HAHA. i realise i will post when i hav nobody to tok to. as in say all the things i wan la. sometimes its juz like some sharing lo. juz like the previous post. the MV. OMG. LOLx.

anyway. today got M&M rehearsal. i was tinkin. i rather commit myself to my fren n guzheng. watsoever. even my job. betta than BASTARDS rit. LOLx. duh. today aft the rehearsal is actually 3plus. then some of us stay back. to discuss abt how to organise the guzheng n how to b strict to the sec 2s. i dunno how to describe them. seriously got some prob wif their attitude towards guzheng. yeah. was kinda sad. but we decided to continue learning guzheng aft we graduate. =p frm our beloved chen lao shi. arghh. we miss her. LOLx.

forget to mention in my previous post. i wanna buy a charles n keith de shoe. HAHA. im lovin it. c how la. muz try first rit. hehe.

anyway. was quite sad juz now. dun fele like tokin abt it anymore. i will juz forget abt it. LOLx. its ok. im ok. my frens say im more cheerful rit now =p im so happy. dunno y lei. i juz feel happy when they say im happier rit now. or mayb they juz dunno when im sad?? LOLx. ok la. but im sure life is betta rit now. full of hope n dreams. HAHA. full of music too. tokin abt music. OMG. how i wish i hav all the songs in tis world. not missing out any of them. seems a bit impossible. i wan a music paradise. WAHAHA =x

i realise deres so many things i hav to do in my life. i shall not waste my time tinkin of stupid bastards. tinkin of worthless n useless guys. yeah. im gonna earn n save money. for my very own future. LOLx.

i dunno. i realli dunno. wat i shld do. i dunno wats the best thing for mi. for him. for everybody. somehow when i feel sad i wanna c him2. but hes alwaz nowhere to b found. a few times a yr. OMG. dats long. how long m i gonna wait for the nxt time. mayb dere no more nxt time le. i dunno. wats the point la. its been almost 2 yrs le. mayb juz c him i will b happier?? LOLx. sometimes juz hope he can b dere when i realli nd someone lo. dats all. i dunno. somehow im lost n confuse.

i cried when i noe everything. bcoz im sad dat u r so happy. LOLx. (seems a bit evil ya. bo bian.)