LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

haiz... today is a v sad day... i went to do my project in the morning... happy dat he called mi... happy dat i can meet him... bcoz of him,i went to my fren's hse early... hoping to c him as soon as possible... but he was not dere... he is still wif his another fren... cutting hair... it doesnt realli matter at all... coz he did call mi aft dat... i went to funland to meet him... happy though... i can c him... aft dat he go to his brother dere... mi n my fren then go find her stead... i actually tot today will end liddat... i wun b able to meet him... i hav to go home n wait for his call... when i receive his call again,i was so happy... i was able to meet him again... so damn happy at dat time... i even make 2 hearts... ready to give him... but end up i was unable to... he alwaz make mi wait... he alwaz make mi walk a long way... he alwaz wan mi to find him instead of him finding mi... is not dat i mind he alwaz hang up wif his fren n leave mi alone... is juz dat i tink we juz cant tok when we r in front of them... end up he nvr send mi home too... he is alwaz angry wif mi... i dunno y... act angry or watever... sometimes i juz find dat i shld b the one angry n not him... he shld b the one who cheer mi up... n not mi... y muz i do those kind of things... i hav no choice... coz i dun like him to b sad or angry... bcoz i love him... does tis show dat i love him more than he love mi??? i dunno... i realli dunno... i wan to tok to him... but i cant... he wan mi to laugh... i canot... i rmb dat time... we almost break... he say he v tired... now can i say i m tired too??? does he tink dat it is fun to b angry wif mi??? he even treat dat as a joke... is dat funny??? when he say he was tired n feel like breaking,i actually stop him... now i find dat i m stupid to do so... bcoz if he love mi he will continue no matter how hard it is... but he chose to give up... i realli wish to ask him... do u realli love mi??? hav u ever tink of dat??? i tell myself when he say break again i will not stop anymore... realli... bcoz i believe i m not a gd stead... n dat if he realli wan to give up,it is his choice... he now might b tinkin abt breaking ba... whenever i m sad he is liddat... sometimes i tink dat he shld console mi n cheer mi up instead of tinkin to break... m i rit??? who will wan their stead to say break when u r truly sad... if dat day realli comes,i dunno the memories will b sad or happy...