at bugis.
temp juz to help n i cant stand not working. LOLx.

was watching 不凡的爱.
n i realli tink the title is meaningful.
if u go tink abt it, it means alot of things.
n i start to wonder. is AIDS realli dat scary?
y everybody juz avoid AIDS victim?
i dun realli get it.
n i wonder whether i will do the same.
though i realli hope im not dat kinda person.
but seriously sometimes. nobody knows until it happens.
sometimes my frens will tell mi they will nvr do dat.
but i always tink dat when things happen it will b different.
who knows.

i always believe dat the one whom u realli love.
is the one u will nvr forget even before ur death.
so always ask urself. who do u wan to c b4 u die.
n who is the one u cant stop worrying abt even when u r on ur deathbed.
i guess dat will b the ans.
but yet again. sometimes u will oni noe the ans when u r in dat situation.
dats y. pple always live in regret by not tinkin b4 it happens.

TO MUMMY HO AND CASUARINE: BOTH OF YOU! PLAYING WITH MY TAGBOARD HUH. I THOUGHT YOU ALL ARE SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING!?!?! anyway. Joyce. don't be too violent. n Casuarine. i know you miss mi! =) LOLx.

to guesswho: i seriously don't know who you are but i know you are my friend. and i don't see why you hav to remain anonymous. i will want to thank you as a friend for saying whatever you have said.

maybe like what Ms Lam once said.
the one you love will never be your life-partner.
if we ever have a chance to meet again, i wish we have a heart to heart talk.
but if we never have the chance to, maybe we should never ever talk again.
sometimes its just too complicated to make a decision.
we will only know it when things happen.
i may be too serious in some stuff, but i never thought that you are not.