LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

haiz... life is meaningless sia... i hav been waiting... to meet u today... one week oredi... n u say we will meet today de... but u didnt... u end up going to shuyuan's birthday... damn sad lo... dun u noe??? i was so scare u wun call mi today le... but i realli wan to tok to u... i realli wan u to noe how sad i m... canot... u nvr call mi... i m still waiting... dun u miss mi??? i cried for almost 3 hours le... cant even tok to u... doubt u will call mi too... i realli dunno wat to do... i hate u for making mi feeling liddat... i hate u to make mi sad everytime... i realli hate u... i truly hate u... y dun u noe how i feel??? y muz u make mi sad... it is reaching the second month but i dun feel happy at all... how cum... i juz noe i v sad... dunno wat to do... v sianz... v fan... he dun even hav the time to tok to mi... i realli love him... but he dun love mi... how can he treat mi tis way... he can even 4get to call mi... does he realli love mi??? does he realli miss mi??? i hate him to core n he sucks to core... realli... i dunno when i will b happy again... i juz noe i gonna b dead soon... i m realli super duper tired... will my life b more happy without him??? he juz dun understand n i realli dun hav the chance to make him understand... mayb i realli hav to do dat... haiz... sobx...