LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

miss my dear nehz... he dunno go where le... nvr online... nvr call mi... i make tis blog oso dun dare to tell him... hehe... scare if i write anithing then let him c... ltr he nt happy or wat then i die le... he muz realli thank his frens le... if nt for his frens,i may still b sad till now... i realli cant feel the love... but aft hearing wat his frens say,i finally realise how much he love mi... we started on the 23 january... hmm... 1 month plus oni... but then ok la... happy dat i hav him as my dear... he is gd... real gd... but dunno y he likes to b angry wif mi... make mi v sad... then aft dat he treat dat nth has happen... i noe he feel v terrible when he noe i sad... but then sometimes i realli felt terrible too... when i cant find him... whenever he make mi sad... tis is no choice de ba... but then i realli love him... realli hope he wun b sad bcoz of mi again... thanks god dat he has those frens... when he is wif them,i can ensure dat he will b happy... tis few days dunno wat happen... we 2 alwaz like nt happy liddat... sometimes i oso dunno how to cheer him up lo... feel so bad... anyway i oni hope we can last... i dun wan dat day to come wor... no matter how difficult it is... no matter how sad i will b... i will hold on... even if i cant find him i will still wait 4 him... believe dat he will not juz 4get mi liddat... today nvr meet... so sad nehz... tis week i oso like everyday booked lo... so sianz... anyway we will meet one day de ba... if not go skol meet oso can... but then tis morning he cum n find mi i m nt happy at all lo... sometimes i juz find dat i will rather nt to meet him lo... coz he like tok a while then go le... so meaningless... then make mi v sad... tok less than 5 minutes nehz... then he like wan to go liddat... haiz... anyway i juz hope we can meet n tok one day ba...