LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

dear... today... same thing again... u nvr find mi... v sad nehz... but tink i canot alwaz stick to u lo... sometimes i juz find dat i m such a failure... i dun even noe whether u r in skol today... dunno where u go... does tis look like stead... if u tink it is fine to b liddat then i got nth to say la... yesterday v stress... cant slp... then cry... i dun like u to call mi everytime n nvr tok... i mean we tok things which r v boring... make mi even more fan n sad lo... n u say it is alrit if i dun go... make mi realli dun feel like going le... can we realli continue liddat??? when then u will find mi lei... v sianz nehz... everyday wait for u... sometimes u nvr even call mi... say u overslept... wat does tis show... u love mi or u dun love mi... u care abt mi or dun... pls ask urself... realli... if u say u treat mi liddat bcoz u love mi then i got nth to say... u realli alwaz slp lo... wun even spend time wif mi... u will oni tell mi dat u r v tired... seeing pple aft skol meet n go home together... i was so envious... but... ai qing bu neng zuo bi jiao... though i envy but as long as u love mi, wat else can i say... but i dun feel it... one day tok once... or even nvr c each other at all... i dun tink i m v stick to u... we r oredi diff frm others in the way of contacting... i cant find u... oni u can find mi... i felt so terrible whenever i cant find u... but tis is no choice de... i love u... dats y i will wait for u... tis is oso the reason y i say i love u more than u love mi... coz i find dat u r alwaz not happy wif mi... i can oni say sorie n hope u fogive... when then i can hear u saying sorie n begging for my forgiveness... is not dat i wan dat to happen... but juz find dat u did nth to realli show dat u love mi... wat shld i do???