LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

hmm... saturday was v happy... dear msg mi using his mum hp... we chat for quite long ba... altogether ard 6 hours ba... dat was the happiest day le... coz we make the promise... n we tell each other how we feel... haiz... but today... v sad... dear did not go to skol... n when he msg mi i was so happy... actually he wanna mi acc him go c doctor de... but end up he go wif terry... actually he say i can oso go de... but when i was on my way to dere he msg mi again... say i betta dun go... he has to cut his hair scare no time to send mi home... haiz... he can dun meet mi bcoz he wan to cut his hair... y cant he meet mi n go cut his hair ltr... he realli love mi mahx??? though he say he do... but i m still tinking... did he ever do anithing to make mi real happy... did he ever sacrifice his time to meet mi or wait for mi?? i tink i sacrifice more than he do... realli... dun he noe i wanna meet him... we hav 2 weeks nvr meet le... n he juz throw the chance of meeting bcoz of his hair cut... i hope he call... at least he noe i m sad... but i doubt he will... i hate pple who give mi hope but upset mi in the end... he alwaz say he will meet mi de... but end up canot... everytime liddat de... dun he noe it is v diff for us to meet... y cant he juz cherish the chance of meeting... y will he make mi sad when he say he love mi... y cant he treat mi betta... haiz... supe duper sad...