Sunday, July 13, 2008

haha. spend my time answering all those question.
LOLx. anyway. im just back from long beach.
as in the seafood restaurant. yeah.
will upload the photo if i get it. LOLx.

my god. fiona. u can nvr believe it.
i was crying when u r tokin to mi on msn. haha.
but no la. its nth much. i dunno y i cry oso.
just a bit oni. LOLx.

i was wondering whether i shld b happy wif my life now.
mayb i shld. mayb i shldnt.
i dunno whether im truly happy though i laugh everyday.
n yeah. everytime i laugh the whole world will noe.
coz its super loud. LOLx.
wat will happen if the xinyi who is always so on wif outing n everything end up bcoming not on at all??
i realli wonder. cause im afraid i canot b who i wan to b.
i cant enjoy my life as much bcoz of the problems i hav.
shit. tis is getting emo. haha.
but i believe in some point of our life we will look back.
or mayb tink far? like wats gonna happen in the future.
n the scariest thing is u cant do wat u wan n nvr get anithing u wan.
i nvr tink dat my life is terrible. but i noe it can b betta.
i just wan to be happy.
yes. i noe im pessimistic.

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